
Kina Hikikomori
Hikikomori
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I come to tell you about my most recent experience with the black pill, although I feel better, having peace of mind, the nature of ephemeral concepts continues to exist; such as genetic issues.
I'm not going to tell you much about what happened, just the basics and its trajectory. Recently there was an argument, and I was being treated like trash with no human respect, just because of my unfavorable genetics, this isn't something that traumatized me - it just reaffirmed everything I already know. 90% of the women were on the side of a guy with a completely dubious nature, for the simple fact that he was handsome, while insulting me (obviously without any cohesive support), this took on an unacceptable proportion, so, to continue with my peace, I had to simply abandon the discussion, seen by everyone as an “ugly crying man”.
I've had an improvement in my life, not for feminine causes, I'm still what I've always been. However, this incident made me understand one more thing: It doesn't matter how at peace you are with yourself; the nature of the ephemeral will not change and will still be with you, simply because of its lack of beauty.
It affects me, but it doesn't bother me anymore. I would say that the way you are ‘affected’ is by the lack of respect that many will still have towards you.
I'm not going to tell you much about what happened, just the basics and its trajectory. Recently there was an argument, and I was being treated like trash with no human respect, just because of my unfavorable genetics, this isn't something that traumatized me - it just reaffirmed everything I already know. 90% of the women were on the side of a guy with a completely dubious nature, for the simple fact that he was handsome, while insulting me (obviously without any cohesive support), this took on an unacceptable proportion, so, to continue with my peace, I had to simply abandon the discussion, seen by everyone as an “ugly crying man”.
I've had an improvement in my life, not for feminine causes, I'm still what I've always been. However, this incident made me understand one more thing: It doesn't matter how at peace you are with yourself; the nature of the ephemeral will not change and will still be with you, simply because of its lack of beauty.
It affects me, but it doesn't bother me anymore. I would say that the way you are ‘affected’ is by the lack of respect that many will still have towards you.