Venting My reasons for leaving, a note to some friends, some future prospects

[Lebensmüder]

My reasons for leaving (soon):
At this stage of my life I have found finally some level of peace in the form of my copes/interests, I hope that others will find the same and am sure that it is possible for others. My stay here won't be forever - I will soon have much work to do and will then break off here in an attempt to finally get my life in order to pursue my interests/get an own flat/get a degree - maybe forever because this site is too addictive. I am still incel with no prospect of changing it anytime soon, but at least I want to gain some autonomy/control over my life.

After seeing some shit currently happening to people around me (for example: familywise or with old school "mates") I realized that some of my (extremely purist blackpill) views might have been too defeatist/bleak/hopeless/deterministic in all aspects of life despite their often true core - applies to professional and private aspects.

Many things here completely fuck with mental health, particularly the suicides of GeneticTrashLoser and other individuals don't leave my mind anymore, for me suicide (or violence) was, is and never will be something normal/right and every time I see that shit it completely fucks me up.
Even when it's just jokingly discussed, for me every kind of joke in that realm ended now and I have lost my want for edginess/other shit, maybe I am becoming old or shit like that. I panick every time I read shit like that now.

With my extreme tendency towards Internet addiction and the growing problems with self-proclaimed vigilantes I see no other way than a radical break for me.
At this point in life I just want to enjoy the small things in life (like walking in a park/having an aquarium/listening to music/watching TV/speaking with others via the Internet/watching porn/going fishing) without worrying/permanently watching my back.
Furthermore, many of my old friends like YourPersonality aren't there anymore.

While I see no hope for most of so(y)ciety in a wider scale I still see hope for individuals, therefore: Interconnect yourselves with others as much as possible, some degree of friendliness can still be found in the world both online and to much rarer degree offline. I will only stay for a few more days/weeks for some of my friendcels and to give some last words to them.

Some words to the community as a whole:
I nonetheless sincerely hope that the philanthropic efforts of Serge will persist, this community is unlike any other, a place where people rejected by normal society can gather regardless of ethnicity/mental problems/etc., it is sometimes however too bleak in its outlooks on life.
We should focus in a post-black-pill reality to uplift/entertain each other with all means necessary as a community - like with movie nights, talent contests, suggestions for educational/professional programmes (like IslaVista2014 and BlackPillPress did back then). Maybe with Discord/Telegram too.
I personally don't get why the word "cope" is negatively connotated when it clearly helps other people to improve their life quality (in perceived or materialistic ways).
In my opinion some form of positivity should be allowed (with braggers/fakecels being banned/scrutinized nonetheless).
I wish nothing but the best for you. I have high trust in the moderation of this forum, particularly @MarquisDeSade and @Fat Link.

Now some thanks for many users:
@To koniec - thanks for being a friend for me since eternity, I hope you get a prime 10/10 slavic blonde beauty, your threads were incredibly based and talking to you was good
@SocialzERo - it has been an honor to talk with you about our shared interests
@MarquisDeSade - you and @Fat Link are among the funniest/high IQ users here, thanks for your service
@Mentally lost cel - I hope you become a mod here, I hope you manage to get away from your family and live your life in peace, with @Meus and @MarquisDeSade you have some based cels around you
@BummerDrummer, @ThoughtfulCel - your discussions were always funny tbh, for BummerDrummer: I hope you get another Youtube channel and continue the news
@Emba, @Notorious Inkler, @Zer0/∞, @-BrettyBoy- and many others deserve rememberance too.
Thanks, friends. I hope every single one of you will find a 10/10. You deserve it.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I enjoyed reading your replies here. Goodbye.

Here is one:

Brutal. Got actually at first ADHD, then Autism (Asperger's syndrome) and then comorbidity.

Yes, am gifted on verbal parts, but completely break down in everything related to pattern/spatial recognition, this is coherent with some other experiences in my life (like being unable to correctly estimate distances/velocities, hitting objects with my shoulders, shaking when holding up stuff, etc.), also some users said that my symptoms would be coherent with NVLD, never heard that term before.

As did Justus Grossbier.

Racial inequality is simply a fact of our existence. Observe the case of Justus Grossbier:

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Notice the subtle redirection. This teacher is clearly aware of racial differences in fluid intelligence.

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Angela's Bio:

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Remember:

 

[Deleted member 17245]

I share many of your thoughts. I keep coming back here for the entertainment and a place to vent, otherwise I would have also left (I've tried a couple of times). I'm comfortable being a permavirgin wizcel at this point, to ascend would be to debase my own being, to descend into primal animal behavior.

I personally don't get why the word "cope" is negatively connotated when it clearly helps other people to improve their life quality (in perceived or materialistic ways).

I think the problem is most of us pursue copes that are disconnected from the higher principles, indeed most of us are unaware of higher spheres of thought. Untethered from a source of meaning, our copes remain clouded in the fog of nihilism.

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

I wish you the best in your future endeavors. You were a great user, and I genuinely hope you succeed in your career and relationship goals

 

[Lebensmüder]

I enjoyed reading your replies here. Goodbye.

Same tbh.
I am still remaining for some days/weeks at least for some brocels.

Here is one.

Brutal. My vision btw deteriorated much in the last few years. Only a short time before I had to get now glasses for the 1st time.

I share many of your thoughts. I keep coming back here for the entertainment and a place to vent, otherwise I would have also left (I've tried a couple of times). I'm comfortable being a permavirgin wizcel at this point, to ascend would be to debase my own being, to descend into primal animal behavior.

I don't know too. I am very uncomfortable when it comes to expressed sexuality.

I wish you the best in your future endeavors. You were a great user, and I genuinely hope you succeed in your career and relationship goals

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Thanks you too!

 

[Deleted member 36666]

@Lebensmüder
Am I reading too much into it or is this exodus wave real? Many started to leave with news of ownership change, lots of people cite the quality of the forum going down etc, what are your thoughts?

 

[Lebensmüder]

@Lebensmüder
Am I reading too much into it or is this exodus wave real? Many started to leave with news of ownership change, lots of people cite the quality of the forum going down etc, what are your thoughts?

The forum is still good, I have full trust in both Fat Link and Marquis De Sade, my leaving has nothing to do with them or the forum quality, it is my life situation currently.

 

[Deleted member 6214]

I feel you man, I want to do the same but I actually have no passions or interests that can keep me away from the computer. I spend 8-9 hrs a day online. So sooner or later I end up coming back here.

 

[Cope_Time]

You're right about this site is being so addictive, you're a good man, I hope you'll find da way.

 

[Ika-Sama]

I wish you all the best in life, it was nice talking to a fellow brocel who had the same struggles as me.

 

[Emba]

Thanks bro.

See you tomorrow

Bon chance!

 

[MarquisDeSade]

My reasons for leaving (soon):
At this stage of my life I have found finally some level of peace in the form of my copes/interests, I hope that others will find the same and am sure that it is possible for others. My stay here won't be forever - I will soon have much work to do and will then break off here in an attempt to finally get my life in order to pursue my interests/get an own flat/get a degree - maybe forever because this site is too addictive. I am still incel with no prospect of changing it anytime soon, but at least I want to gain some autonomy/control over my life.

After seeing some shit currently happening to people around me (for example: familywise or with old school "mates") I realized that some of my (extremely purist blackpill) views might have been too defeatist/bleak/hopeless/deterministic in all aspects of life despite their often true core - applies to professional and private aspects.

Many things here completely fuck with mental health, particularly the suicides of GeneticTrashLoser and other individuals don't leave my mind anymore, for me suicide (or violence) was, is and never will be something normal/right and every time I see that shit it completely fucks me up.
Even when it's just jokingly discussed, for me every kind of joke in that realm ended now and I have lost my want for edginess/other shit, maybe I am becoming old or shit like that. I panick every time I read shit like that now.

With my extreme tendency towards Internet addiction and the growing problems with self-proclaimed vigilantes I see no other way than a radical break for me.
At this point in life I just want to enjoy the small things in life (like walking in a park/having an aquarium/listening to music/watching TV/speaking with others via the Internet/watching porn/going fishing) without worrying/permanently watching my back.
Furthermore, many of my old friends like YourPersonality aren't there anymore.

While I see no hope for most of so(y)ciety in a wider scale I still see hope for individuals, therefore: Interconnect yourselves with others as much as possible, some degree of friendliness can still be found in the world both online and to much rarer degree offline. I will only stay for a few more days/weeks for some of my friendcels and to give some last words to them.

Some words to the community as a whole:
I nonetheless sincerely hope that the philanthropic efforts of Serge will persist, this community is unlike any other, a place where people rejected by normal society can gather regardless of ethnicity/mental problems/etc., it is sometimes however too bleak in its outlooks on life.
We should focus in a post-black-pill reality to uplift/entertain each other with all means necessary as a community - like with movie nights, talent contests, suggestions for educational/professional programmes (like IslaVista2014 and BlackPillPress did back then). Maybe with Discord/Telegram too.
I personally don't get why the word "cope" is negatively connotated when it clearly helps other people to improve their life quality (in perceived or materialistic ways).
In my opinion some form of positivity should be allowed (with braggers/fakecels being banned/scrutinized nonetheless).
I wish nothing but the best for you. I have high trust in the moderation of this subreddit, particularly @MarquisDeSade and @Fat Link.

Now some thanks for many users:
@To koniec - thanks for being a friend for me since eternity, I hope you get a prime 10/10 slavic blonde beauty, your threads were incredibly based and talking to you was good
@SocialzERo - it has been an honor to talk with you about our shared interests
@MarquisDeSade - you and @Fat Link are among the funniest/high IQ users here, thanks for your service
@Mentally lost cel - I hope you become a mod here, I hope you manage to get away from your family and live your life in peace, with @Meus and @MarquisDeSade you have some based cels around you
@BummerDrummer, @ThoughtfulCel - your discussions were always funny tbh, for BummerDrummer: I hope you get another Youtube channel and continue the news
@Emba, @Notorious Inkler, @Zer0/∞, @-BrettyBoy- and many others deserve rememberance too.
Thanks, friends. I hope every single one of you will find a 10/10. You deserve it.

I shall miss you @Lebensmüder , you were one of those rare intelligent posters that would bring interesting points of view, I have always looked forward to new threads of yours where when I saw them always knew they were going to be pretty good and well-articulated, for that you will be dearly missed.

 

[To koniec]

i wish you all best in life and it's sad that you are leaving

i hope that you will from time to time will visit us

 

[Rhaast]

[UWSL]Many things here completely fuck with mental health, particularly the suicides of GeneticTrashLoser and other individuals don't leave my mind anymore, for me suicide (or violence) was, is and never will be something normal/right and every time I see that shit it completely fucks me up.[/UWSL]
Even when it's just jokingly discussed, for me every kind of joke in that realm ended now and I have lost my want for edginess/other shit, maybe I am becoming old or shit like that. I panick every time I read shit like that now.

--->

this subreddit

Anywho, good luck, goodbye and remember. If anyone tries to put you down or keep you back:


View: https://streamable.com/8l5dqa

 

[Lebensmüder]

i wish you all best in life and it's sad that you are leaving

i hope that you will from time to time will visit us

Will definetely do it.

--->


Anywho, good luck, goodbye and remember. If anyone tries to put you down or keep you back:


View: https://streamable.com/8l5dqa

Thanks tbh. And I fixed the issue.

 

[Rhaast]

[UWSL]fixed the issue.[/UWSL]

 

[Loner94]

Good luck

 

[Lebensmüder]

Good luck

Thanks. And to all commenters above tbh.

 

[Mod King Xerxes]

Farewell brother and safe journeys.

View: https://youtu.be/rSD4IMV_m8s

 

[Hapacalyptist]

Thanks bro.

See you tomorrow

Bon chance!

 

[Zer0/∞]

Thanks bro.

See you tomorrow

Bon chance!

 

[Deleted member 38579]

Good luck, I found your post very valuable and insightful. I personally cannot afford to be more positive, as time goes by I'm becoming more blackpilled and misanthrope than ever before. I'm trying to spend less time on the site so I can focus on other things, hopefully I don't need to delete my account to do so.

 

[Wellington]

Brutal, so many legendary brocels are leaving


Farewell @Lebensmüder we will miss you brother

 

[Cristo]

And you will be replaced by some new edgy teencels. Nothing will be remembered.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

My reasons for leaving (soon):
At this stage of my life I have found finally some level of peace in the form of my copes/interests, I hope that others will find the same and am sure that it is possible for others. My stay here won't be forever - I will soon have much work to do and will then break off here in an attempt to finally get my life in order to pursue my interests/get an own flat/get a degree - maybe forever because this site is too addictive. I am still incel with no prospect of changing it anytime soon, but at least I want to gain some autonomy/control over my life.

After seeing some shit currently happening to people around me (for example: familywise or with old school "mates") I realized that some of my (extremely purist blackpill) views might have been too defeatist/bleak/hopeless/deterministic in all aspects of life despite their often true core - applies to professional and private aspects.

Many things here completely fuck with mental health, particularly the suicides of GeneticTrashLoser and other individuals don't leave my mind anymore, for me suicide (or violence) was, is and never will be something normal/right and every time I see that shit it completely fucks me up.
Even when it's just jokingly discussed, for me every kind of joke in that realm ended now and I have lost my want for edginess/other shit, maybe I am becoming old or shit like that. I panick every time I read shit like that now.

With my extreme tendency towards Internet addiction and the growing problems with self-proclaimed vigilantes I see no other way than a radical break for me.
At this point in life I just want to enjoy the small things in life (like walking in a park/having an aquarium/listening to music/watching TV/speaking with others via the Internet/watching porn/going fishing) without worrying/permanently watching my back.
Furthermore, many of my old friends like YourPersonality aren't there anymore.

While I see no hope for most of so(y)ciety in a wider scale I still see hope for individuals, therefore: Interconnect yourselves with others as much as possible, some degree of friendliness can still be found in the world both online and to much rarer degree offline. I will only stay for a few more days/weeks for some of my friendcels and to give some last words to them.

Some words to the community as a whole:
I nonetheless sincerely hope that the philanthropic efforts of Serge will persist, this community is unlike any other, a place where people rejected by normal society can gather regardless of ethnicity/mental problems/etc., it is sometimes however too bleak in its outlooks on life.
We should focus in a post-black-pill reality to uplift/entertain each other with all means necessary as a community - like with movie nights, talent contests, suggestions for educational/professional programmes (like IslaVista2014 and BlackPillPress did back then). Maybe with Discord/Telegram too.
I personally don't get why the word "cope" is negatively connotated when it clearly helps other people to improve their life quality (in perceived or materialistic ways).
In my opinion some form of positivity should be allowed (with braggers/fakecels being banned/scrutinized nonetheless).
I wish nothing but the best for you. I have high trust in the moderation of this forum, particularly @MarquisDeSade and @Fat Link.

Now some thanks for many users:
@To koniec - thanks for being a friend for me since eternity, I hope you get a prime 10/10 slavic blonde beauty, your threads were incredibly based and talking to you was good
@SocialzERo - it has been an honor to talk with you about our shared interests
@MarquisDeSade - you and @Fat Link are among the funniest/high IQ users here, thanks for your service
@Mentally lost cel - I hope you become a mod here, I hope you manage to get away from your family and live your life in peace, with @Meus and @MarquisDeSade you have some based cels around you
@BummerDrummer, @ThoughtfulCel - your discussions were always funny tbh, for BummerDrummer: I hope you get another Youtube channel and continue the news
@Emba, @Notorious Inkler, @Zer0/∞, @-BrettyBoy- and many others deserve rememberance too.
Thanks, friends. I hope every single one of you will find a 10/10. You deserve it.

 

[Deleted member 35245]

My reasons for leaving (soon):
At this stage of my life I have found finally some level of peace in the form of my copes/interests, I hope that others will find the same and am sure that it is possible for others. My stay here won't be forever - I will soon have much work to do and will then break off here in an attempt to finally get my life in order to pursue my interests/get an own flat/get a degree - maybe forever because this site is too addictive. I am still incel with no prospect of changing it anytime soon, but at least I want to gain some autonomy/control over my life.

After seeing some shit currently happening to people around me (for example: familywise or with old school "mates") I realized that some of my (extremely purist blackpill) views might have been too defeatist/bleak/hopeless/deterministic in all aspects of life despite their often true core - applies to professional and private aspects.

Many things here completely fuck with mental health, particularly the suicides of GeneticTrashLoser and other individuals don't leave my mind anymore, for me suicide (or violence) was, is and never will be something normal/right and every time I see that shit it completely fucks me up.
Even when it's just jokingly discussed, for me every kind of joke in that realm ended now and I have lost my want for edginess/other shit, maybe I am becoming old or shit like that. I panick every time I read shit like that now.

With my extreme tendency towards Internet addiction and the growing problems with self-proclaimed vigilantes I see no other way than a radical break for me.
At this point in life I just want to enjoy the small things in life (like walking in a park/having an aquarium/listening to music/watching TV/speaking with others via the Internet/watching porn/going fishing) without worrying/permanently watching my back.
Furthermore, many of my old friends like YourPersonality aren't there anymore.

While I see no hope for most of so(y)ciety in a wider scale I still see hope for individuals, therefore: Interconnect yourselves with others as much as possible, some degree of friendliness can still be found in the world both online and to much rarer degree offline. I will only stay for a few more days/weeks for some of my friendcels and to give some last words to them.

Some words to the community as a whole:
I nonetheless sincerely hope that the philanthropic efforts of Serge will persist, this community is unlike any other, a place where people rejected by normal society can gather regardless of ethnicity/mental problems/etc., it is sometimes however too bleak in its outlooks on life.
We should focus in a post-black-pill reality to uplift/entertain each other with all means necessary as a community - like with movie nights, talent contests, suggestions for educational/professional programmes (like IslaVista2014 and BlackPillPress did back then). Maybe with Discord/Telegram too.
I personally don't get why the word "cope" is negatively connotated when it clearly helps other people to improve their life quality (in perceived or materialistic ways).
In my opinion some form of positivity should be allowed (with braggers/fakecels being banned/scrutinized nonetheless).
I wish nothing but the best for you. I have high trust in the moderation of this forum, particularly @MarquisDeSade and @Fat Link.

Now some thanks for many users:
@To koniec - thanks for being a friend for me since eternity, I hope you get a prime 10/10 slavic blonde beauty, your threads were incredibly based and talking to you was good
@SocialzERo - it has been an honor to talk with you about our shared interests
@MarquisDeSade - you and @Fat Link are among the funniest/high IQ users here, thanks for your service
@Mentally lost cel - I hope you become a mod here, I hope you manage to get away from your family and live your life in peace, with @Meus and @MarquisDeSade you have some based cels around you
@BummerDrummer, @ThoughtfulCel - your discussions were always funny tbh, for BummerDrummer: I hope you get another Youtube channel and continue the news
@Emba, @Notorious Inkler, @Zer0/∞, @-BrettyBoy- and many others deserve rememberance too.
Thanks, friends. I hope every single one of you will find a 10/10. You deserve it.

I always enjoyed reading your threads and rants. It's sad to see you go. I tip my fedora

 

[BrettyBoy]

Sorry, just now saw this thread but good luck, bro.

Edit: Or maybe I did see, I don’t know, might of saw it before my screen name was edited into the post but yeah, like I said, good luck, bro.

 

[lemon21]

Good for you, i'm actually the same in that regard. i try to not expend too much time here as it becomes kinda addictive for a while and this is not really a great place for your mental health, but it's a good place to vent and share experiences. either way good luck in your endeavours, may you moneymaxx to be able to afford your flat. i also want to do the same, i'm really fucking tired of depending on others for your stuff.

I'm comfortable being a permavirgin wizcel at this point, to ascend would be to debase my own being, to descend into primal animal behavior.

This hit home for some reason.