Actually, my story is quiet compared to a lot of people here.
I am lucky to have very good relationship with my family (I live with them), to have a good job and I have no health concerns... I am 23 years old, born and raised in a middle-class family in a small town in rural France, and today I work as a town hall official in my borning town after finishing my studies at the university.
The only thing that really frustrates me is, of course, women.
It was at university that I started to take an interest in them. I said to myself "Hey, that looks good, and if I had one too?". I didn't know how interact with foids but I had not realised that I have just opened the Pandora's box lol.
Knowing nothing about women, I naturally turned to PUAs and street/party flirt, following their advices. I started by massively approaching women saying to myself "I don't look at the result, I just want to farm some XP".
But it was after a few months of intensive flirting that I started to worry with zero results. So I started to focus on the quality of the exchanges, and by trying various methods, I even registered on a lot of dating sites.
And it was after several months that I really started to worry. "Why despite my immeasurable efforts, I could not even kiss a woman while some do it without even wanting to ?", "Am I doomed to be forever alone?".
It was there that I heard about Elliot Rodger, Alek Minassian and the Incel community, and I said to myself that I identified myself perfectly with them, with their problems, with their feelings and frustration. I finally go escort at the beginning of 2022 in order to lose my virginity once and for all before leaving university. Admittedly, it doesn't really matter because it's paid sex, but I feel much better since then because I no longer have my virginity in my thoughts.
There you go, that was my story (VERY summarized), I know I'm for far not the most to be pitied, but it feels good to be able to talk about it on a forum between people who understand each other than the bluepilled arguments like "it's coming a day, be patient", "there is not only sex in life".
Finally, my biggest frustration is not to don't have a GF, but it's to have done all this work for nothing, to know that I have no excuse (no shyness, not ugly, confident...) but that I still have no right to having a GF, something that the others, that some of whom are just walking garbage cans, are entitled to.
I am lucky to have very good relationship with my family (I live with them), to have a good job and I have no health concerns... I am 23 years old, born and raised in a middle-class family in a small town in rural France, and today I work as a town hall official in my borning town after finishing my studies at the university.
The only thing that really frustrates me is, of course, women.
It was at university that I started to take an interest in them. I said to myself "Hey, that looks good, and if I had one too?". I didn't know how interact with foids but I had not realised that I have just opened the Pandora's box lol.
Knowing nothing about women, I naturally turned to PUAs and street/party flirt, following their advices. I started by massively approaching women saying to myself "I don't look at the result, I just want to farm some XP".
But it was after a few months of intensive flirting that I started to worry with zero results. So I started to focus on the quality of the exchanges, and by trying various methods, I even registered on a lot of dating sites.
And it was after several months that I really started to worry. "Why despite my immeasurable efforts, I could not even kiss a woman while some do it without even wanting to ?", "Am I doomed to be forever alone?".
It was there that I heard about Elliot Rodger, Alek Minassian and the Incel community, and I said to myself that I identified myself perfectly with them, with their problems, with their feelings and frustration. I finally go escort at the beginning of 2022 in order to lose my virginity once and for all before leaving university. Admittedly, it doesn't really matter because it's paid sex, but I feel much better since then because I no longer have my virginity in my thoughts.
There you go, that was my story (VERY summarized), I know I'm for far not the most to be pitied, but it feels good to be able to talk about it on a forum between people who understand each other than the bluepilled arguments like "it's coming a day, be patient", "there is not only sex in life".
Finally, my biggest frustration is not to don't have a GF, but it's to have done all this work for nothing, to know that I have no excuse (no shyness, not ugly, confident...) but that I still have no right to having a GF, something that the others, that some of whom are just walking garbage cans, are entitled to.
