Story My time in the mental hospital (blackpills/health(eyes+skin)/chadlite roommate)

[Gyros_Pretcel]

Due to much request, I compilated some stuff here.

@Gymcelled @Daydreamincel @Atavistic Autist @wereqryan @Uggo Mongo @singleplayercel @Venomkore

Can you elaborate? How was the mental hospital? What did you do there? And what happened with the Chad? Why would a chad be in a mental hospital?

I knew with my current state of functionality and health things wouldn't go anywhere. I had to pull the ripcord because the current situation was just self genocide in installments. Why wait until you are acute suicidal, if it is just a matter of time anyway and things get progressively worse in the meanwhile body wise? Also I chose the specific clinic, because I knew they have wards for dermatology and eyes there plus experimental therapies. Due to some incomplete reading of my diagnosis I was send to borderline ward with like twenty young foids on it.

Mostly just ldared, got on ssris very slowly ro not harm my destroyed mucosas and did some ERgo plus physio.


About the chad lite
Initially I assumed he was just there because he got hooked on benzos due to partying, but that didn't seem true. After he mentioned depression I assumed some late stage hedonism induced nihilism / agepill / being stuck mentally in party tweens as mid thirties guy related thing being the problem. Later he said he was taking them due to anxiety as well. He didn't want to elaborate on that part though. We kinda became somewhat friends I guess for the time being, I guess.

Was overall really funny (not). He was a chronic NEET and had some becky gf betabuxxing him, who works for a big German newspaper and lives in a very expensive luxus apartment.

He joined after the first five days. The girls instantly started to eyeball him.

Also i noticed since he was there they magically started to sit in the crappy group room. He ignores them. I used to sit always alone there before he came. Also keep in mind he is mid 30s. The girls were around the age of 20

Before I left I talked about lookism and if I was to ugly for a gf with him. He really was bluepilled.


Let's proceed with some random blackpills / anecdotes

• There was a girl, who said her bf is like a dog, sniffing on her and curling up on the bed like one, what she perceived as really cute and attractive. Made me burst out in laughter like crazy.
• They basically all said they don't need a man, besides to get fucked.
• These dumb roasties had their nervous breakdowns daily. No effect on their SMV at all, as you can imagine. All bfs but one were chad lites, no matter their looks.
• Almost all girls take the pill since 13
• Even the fatsos have sex weekly
• Almost all had short/punk/emo/gamergurl haircut
• One girl leggit looked like a morlock from her facial structure. Guess what, 5/10 tallfag bf.

Spoiler

• Number one topic is sex and their bfs
• https://incels.is/threads/the-loli-pill-hit-me-harder-than-i-thought.184941/
• As it was a uni hospital I got mogged daily by on average 6'4 chad doctors
• In rich quarters of rich cities the average height is easily 4" above average

Health / Overall Experience
Brutal how fast time flies once you do something. Really triggered my agepill senses. The two weeks felt more like the 6 years ldar before.

In total I pretty much shut down, but at least I was able to go to the dermatology and eye ward on campus. Skin was along the lines of what i already assumed, hypersensibilization due to allergies (cream and treat allergy) plus some fungal infection with flaking.

In the eye clinic they tested me for almost 1 and a half hour. The results were:
1. Chronic dry lid edge inflammation with skin scales scrapping over the cornea
2. I have a malfunctioning cornea on both sides with two focus points instead of one. Probably since birth, but the older the brain gets the worse it can compensate. If I am lucky contact lenses will help. If not it will be over. Both things are also expensive to treat and not covered by insurance. If my conservator doesnt go ER on the welfare office and insurance, I'll have to.

Kinda sad it took 6 years and that doctors, parents and social workers barely took me serious, but at least i know whats up now.

Now I need to get my normal doc involved and my insurance to pay. Hospital cant write recipes. Hope they domt fail sending doc letters again. Already waiting a week.

Overall hospital is as a truecel like they are banging your head against a wall and tell you it will get better at some point. Doesn't help that number one topic all jbroasties talk is their bfs and sex.

The nurses also constantly force you to socialize / go to group activities or come in asking you about your day. Not even virtue signaling anymore.
- "Hello mr pretcel, how was your day, if you have a problem you can come any time."
- "I am fine tx"

These two weeks hospital was like a time travel into my past and a window into a future that never was. Made me feel really broken and lonely. It felt similar to post oneitis ( had no oneitis obviously, not a cuck)

I don't know if I will be able to go on with all this corona shit or be financially capable doing so. It makes me really sad, that this was maybe my last chance ascending before I turn 30 (27 now).

 

[singleplayercel]

really interesting read
thanks for taking the time to write this
and fuck... it must've been pure suifuel/ragefuel having to listen to these degenerate toilets talk about their sex lives and their bfs all the time
Good morning!!

 

[Gymcelled]

Before I left I talked about lookism and if I was to ugly for a gf with him. He really was bluepilled.

What kind of bluepilled stuff did he say?

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

What kind of bluepilled stuff did he say?

He laughed a lot, said bullshit and spilled the usual stuff. "You just need therapy." "There is one for everyone." "You are not that bad looking." Maybe he was just covering up / virtue signaling / saying the socially acceptable, idk? Sadly he had an appointment with his psychiatrist soon and I didn't want to prolong the farewell and wait for another half an hour just to double down and make it awkward.

 

[Gymcelled]

He laughed a lot, said bullshit and spilled the usual stuff. "You just need therapy." "There is one for everyone." "You are not that bad looking." Maybe he was just covering up / virtue signaling / saying the socially acceptable, idk? Sadly he had an appointment with his psychiatrist soon and I didn't want to prolong the farewell and wait for another half an hour just to double down and make it awkward.

Nah when you're not blackpilled you assume being normal looking is good enough, since normal looking girls are hot to almost every guy we assume women feel the same. And since he's good looking he really has no idea. So I don't think he was virtue signaling. He probably believes the shit he says.

 

[zekr]

Anyone who has ever been in a psych ward knows that the best course of action is to lie about your symptoms to get the fuck out of there as soon as possible. If you are having legitimate severe psychosis and can't distinguish reality from your fantasy then it is probably best to stay there but if it is anything less severe gtfo immediately. They loop people in with depression with people that are legitimately insane its too wide of a stretch to be effective.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

Nah when you're not blackpilled you assume being normal looking is good enough, since normal looking girls are hot to almost every guy we assume women feel the same. And since he's good looking he really has no idea. So I don't think he was virtue signaling. He probably believes the shit he says.

You would assume he would understand that he is the absolute exclusion from the rule with his rich GF staying with him despite being neet for 10+ years, only partying and doing drugs. In fact I asked him (without making the connection to his life) about female financial hypergamy (without using that term) and if he knew any examples of this in his social circle. He just mumbled, he doesn't know. Keep in mind he was really social circle maxxed. IDK things just don't add up here for me. You can't tell me you can stay unaware of this contradiction.

 

[Gymcelled]

You would assume he would understand that he is the absolute exclusion from the rule with his rich GF staying with him despite being neet for 10+ years only partying. In fact I asked him (without making the connection to his life) about female financial hypergamy (without using that term) and if he know examples of this in his social circle. He just said he doesn't know. Keep in mind he was really social circle maxxed. IDK things just don't add up here for me.

No, studies have shown that when something is biased in their favor they either don't acknowledge it, or they believe that they deserve it or have worked for it.

I know it can seem absurd, but that's how lucky, fortunate people think. Even you pointing out that he doesn't know anyone as well off as him isn't enough. It's virtually impossible to convince chads and foids.

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

No, studies have shown that when something is biased in their favor they either don't acknowledge it, or they believe that they deserve it or have worked for it.

I know it can seem absurd, but that's how lucky, fortunate people think. Even you pointing out that he doesn't know anyone as well off as him isn't enough. It's virtually impossible to convince chads and foids.

Makes sense.

Maybe it is also that his whole social circle consists of ubermenschen, so he has no real comparison with the relationship dynamic of average people.

 

[Billowel]

There is no cure for your face and height.Your only option as an supahman is to find something that goes beyond material(god) or to try to statusmaxx.I think anyone who thinks through about statusmaxxing does realize that earthly life is unsatisfactory even if you reach the highest level possible.

Thanks for the detailed post though.It's always amazing to hear about the circus that is mental health.

 

[Gymcelled]

Makes sense.

Maybe it is also that his whole social circle consists of ubermenschen, so he has no real comparison with the relationship dynamic of average people.

Chad also has no reason to ever go introspection mode. Your life is shit (like that of all of us) and that's what made you think about stuff and understand/discover the blackpill. If your life has been great you have no reason to overthink shit, just enjoy yourself.

 

[Personalityinkwell]

Suicide fuel tag would be more appropriate tbh

 

[The Abyss]

Makes sense.

Maybe it is also that his whole social circle consists of ubermenschen, so he has no real comparison with the relationship dynamic of average people.

He's never had to live a day in our shoes so he has no idea how high up the totem pole he is comparatively & takes his existence for granted, he's never been down here. Cognitive dissonance is very strong when you've never been on the losing team even once.

 

[ItsOver4cel]

Unbelievable how foids in mental hospitals still lust for Chad's cock
The blackpill is universal

 

[ShadowTheEdgehog]

I spend two months in a mental hospital and I can confirm that this kind of stuff is the norm.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

That’s very interesting tbh.

Good luck with your vision, being blind takes away pretty much every cope.

 

[ChinaCurry]

Due to much request, I compilated some stuff here.

@Gymcelled @Daydreamincel @Atavistic Autist @wereqryan @Uggo Mongo @singleplayercel @Venomkore


I knew with my current state of functionality and health things wouldn't go anywhere. I had to pull the ripcord because the current situation was just self genocide in installments. Why wait until you are acute suicidal, if it is just a matter of time anyway and things get progressively worse in the meanwhile body wise? Also I chose the specific clinic, because I knew they have wards for dermatology and eyes there plus experimental therapies. Due to some incomplete reading of my diagnosis I was send to borderline ward with like twenty young foids on it.

Mostly just ldared, got on ssris very slowly ro not harm my destroyed mucosas and did some ERgo plus physio.


About the chad lite
Initially I assumed he was just there because he got hooked on benzos due to partying, but that didn't seem true. After he mentioned depression I assumed some late stage hedonism induced nihilism / agepill / being stuck mentally in party tweens as mid thirties guy related thing being the problem. Later he said he was taking them due to anxiety as well. He didn't want to elaborate on that part though. We kinda became somewhat friends I guess for the time being, I guess.

Was overall really funny (not). He was a chronic NEET and had some becky gf betabuxxing him, who works for a big German newspaper and lives in a very expensive luxus apartment.

He joined after the first five days. The girls instantly started to eyeball him.

Also i noticed since he was there they magically started to sit in the crappy group room. He ignores them. I used to sit always alone there before he came. Also keep in mind he is mid 30s. The girls were around the age of 20

Before I left I talked about lookism and if I was to ugly for a gf with him. He really was bluepilled.


Let's proceed with some random blackpills / anecdotes

• There was a girl, who said her bf is like a dog, sniffing on her and curling up on the bed like one, what she perceived as really cute and attractive. Made me burst out in laughter like crazy.
• They basically all said they don't need a man, besides to get fucked.
• These dumb roasties had their nervous breakdowns daily. No effect on their SMV at all, as you can imagine. All bfs but one were chad lites, no matter their looks.
• Almost all girls take the pill since 13
• Even the fatsos have sex weekly
• Almost all had short/punk/emo/gamergurl haircut
• One girl leggit looked like a morlock from her facial structure. Guess what, 5/10 tallfag bf.

Spoiler

• Number one topic is sex and their bfs
• https://incels.is/threads/the-loli-pill-hit-me-harder-than-i-thought.184941/
• As it was a uni hospital I got mogged daily by on average 6'4 chad doctors
• In rich quarters of rich cities the average height is easily 4" above average

Health / Overall Experience
Brutal how fast time flies once you do something. Really triggered my agepill senses. The two weeks felt more like the 6 years ldar before.

In total I pretty much shut down, but at least I was able to go to the dermatology and eye ward on campus. Skin was along the lines of what i already assumed, hypersensibilization due to allergies (cream and treat allergy) plus some fungal infection with flaking.

In the eye clinic they tested me for almost 1 and a half hour. The results were:
1. Chronic dry lid edge inflammation with skin scales scrapping over the cornea
2. I have a malfunctioning cornea on both sides with two focus points instead of one. Probably since birth, but the older the brain gets the worse it can compensate. If I am lucky contact lenses will help. If not it will be over. Both things are also expensive to treat and not covered by insurance. If my conservator doesnt go ER on the welfare office and insurance, I'll have to.

Kinda sad it took 6 years and that doctors, parents and social workers barely took me serious, but at least i know whats up now.

Now I need to get my normal doc involved and my insurance to pay. Hospital cant write recipes. Hope they domt fail sending doc letters again. Already waiting a week.

Overall hospital is as a truecel like they are banging your head against a wall and tell you it will get better at some point. Doesn't help that number one topic all jbroasties talk is their bfs and sex.

The nurses also constantly force you to socialize / go to group activities or come in asking you about your day. Not even virtue signaling anymore.
- "Hello mr pretcel, how was your day, if you have a problem you can come any time."
- "I am fine tx"

These two weeks hospital was like a time travel into my past and a window into a future that never was. Made me feel really broken and lonely. It felt similar to post oneitis ( had no oneitis obviously, not a cuck)

I don't know if I will be able to go on with all this corona shit or be financially capable doing so. It makes me really sad, that this was maybe my last chance ascending before I turn 30 (27 now).

Very interesting, and also very sad you had to hear all this. Did you try blackpilling the foids at all? Like when they are talking about BFs and sex and shit? Ask why they think they are so entitled to sex but you are not.
Also do you think this only applies to crazy girls or do all girls discuss their bfs and sex with other foids? Why were these foids even in the mental hospital??

 

[Yerberito]

really interesting read
thanks for taking the time to write this
and fuck... it must've been pure suifuel/ragefuel having to listen to these degenerate toilets talk about their sex lives and their bfs all the time
Good morning!!