It's Over My Suicidal Thoughts Are Back

[DarkStar]

Yup, there it is

I thought maybe they would fade now that I'm done with College but nope, they're back

This morning, I had multiple thoughts of sticking a handgun or shotgun to the roof of my mouth and just pulling the trigger- saving me from this suffering.

I hate this gay world, I always have. I took any chance I could as a kid, teen, and even young adult to socialmaxx, normiemaxx, or just whatevermaxx to try and leave this shit, hellish life & trash heap of a community behind.

I hate how my parents used IVF to have me, it makes my existence sting even more whenever I think of it

I can't wait till God destroys this gay & fake Earth

 

[blackpillednigga]

when I feel that way I just imagine "wait, normies and foids would be glad that I offed myself. I'll just continue living to spite them"

 

[daydreamER]

Is there something that catalyzed these thoughts? There is always some event for me that brings them back.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

over

 

[Roastie Crusher]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whhAg6bA3_o&rco=1

 

[AutistSupremacist]

I hate how my parents used IVF to have me

 

[Sgtpinkie]

when I feel that way I just imagine "wait, normies and foids would be glad that I offed myself. I'll just continue living to spite them"

Yup, there it is

I thought maybe they would fade now that I'm done with College but nope, they're back

This morning, I had multiple thoughts of sticking a handgun or shotgun to the roof of my mouth and just pulling the trigger- saving me from this suffering.

I hate this gay world, I always have. I took any chance I could as a kid, teen, and even young adult to socialmaxx, normiemaxx, or just whatevermaxx to try and leave this shit, hellish life & trash heap of a community behind.

I hate how my parents used IVF to have me, it makes my existence sting even more whenever I think of it

I can't wait till God destroys this gay & fake Earth

Normies and foids win with your departure.

Besides, you have based takes. I’d be sad if you ropemaxx

 

[DarkStar]

Is there something that catalyzed these thoughts? There is always some event for me that brings them back.

a mix of shit yeah

 

[SilverBullet]

when I feel that way I just imagine "wait, normies and foids would be glad that I offed myself. I'll just continue living to spite them"

I try to think like this but I honestly couldn't care less what they think. I don't think they care enough to feel glad that I'd be gone. I'm 1 subhuman leaving the gene pool. Being in eternal peace or an isekai sounds much better than suffering here to spite normies and foids.

 

[blackpillednigga]

I try to think like this but I honestly couldn't care less what they think. I don't think they care enough to feel glad that I'd be gone. I'm 1 subhuman leaving the gene pool. Being in eternal peace or an isekai sounds much better than suffering here to spite normies and foids.

the afterlife could be worse you never know brocel

 

[CHOoseWisely123]

Yup, there it is

I thought maybe they would fade now that I'm done with College but nope, they're back

This morning, I had multiple thoughts of sticking a handgun or shotgun to the roof of my mouth and just pulling the trigger- saving me from this suffering.

I hate this gay world, I always have. I took any chance I could as a kid, teen, and even young adult to socialmaxx, normiemaxx, or just whatevermaxx to try and leave this shit, hellish life & trash heap of a community behind.

I hate how my parents used IVF to have me, it makes my existence sting even more whenever I think of it

I can't wait till God destroys this gay & fake Earth

Live to watch it all burn down, the collapse won’t be a hundred couple years worth of decline like the Roman Empire. With the technology and social media we have today I genuinely give it 60 years tops.

 

[user]

This morning, I had multiple thoughts of sticking a handgun or shotgun to the roof of my mouth and just pulling the trigger- saving me from this suffering.

If you decide to, record it on some platform live where we can watch

 

[zerozerozero]

there is no catharsis

 

[Anarcho Nihilist]

Yup, there it is

I thought maybe they would fade now that I'm done with College but nope, they're back

This morning, I had multiple thoughts of sticking a handgun or shotgun to the roof of my mouth and just pulling the trigger- saving me from this suffering.

I hate this gay world, I always have. I took any chance I could as a kid, teen, and even young adult to socialmaxx, normiemaxx, or just whatevermaxx to try and leave this shit, hellish life & trash heap of a community behind.

I hate how my parents used IVF to have me, it makes my existence sting even more whenever I think of it

I can't wait till God destroys this gay & fake Earth

I suffer from the same thing, but running in the morning helps me at least a little from suicidal thoughts. As soon as I stop jogging in the morning, they come back.

 

[justuseless]

Life is endless suffering for ugly men

 

[NeverGetUp]

I only live to watch the world burn

 

[Sodes]

when I feel that way I just imagine "wait, normies and foids would be glad that I offed myself. I'll just continue living to spite them"

doing normfags a favor if you off yourself

 

[incel20]

most men think about suicide

80% of sucides are by men

not unusual

 

[manletcel1488]

Mine developed in highschool and never really left, there are periods when they are stronger than others naturally, but the only way I think they will actually go away is if I find a girl that actually wants to have a family with me.
I can't cope with being alone forever and being a genetic dead end, once I start approaching 35 I'm not sure I can cope with it anymore.
This isn't the only thing that bothers me of course, but I know my outlook on life would change drastically if that happened.
Maybe I could accept a life of celibacy if everything else about society didn't suck too, but it's just hard to see the good in anything, I hate everyone and everything around me at all times, I just feel so isolated and distant from everyone and everything. Day to day life is empty and hopeless with nothing to be happy about or look forward to.
This is one of the only places I feel like I'm around people who get it, and of course even this community has it's problems, but it's a lot better than most imo.
This is also the reason I don't own any guns, I know 100% I would have killed myself by now if I had easy access to one.

 

[caineturbat2003]

when I feel that way I just imagine "wait, normies and foids would be glad that I offed myself. I'll just continue living to spite them"

Yeah, my rage and desire for revenge is what keeps me going. I'm still waiting for the incel revolution.

 

[Made in Heaven]

I hate how my parents used IVF to have me

that's brutal, I'm guessing your parents were old as fuck?

 

[Balding Subhuman]

I also got obsessive suicidal thoughts after breaking my keto. Keto diet increases gaba in the brain and reduces glutamate. Maybe you have something out of whack in the brain currently, but it can get better

 

[wereq]

I took any chance I could as a kid, teen, and even young adult to socialmaxx, normiemaxx, or just whatevermaxx to try and leave this shit, hellish life & trash heap of a community behind.

You need to realize that normoids won't socialize with you or accept you unless you're attractive. This "trash heap of a community" is all you have so make the most of it. Stop trashing us.

 

[Friezacel]

. I'm still waiting for the incel revolution

The incel revolution will start the same day that Jesus returns. Aka never

 

[Grodd]

I have suicidal thoughts everyday

 

[JKlancecaster069]

there is no catharsis

 

[The_word_made_flesh]

I can't wait till God destroys this gay & fake Earth

He is going to very soon ,so get right with Jesus so you can live forever after this world passes away!

 

[Blackpill Monk]

@DarkStar bro as a fellow neurodivergent,I know the pain of how it is being painful to be to live like an neurodivergent, every day it is challenging, every day it is like worst

 

[SrutalBeggs]

My Suicidal Thoughts are Black

 

[Mecoja]

Same bro. Im getting fed up with existence. I would dissappear if I could. But you are a young, smart guy, you will think of some purpose for your life. Times are dark, but maybe things will change slightly enough to be OK.

 

[Regenerator]

Don't do it. You're just giving femoids & normies a victory.

 

[Albertopenheimer]

I only live for WW3