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Ok, so I realized that I've been living a sort of angry lie for the last 5 years, getting involved in all this rightwing politics nonsense.
In reality, I have realized that my political right wing rage is a defense mechanism to not have to deal with the fact that I hate my father. I project my hatred towards my father, for the things he did, onto his political viewpoints (loves jews, is a socialist, etc).
My father is a clinical psychopath by the way who turned my sister insane and killed my mother (at least indirectly). He also stole my inheritance from my mother. He was a violent abusive horrible person and made me the mentalcel I am today.
In any case, I've realized I must deal with this extreme rage at its proper root. I must get my revenge, legally.
Am I know non-political? Of course not. Part of the reason I became right wing, is because the leftists assholes who could have helped (teachers etc), failed to do so, because my father had the correct lefty opinions outwards. Instead, they scolded me for acting out, because they were feminists, so any angry boy must be dealt with, not helped. Also, I think there are far more abusers and psychopaths on the left.
In reality, I have realized that my political right wing rage is a defense mechanism to not have to deal with the fact that I hate my father. I project my hatred towards my father, for the things he did, onto his political viewpoints (loves jews, is a socialist, etc).
My father is a clinical psychopath by the way who turned my sister insane and killed my mother (at least indirectly). He also stole my inheritance from my mother. He was a violent abusive horrible person and made me the mentalcel I am today.
In any case, I've realized I must deal with this extreme rage at its proper root. I must get my revenge, legally.
Am I know non-political? Of course not. Part of the reason I became right wing, is because the leftists assholes who could have helped (teachers etc), failed to do so, because my father had the correct lefty opinions outwards. Instead, they scolded me for acting out, because they were feminists, so any angry boy must be dealt with, not helped. Also, I think there are far more abusers and psychopaths on the left.
