It's one thing to comsume all these blackpills on forums, look at statistics and come to the logical conclusion that it's over or that it never began. I'd call this part the process of blackpilling your mind. Then there's the much more difficult task of blackpilling your subconscious because passing on your genes is part of your firmware. Your hindbrain never wants to give up but I think ive finally won the battle.
After four years of gymcelling five times a week i have stopped. I eat and drink as much shit as i want. I only shower like max twice a week and wear the same clothes for days. When i used to leave the house i always glanced at myself in the mirror but now i couldnt care less what i look like. It feels kind of empty and relaxing at the same time.
Im guessing im not the first to experience this therefore im intrigued, what does the future hold for me? Have you experienced anything similar?
After four years of gymcelling five times a week i have stopped. I eat and drink as much shit as i want. I only shower like max twice a week and wear the same clothes for days. When i used to leave the house i always glanced at myself in the mirror but now i couldnt care less what i look like. It feels kind of empty and relaxing at the same time.
Im guessing im not the first to experience this therefore im intrigued, what does the future hold for me? Have you experienced anything similar?
