Venting My story

[Tryna Ascend]

Note: You can call this LARP or whatever but this genuinely happened to me and the abuse as a kid has broken me so fucking much, and on top of that I got bullied too.


TDLR: Got abused as a kid and got bullied, my one cope which was basketball got ruined because my father was my coach and he would frequently embarrass me in front of other team mates and he would tell me how big of a failure I was I got beat alot as a kid (most of the time it wasnt for punishments since I was a good kid). Got bullied aswell because I was an easy target for being skinny and quiet



My issues in life began when my dad would frequently yell at me infront of other kids since he was the coach for my soccer team, he would beat me after the game no matter how well I played, and he would constantly remind me how big of a loser I am.

Even though I was a beginner at soccer my dad would thought oh he should already be like ronaldo or something cause hes a retarded curry and I fucking hate being a curry I wish I was black so atleast I have some good fucking genetics for sports (indian parents are retarded and known for thinking there kids should immediately excel at whatever field there in)


So I quit playing soccer and I switched too basketball and quickly exceled in that sport because I was tall

Everyone told me I was good at basketball and I gained a lot of respect which I desired so much since I never got that at home

I thought I would be a great basketball player one day but ofc my dad being my dad

He wanted to coach me because he wanted to make me "better"

Better as In constantly belittling me, telling other people how Im a fucking loser (I heard him tell someone over the phone that I suck dick or some shit like that as a young kid) and he would beat me if I played bad.

And the abuse wasn't for basketball, It was outside basketball and sports too.


It fucked with my self esteem so much and I went from being an extroverted guy to being the "quiet kid" at my school



Everything fell apart when I went too highschool

I went too the worst school in the city and I begged my father to put me in a different school but my retarded father didn't even bother.

Even though I gained some respect initially in highschool as a basketball player

I was bullied and fucked with because people saw me as an easy target to pick on even though I never said shit to anyone and I would keep to myself.

My interest in basketball which was the only thing I could get respect from others but I lost interest in basketball and I became a shit player

The only one cope I had which was basketball I ended up quitting that about Grade 11.

after I quit I did online school because I was done with people because I fucking hate people tbh I cant stand them

and during that time I was battling suicidal thoughts and depression because of all the abuse and the trauma of being fucked with really messed with my head

I'm now doing basketball again since Its the only cope I have and the only thing that keeps me going but just looking back I cant help but be resentful because I could of been one of those really popular jocks but the abuse combined with bullying really fucked with my head and I missed out on so many key events in my life.

Like nevermind being the popular kid or whatever

If I never dealt with my cunt abusive father I would at least be a good player which is what I wanted.

I was bluepilled before, I thought well I went through all this shit and Im a nice guy so I deserve to win in life right?

LMAO I WAS SO DUMB FML

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Someone help me vent this has been in my head for years

 

[PLA1092]

You're a tall basketball player, who was good at it?

If your face is actually subhuman-level, I'll accept your bullying and mocking, especially by your own dad, likely resentful of your status as a sub 5 male and seeing himself in your ethnic subhumanity, but I don't see why you didn't gymmaxx with your height and status as an athlete; I absolutely would be done the same with your stats.

 

[Tryna Ascend]

You're a tall basketball player, who was good at it?

If your face is actually subhuman-level, I'll accept your bullying and mocking, especially by your own dad, likely resentful of your status as a sub 5 male and seeing himself in your ethnic subhumanity, but I don't see why you didn't gymmaxx with your height and status as an athlete; I absolutely would be done the same with your stats.

I knew one of you retards would say this

Fuck you tbh, you wouldnt be able to gain weight with my low metabolism on top of that having stress at a young age

and fym status maxx did you not read the tdlr you dumb cunt?

 

[Tryna Ascend]

you need to be extroverted to status maxx retard IM QUIET U DUMB BITCH FUCK U

 

[Tryna Ascend]

and im a shitskin curry

the only way to status maxx with basketball is if your black LMAFO

 

[Randy Bull]

Read the tldr, was going to maybe read the rest of it but Mr. High IQ himself called you out for being a volcel retard
Kys

You're a tall basketball player, who was good at it?

If your face is actually subhuman-level, I'll accept your bullying and mocking, especially by your own dad, likely resentful of your status as a sub 5 male and seeing himself in your ethnic subhumanity, but I don't see why you didn't gymmaxx with your height and status as an athlete; I absolutely would be done the same with your stats.

 

[Tryna Ascend]

someone please actually give me advice or help

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Read the tldr, was going to maybe read the rest of it but Mr. High IQ himself called you out for being a volcel retard
Kys

Easy for you too say asshole

If you went through the same shit as I did you wouldn't fare any different, how df am I gonna like people after the shit I went through u dumb cunt?

 

[Tryna Ascend]

If I was black u could say that

but mf Im a shitskin curry no indian bitch is gonna care if Im good at basketball LMAO

 

[PLA1092]

I knew one of you retards would say this

Fuck you tbh, you wouldnt be able to gain weight with my low metabolism on top of that having stress at a young age

and fym status maxx did you not read the tdlr you dumb cunt?

Just eat a lot of protein and such and go to the gym; unless you have a legitimate medical condition, you can bulk up easily with that...

And if you're NT, you don't need to be a social god to at least gain some social status as a tall basketball player; again, I did mention I could look past that if you're legitimately subhuman in terms of facial appearance.

 

[ElTruecel]

Damn dis nigga ain’t letting nobody talk shit to him. He ain’t letting none of that shit slide. Talk yo shit bro ️

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Just eat a lot of protein and such and go to the gym; unless you have a legitimate medical condition, you can bulk up easily with that...

And if you're NT, you don't need to be a social god to at least gain some social status as a tall basketball player; again, I did mention I could look past that if you're legitimately subhuman in terms of facial appearance.

Okay but I just want someone here to help me with my truma ik some people here were dealt with shitty upbringing so if one of them can help that would be great

 

[Tryna Ascend]

and what is going to the gym gonna do?

Is it gonna make me magically forget about all the shit that happened to me in my past?

 

[PLA1092]

and what is going to the gym gonna do?

Is it gonna make me magically forget about all the shit that happened to me in my past?

It would have helped you deal with it, considering your improved physique and intimidation, and can do the same now with any others who may wish to mock or threaten you otherwise.

How would you rate your face?

 

[Tryna Ascend]

It would have helped you deal with it, considering your improved physique and intimidation, and can do the same now with any others who may wish to mock or threaten you otherwise.

How would you rate your face?

I just need advice on how to deal with the truma if I got laid It would help somewhat but the truma will still be there so I need mf help

im average in looks

 

[DespressedCurryCel1]

Lucky skinny mf. Im skinny fat I hate it

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Lucky skinny mf. Im skinny fat I hate it

Then lose the fucking weight then dumbass

 

[DespressedCurryCel1]

Then lose the fucking weight then dumbass

Can’t cuz I have shit genetics cuz I’m Indian and I gave up a long time ago. You’re a lucky fucker fakecel who’s naturally skinny, good at basketball, and tall. Gtfo.

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Can’t cuz I have shit genetics cuz I’m Indian and I gave up a long time ago. You’re a lucky fucker fakecel who’s naturally skinny, good at basketball, and tall. Gtfo.

Im indian too u retard

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Every indian Ik is my height or taller u gtfo

 

[DespressedCurryCel1]

Im indian too u retard

Yes you’re Indian and naturally skinny do you know how rare you are?

 

[DespressedCurryCel1]

Every indian Ik is my height or taller u gtfo

Western Indian who’s born here in the west

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Yes you’re Indian and naturally skinny do you know how rare you are?

fym naturally skinny I barely eat dumbass

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Western Indian who’s born here in the west

so what cunt

 

[DespressedCurryCel1]

fym naturally skinny I barely eat dumbass

Then how are you tall

 

[Tryna Ascend]

waaaaa im skinny fat yet i wont do anything about it

LMAO

 

[DespressedCurryCel1]

so what cunt

So you’re a lazy retard fakecel lol

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Then how are you tall

6'1

 

[DespressedCurryCel1]

waaaaa im skinny fat yet i wont do anything about it

LMAO

I tried dumbass it doesn’t work

 

[Tryna Ascend]

So you’re a lazy retard fakecel lol

Can’t cuz I have shit genetics cuz I’m Indian and I gave up a long time ago. You’re a lucky fucker fakecel who’s naturally skinny, good at basketball, and tall. Gtfo.

 

[Tryna Ascend]

If im so mf lucky where are all the whores

why arent they over here stroking my Big brown dick

 

[Tryna Ascend]

also dont come in this thread saying im lucky

how am I lucky for being abused and bullied u dumb asshole

someone please offer some genuine advice please I dealt with this truma for too long I rlly need help

 

[DespressedCurryCel1]

how am I lucky for being abused and bullied u dumb asshole

Everyone gets bullied retard. I'm legit 5'6 thin wrist and even I stood up to my big tyrone bully, even if I almost got beat up for it and moved on While you're fakecel 6'1 basketball player ass is here complaining man gtfo.

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Everyone gets bullied retard. I'm legit 5'6 thin wrist and even I stood up to my big tyrone bully, even if I almost got beat up for it and moved on While you're fakecel 6'1 basketball player ass is here complaining man gtfo.

u didnt get abused as a young age u dont understand what that does to u

dumbass

If u didnt experience what i did then respectfully fuck off

 

[PLA1092]

I just need advice on how to deal with the truma if I got laid It would help somewhat but the truma will still be there so I need mf help

im average in looks

@Zer0/∞ Is it over for a tall curry normie in 2022?

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Man just give me some adviceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Ok fine im a tall curry with average looks wtf do I do now then

 

[DespressedCurryCel1]

Man just give me some adviceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Ok fine im a tall curry with average looks wtf do I do now then

if you're really that desprate go for a sub human foid whos preferably ethnic. don't go for a lanwhale though make sure shes skinny.

 

[Swagpilled]

larp dnrd

 

[Profligate]

I mean what do you want us to tell you. Pretty much everyone here has had a rough childhood. It is what it is

 

[Tryna Ascend]

I mean what do you want us to tell you. Pretty much everyone here has had a rough childhood. It is what it is

I guess

and ty for not being a retard like the other people who commented on this thread

 

[Orzmund]

You should confront your father about his mistreatment of you and proceed to violently assault him in Minecraft.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

You should confront your father about his mistreatment of you and proceed to violently assault him in Minecraft.

Prison should be avoided.

 

[Orzmund]

Prison should be avoided.

Society is our prison.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Society is our prison.

I lived in a basement for several years...there is nothing to confront when connections do not exist.

 

[Dravidiancel]

and im a shitskin curry

the only way to status maxx with basketball is if your black LMAFO

Shitskin curry,thats all you had to say.Should have started the post with that dumb

 

[Dravidiancel]

@Zer0/∞ Is it over for a tall curry normie in 2022?

Curry in the west? He should just rope already.He can't even niggermax because he is not Dravidian.Its over for this pajeet

 

[Antisocialloner]

Dnr

 

[PLA1092]

Curry in the west? He should just rope already.He can't even niggermax because he is not Dravidian.Its over for this pajeet

He's normie-level.

 

[Tryna Ascend]

Curry in the west? He should just rope already.He can't even niggermax because he is not Dravidian.Its over for this pajeet

Why dont u niggermaxx then cunt