ColdPillow
Cardiac arrest will get me one day
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- Jul 19, 2018
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A few days ago, I texted this guy from my old work asking him if he wanted to hang out.
He said yes and we planned on smoking weed and watching a movie.
I show up at his house and there’s a foid there and another guy. She’s about a 5/10 and the guy is a 6/10.
In the beginning, everything is going okay. I am bullshitting confidence, acting like there is stuff going on in my life, etc. About 2 hours in I start to get really negative and depressed, which causes me to stop talking and be lifeless on the couch.
It went terribly. I’m not capable of being a fun human being. I always drag down the energy and radiate sadness and bad vibes. I started off fine, but I showed myself to be very disappointing overall.
It’s like I’m cursed. I can’t even cope with pot. Every fucking time I smoke it I get extremely low-energy and sad. Plus I get a lot of self-hatred and pessimistic when high.
He said yes and we planned on smoking weed and watching a movie.
I show up at his house and there’s a foid there and another guy. She’s about a 5/10 and the guy is a 6/10.
In the beginning, everything is going okay. I am bullshitting confidence, acting like there is stuff going on in my life, etc. About 2 hours in I start to get really negative and depressed, which causes me to stop talking and be lifeless on the couch.
It went terribly. I’m not capable of being a fun human being. I always drag down the energy and radiate sadness and bad vibes. I started off fine, but I showed myself to be very disappointing overall.
It’s like I’m cursed. I can’t even cope with pot. Every fucking time I smoke it I get extremely low-energy and sad. Plus I get a lot of self-hatred and pessimistic when high.