I thought being off of this forum would help me out in terms of becoming more social but the truth is, I was probably the most active socially when I was on this forum. Over the course of the past 4 months when I wasn't active on here, I became even more reclusive and coded all day and night. In University, I'm surrounded by a lot of foids but I adopted this mentality of just not caring about developing any relationships whatsoever and simply focusing on the future. That's what I've been doing, instead of putting forth my thoughts about life on here, I've just been suppressing my thoughts and thinking of the future.
I'm finally home for the summer and my social skills have gone to complete shit, they're probably the worst they've been after a year of intense studying. I was doing an exercise on the cables at the gym yesterday and cut my sets short because I didn't want to turn around to look at this foids ass (and thus seem like a creep). I also went into a pizzeria yesterday and the old owner there did a booty bump against one of the foid workers there. It was kind of a strange interaction. Anyways, the foids at the front desk there seem to have uniform regulations to wear black leggings, one of the foids was a 10 who seemed to give me a gentle smile. Again, I've been so devoid of social interaction that I completely ignored the smile and stared blankly back at her. Before, like a year ago, I probably would have smiled back like a normal human.
I'm finally home for the summer and my social skills have gone to complete shit, they're probably the worst they've been after a year of intense studying. I was doing an exercise on the cables at the gym yesterday and cut my sets short because I didn't want to turn around to look at this foids ass (and thus seem like a creep). I also went into a pizzeria yesterday and the old owner there did a booty bump against one of the foid workers there. It was kind of a strange interaction. Anyways, the foids at the front desk there seem to have uniform regulations to wear black leggings, one of the foids was a 10 who seemed to give me a gentle smile. Again, I've been so devoid of social interaction that I completely ignored the smile and stared blankly back at her. Before, like a year ago, I probably would have smiled back like a normal human.
