I’ve always realized something was off growing up. It hit me hard when my best friend kissed my crush that friend zoned me in high school. Both of them knew that I was interested in her.
It was the first time I was exposed to anything resembling a blackpill or an awakening of any kind. Being raised by a single, hyper career focused vegan mother. I eventually learned her divorced ex husband betabuxxer, (that was intended to play the role of my father) was not really my actual father. But instead a very tall handsome man she cheated on him with when she was younger.
She separated me from my real father at a young age because my step father’s financial condition was better to support me (the guy is a Jew jfl.) She begged him to take her back and he (major simp) did. I was lied to all my youth as she additionally raised me as a vegan, I think she began her insane veganism when she decided to become Buddhist and do yoga and meditate, typical foid post wall activities. Maybe as some sort of Munchausen by proxy syndrome, stating things such as "if you eat meat you’ll get sick" to me at 12 years old.
My step father did not interject as he was always fearful of my mother leaving him and would follow her every command like a dog. They later divorced after she began having sexual relations with my chad personal trainer. I’ve come across some research that indicates lack of red meat in a child’s developmental years stunts their growth. Not to mention all of the hormone disrupting chemicals in our diet nowadays. This would align with the fact that I am shorter than all my friends at 5.8 where my real father and grandfather are both above 6ft.
This would mean my mother has cucked me to be destined to be sub 8 and lack a true father figure. At the age of 16, the pressure and lies were too much for my mother to bear because I would always ask why my step dad didn’t look anything like me and she reluctantly confessed my step dad was not my true father. I ate my first piece of meat that year as the pain helped me amass the courage to rebel against everything I had been told as a child growing up.
When she discovered I was no longer a fag vegantard she said "I feel like I’ve failed as a mother, I can’t believe you don’t care about the animals!"
Fuck the animals.
I’m eating normally now thankGod. I’ve had significantly less success at obtaining any relationship than my friends growing up, I sold my virginity to a whore at 17. The more I learn about the black pill the more I empathize with the Incel plight. It’s a terrible system, feminism, that has facilitated my mother to do what she did.
Growing up a bastard caused me great pain and I still wonder what my true father is like. When I first came across the incel wiki I was shocked to see that my exact situation is recorded: "female dual mating strategy". I’ve learned the truth and I cant unsee how female nature negatively affects every facet of society in modern times. Everything I’ve read in the wiki is observable around me. There’s no way to go back to being a normal person and I’m not sure how I can ever have relationship knowing the dark nature of women.
Their hypergamy, their manipulative mating strategy, their lack of accountability, their extraction of resources and parasitic behavior, their deceitfulness, their double standards. As I realized there’s really no salvation for a sub 8. We men are either born chads, willingly become slaves to accrue resources for extremely used pussy that would divorce at any chance with chad, or are left hopelessly celibate.
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel brothers. So what are we to do? we’re forced to coexist with them either way. I can’t unlearn it. Every modern problem in society can be traced back to the sexual and industrial revolution and the artificial elevation of women’s status in society. It was never meant to be this way. We’ve been tasked with a group project yet one half is inept by nature. That’s because It was never intended to be a "group" project to begin with, yet we men have allowed it.
It was the first time I was exposed to anything resembling a blackpill or an awakening of any kind. Being raised by a single, hyper career focused vegan mother. I eventually learned her divorced ex husband betabuxxer, (that was intended to play the role of my father) was not really my actual father. But instead a very tall handsome man she cheated on him with when she was younger.
She separated me from my real father at a young age because my step father’s financial condition was better to support me (the guy is a Jew jfl.) She begged him to take her back and he (major simp) did. I was lied to all my youth as she additionally raised me as a vegan, I think she began her insane veganism when she decided to become Buddhist and do yoga and meditate, typical foid post wall activities. Maybe as some sort of Munchausen by proxy syndrome, stating things such as "if you eat meat you’ll get sick" to me at 12 years old.
My step father did not interject as he was always fearful of my mother leaving him and would follow her every command like a dog. They later divorced after she began having sexual relations with my chad personal trainer. I’ve come across some research that indicates lack of red meat in a child’s developmental years stunts their growth. Not to mention all of the hormone disrupting chemicals in our diet nowadays. This would align with the fact that I am shorter than all my friends at 5.8 where my real father and grandfather are both above 6ft.
This would mean my mother has cucked me to be destined to be sub 8 and lack a true father figure. At the age of 16, the pressure and lies were too much for my mother to bear because I would always ask why my step dad didn’t look anything like me and she reluctantly confessed my step dad was not my true father. I ate my first piece of meat that year as the pain helped me amass the courage to rebel against everything I had been told as a child growing up.
When she discovered I was no longer a fag vegantard she said "I feel like I’ve failed as a mother, I can’t believe you don’t care about the animals!"
Fuck the animals.
I’m eating normally now thankGod. I’ve had significantly less success at obtaining any relationship than my friends growing up, I sold my virginity to a whore at 17. The more I learn about the black pill the more I empathize with the Incel plight. It’s a terrible system, feminism, that has facilitated my mother to do what she did.
Growing up a bastard caused me great pain and I still wonder what my true father is like. When I first came across the incel wiki I was shocked to see that my exact situation is recorded: "female dual mating strategy". I’ve learned the truth and I cant unsee how female nature negatively affects every facet of society in modern times. Everything I’ve read in the wiki is observable around me. There’s no way to go back to being a normal person and I’m not sure how I can ever have relationship knowing the dark nature of women.
Their hypergamy, their manipulative mating strategy, their lack of accountability, their extraction of resources and parasitic behavior, their deceitfulness, their double standards. As I realized there’s really no salvation for a sub 8. We men are either born chads, willingly become slaves to accrue resources for extremely used pussy that would divorce at any chance with chad, or are left hopelessly celibate.
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel brothers. So what are we to do? we’re forced to coexist with them either way. I can’t unlearn it. Every modern problem in society can be traced back to the sexual and industrial revolution and the artificial elevation of women’s status in society. It was never meant to be this way. We’ve been tasked with a group project yet one half is inept by nature. That’s because It was never intended to be a "group" project to begin with, yet we men have allowed it.
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