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Story My only friend is a Truecel (long read).

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Throughout my entire lifespan I've never really fit in anywhere, always struggled to make friends in school, always got picked on and tormented by Chad and Stacy, contemplated ending my own life when I was 14, but throughout all of my hardships in my adolescence, I always had one friend... and I am his only friend as well.

I'll just call him "J", for the sake of this thread. "J" and I pretty much had each other's backs throughout the entirety of our high school years... which was a dark, hellish torment which allowed my suicidal and violent tendencies to flourish, all at the hands of my insufferable peers. I wonder where I would be today had he not been there for help when I needed it. We were both introduced to each other at the start of high school, at around 13 years of age, through a classroom for kids with "special needs" (Autism, if that wasn't obvious enough). Yes, I'm a "Sped"/"Sperg", as people refer to them as these days. He was very cold and unwilling to get to know me at first, as he is with everyone, (I sort of am too, just not to his extent...) though a bit later on we both opened up as we found out we have quite a lot in common and share a lot of the same obscure, niche interests as each other, so we began to hang out more.

A part of me decided to be his friend because I felt so sorry for him. Years prior to meeting "J", I had often thought to myself that I had it the worst out of everyone around me, that I was the kid with no hope, the one who was the most shunned and ostracised. Turns out that I was wrong. I thought my life had been hard enough, but then I learned that "J"'s life was probably ten times worse. The worst part of it all is that he hadn't done a single thing wrong to deserve such an unfair, miserable existence. He was only leading a miserable existence because society forced him to. He doesn't function in the big open world, so the world discards him as useless, just like a faulty chip in a computer that won't make the computer work.

If there's anything in my life that I am proud of, it's that I lent my hand out to a fellow Incel, a Truecel, and gave him a chance at experiencing some of the joys that almost everyone else gets to experience naturally. If I can do that for "J", why can't anyone else? Going off on a slight tangent here, but it truly is a shame that so many people, especially foids, have their face stuck in their phones all day applying fakeup and spending virtually all of their time and effort seeking validation from Chad, when instead, they could be sharing happiness and comfort to everyone, respectfully. But of course, they will never see it our way, because they can never truly experience our suffering and the consequential emotional scars that come with. Existing as a female grants you free money, validation, and immunity from chronic anxiety and social isolation. Existing as a subhuman male doesn't grant you anything other than ridicule and deprivation.

Anyways, I take it you're wondering what exactly makes "J" an Incel. I've listed some of his following traits:

* Crippling Social Anxiety (to the point where he freezes up and sometimes can't even move due to intense anxiety from people speaking to him).
* Autism.
* Selective Mutism.
* Anger Issues (lashed out and destroyed a fair bit of school property back in the day, can't blame him).
* No chin/Jawline.
* Overweight.
* Acne Scars.
* Glasses.
* Other weird marks bruises and bumps on his skin (which I'm not exactly sure why or how he always has).
* Just all around subhuman in looks and horribly ugly... barely a 1/10 in looks.
* No car.
* NEET.
* Poor.
* Entire bedroom is an anime emporium.

At present day, he is 20 years old, same age as me, and he spends all day every day NEETmaxxing; hardly ever leaves his room, stuck as an only child with his elderly Mother and no one else. If it weren't for me, he would seriously have almost nothing worth living for. He's pretty much permanently unemployable due to his chronic, debilitating social anxiety, and stands no chance whatsoever of ever ascending or leading a successful life. I'm honestly amazed that he hasn't roped yet... I know I would if I was in his living situation. Mad props for still clinging on to life even though it is way beyond over for him...

I feel like "J" may have taken his own life... had it not have been for me. And I can honestly say the same; vice versa. Incels; "The Shunned" people (thanks @Kointo (RIP) for coining that term) need to band together and stick up for one another. None of us washed up here on this forum for no reason, we all have a story. We have all suffered, we all realise that our chances of ascending are infinitesimally small in contrast to that of Normies and the general populace. We all might be hopeless and destined to die alone, we all might be considered the ultimate "failures" in life, but if there is one thing that we prosper, as a collective of like-minded individuals, it's that our knowledge is insurmountable to that of anyone else's, and the sheer concept of the "Blackpill" is proof of that.

Bros before hoes. Always.

...

inb4 "gay thread".
 
Beautifully written man. I can tell you’re a great person.
 
enjoyable read. Bet cucktears wont be screenshotting this anytime soon
 
This is very inspirational. Bros before hoes!
 
You should invite J to this forum.
 
You should invite J to this forum.

Oh I wish I could. I've sometimes wondered before if he might even post on this very forum. Wouldn't surprise me if he did. I'm way too high-inhib to ask him about it though...
 
I thought I was J for a second after I read all the traits. Thank you for helping out a fellow truecel. It isn't easy for us out there.

Dear "incels", who deem themselves as one just because they don't look like a male model thanks to all the lookism.org faggots, I'm talking to you. Thank god every single day that you don't look like me and J. Cherish every second you breath. Get out of this shithole and live your life. Even though I despise you more than I despise all the prostitutes and the modern women, you don't deserve to suffer as much as we do. It is I who has to suffer. It is J who has to suffer. Not you.
 
Very nice thread, I enjoyed reading it.
I'm glad you can be there for him, I'm sure he greatly appreciates it.
 
Bring him here bro
 
Women can’t be friends with guys, it’s either having a :chad: to do stuff to her or a :soy: who’ll do stuff for her. I’m glad you befriended a fellowcel but have you educated him on the :blackpill:?
 
You can tell if a fat guy will be attractive if he loses weight by just looking at his chin and seeing if it protrudes or not.
The crippling social anxiety is the result of being absolute genetic trash. I have a lot of same genetic trash features as him and I'm completely fucked.
 
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I thought I was J for a second after I read all the traits. Thank you for helping out a fellow truecel. It isn't easy for us out there.

You're welcome, I definitely thought it was worth sharing this story. It's probably the most influential story I can honestly tell.

Dear "incels", who deem themselves as one just because they don't look like a male model thanks to all the lookism.org faggots, I'm talking to you. Thank god every single day that you don't look like me and J. Cherish every second you breath. Get out of this shithole and live your life. Even though I despise you more than I despise all the prostitutes and the modern women, you don't deserve to suffer as much as we do. It is I who has to suffer. It is J who has to suffer. Not you.

Words to live by.

Very nice thread, I enjoyed reading it.
I'm glad you can be there for him, I'm sure he greatly appreciates it.

Thank you for your feedback. Yes, it's sometimes LifeFuel to reminisce and think over it.

Women can’t be friends with guys, it’s either having a :chad: to do stuff to her or a :soy: who’ll do stuff for her. I’m glad you befriended a fellowcel but have you educated him on the :blackpill:?

Thanks. While I've never specifically mentioned this site, or offered to invite him here, I actually did, on one occasion, very briefly mentioned Incels to him over the phone in the wake of the whole Alek Minassian facade and Incels gaining mainstream attention. I asked him if he had ever heard of Incels before... and he said "yes", he first heard about them just after the r/incels subreddit was banned. One thing I noticed when I asked him this is that he didn't offer any valid opinion on the topic at hand, he didn't side with incels, nor did he side with Reddit/Normies. Never said anything like "Incels are evil scumbag misogynists!!!1" or any stupid shit like that. He appeared to be neutral on the matter. "I remember hearing about it when their subreddit was banned last year." Is as much as he said about it pretty much.

I might mention it again, along with the Blackpill sometime. I'm curious to see if he knows of that as well...

You can tell if a fat guy will be attractive if he loses weight by just looking at his chin and seeing if it protrudes or not.
The crippling social anxiety is the result of being absolute genetic trash. I have a lot of same genetic trash features as him and I'm completely fucked.

Absolutely true on both of those points. It's a shame that many people fail to come to grips with the fact that your genetics pre-determine your life. They simply cannot grasp this because they have never had to face such a predicament.
 
Ugly people need to help each other out.
 
You mentioned that J has only an elderly mother. Was there ever a father present? I have noticed a huge correlation between inceldom and lack of father-figure. Do tell.
 
Great thread OP, we need to stick together because for some of us, this place is all we have
 
I'll just call him "J",

Reddit cucc
 
High IQ thread. Guaranteed never to be featured on Cucktears.
 
You mentioned that J has only an elderly mother. Was there ever a father present? I have noticed a huge correlation between inceldom and lack of father-figure. Do tell.

It's only him and his elderly Mother, no one else. His Father left before he was even born, I don't know the entire story, but all I've been told is that it was apparently a "one night stand" that led to his birth. SuicideFuel I know... It's a big part as to why he is in his current living situation.
 
It's only him and his elderly Mother, no one else. His Father left before he was even born, I don't know the entire story, but all I've been told is that it was apparently a "one night stand" that led to his birth. SuicideFuel I know... It's a big part as to why he is in his current living situation.
Fucked. That’s really fucked.

I hate to be like this, but us men are in some ways accountable for the incel problem. If men want to succeed, they HAVE to be fathers to their children. Any man raised by a single woman is doomed... he will be an eternal failure. I always make sure to chastise and individual whether in the incelosphere or not when they talk about having risky sex that could lead to single motherhood. I condemn any man, incel or otherwise, to a living hell should he leave his child unfathered.

Is having a father going to fix your genes and looks? Not likely, at least not directly. But will it help you succeed in other facets of life, and make you more willing to improve, looksmax, etc.? Yes.
 
Your friend is white so he mogs me.
 
Your friend is white so he mogs me.
Really annoyed with the race-to-the-bottom mentality amongst incels, especially amongst the shitskin kind. OP took the time to write up a great post about his friend who suffers in the same capacity we do, yet people find some way to be worse off. To enunciate the point, it is something out of anyone’s control (race). This sort of judgement about people is foid-tier at best and really makes this forums and it’s users look childish.
 
I’m a gene cell:
Turbomanlet5’3: check
Ugly face: check
Ethnik: check
 
Op and J are white volcels
I’m a gene cell:
Turbomanlet5’3: check
Ugly face: check
Ethnik: check

5'3.5
Below average face
Brown Asian

Looks like I mog you
 
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Fucked. That’s really fucked.

I hate to be like this, but us men are in some ways accountable for the incel problem. If men want to succeed, they HAVE to be fathers to their children. Any man raised by a single woman is doomed... he will be an eternal failure. I always make sure to chastise and individual whether in the incelosphere or not when they talk about having risky sex that could lead to single motherhood. I condemn any man, incel or otherwise, to a living hell should he leave his child unfathered.

Is having a father going to fix your genes and looks? Not likely, at least not directly. But will it help you succeed in other facets of life, and make you more willing to improve, looksmax, etc.? Yes.

Couldn't have said it any better... It is this that I wish more people would realise...

I’m a gene cell:
Turbomanlet5’3: check
Ugly face: check
Ethnik: check

I'm really sorry... :feelsbadman:

Op and J are white volcels

Such a well thought out and original response.
 
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It's over.

Really annoyed with the race-to-the-bottom mentality amongst incels, especially amongst the shitskin kind. OP took the time to write up a great post about his friend who suffers in the same capacity we do, yet people find some way to be worse off. To enunciate the point, it is something out of anyone’s control (race). This sort of judgement about people is foid-tier at best and really makes this forums and it’s users look childish.

Are you saying we are wrong? Unlike most ethnics on here, I am not self-hating because of my race but I can tell that white men get all the love. I speak out of experience. Not only do white women go for white men, but non-white women go for white men too. Even if they supposedly keep ranting against them like the SJW whores they are. What really frustrates them is that they can't get white cock, but deep down that's all they want.
 
Throughout my entire lifespan I've never really fit in anywhere, always struggled to make friends in school, always got picked on and tormented by Chad and Stacy, contemplated ending my own life when I was 14, but throughout all of my hardships in my adolescence, I always had one friend... and I am his only friend as well.

I'll just call him "J", for the sake of this thread. "J" and I pretty much had each other's backs throughout the entirety of our high school years... which was a dark, hellish torment which allowed my suicidal and violent tendencies to flourish, all at the hands of my insufferable peers. I wonder where I would be today had he not been there for help when I needed it. We were both introduced to each other at the start of high school, at around 13 years of age, through a classroom for kids with "special needs" (Autism, if that wasn't obvious enough). Yes, I'm a "Sped"/"Sperg", as people refer to them as these days. He was very cold and unwilling to get to know me at first, as he is with everyone, (I sort of am too, just not to his extent...) though a bit later on we both opened up as we found out we have quite a lot in common and share a lot of the same obscure, niche interests as each other, so we began to hang out more.

A part of me decided to be his friend because I felt so sorry for him. Years prior to meeting "J", I had often thought to myself that I had it the worst out of everyone around me, that I was the kid with no hope, the one who was the most shunned and ostracised. Turns out that I was wrong. I thought my life had been hard enough, but then I learned that "J"'s life was probably ten times worse. The worst part of it all is that he hadn't done a single thing wrong to deserve such an unfair, miserable existence. He was only leading a miserable existence because society forced him to. He doesn't function in the big open world, so the world discards him as useless, just like a faulty chip in a computer that won't make the computer work.

If there's anything in my life that I am proud of, it's that I lent my hand out to a fellow Incel, a Truecel, and gave him a chance at experiencing some of the joys that almost everyone else gets to experience naturally. If I can do that for "J", why can't anyone else? Going off on a slight tangent here, but it truly is a shame that so many people, especially foids, have their face stuck in their phones all day applying fakeup and spending virtually all of their time and effort seeking validation from Chad, when instead, they could be sharing happiness and comfort to everyone, respectfully. But of course, they will never see it our way, because they can never truly experience our suffering and the consequential emotional scars that come with. Existing as a female grants you free money, validation, and immunity from chronic anxiety and social isolation. Existing as a subhuman male doesn't grant you anything other than ridicule and deprivation.

Anyways, I take it you're wondering what exactly makes "J" an Incel. I've listed some of his following traits:

* Crippling Social Anxiety (to the point where he freezes up and sometimes can't even move due to intense anxiety from people speaking to him).
* Autism.
* Selective Mutism.
* Anger Issues (lashed out and destroyed a fair bit of school property back in the day, can't blame him).
* No chin/Jawline.
* Overweight.
* Acne Scars.
* Glasses.
* Other weird marks bruises and bumps on his skin (which I'm not exactly sure why or how he always has).
* Just all around subhuman in looks and horribly ugly... barely a 1/10 in looks.
* No car.
* NEET.
* Poor.
* Entire bedroom is an anime emporium.

At present day, he is 20 years old, same age as me, and he spends all day every day NEETmaxxing; hardly ever leaves his room, stuck as an only child with his elderly Mother and no one else. If it weren't for me, he would seriously have almost nothing worth living for. He's pretty much permanently unemployable due to his chronic, debilitating social anxiety, and stands no chance whatsoever of ever ascending or leading a successful life. I'm honestly amazed that he hasn't roped yet... I know I would if I was in his living situation. Mad props for still clinging on to life even though it is way beyond over for him...

I feel like "J" may have taken his own life... had it not have been for me. And I can honestly say the same; vice versa. Incels; "The Shunned" people (thanks @Kointo (RIP) for coining that term) need to band together and stick up for one another. None of us washed up here on this forum for no reason, we all have a story. We have all suffered, we all realise that our chances of ascending are infinitesimally small in contrast to that of Normies and the general populace. We all might be hopeless and destined to die alone, we all might be considered the ultimate "failures" in life, but if there is one thing that we prosper, as a collective of like-minded individuals, it's that our knowledge is insurmountable to that of anyone else's, and the sheer concept of the "Blackpill" is proof of that.

Bros before hoes. Always.

...

inb4 "gay thread".
Always great to see a good post from a fellow SpergCel. Keep up the good work.
Fucked. That’s really fucked.

I hate to be like this, but us men are in some ways accountable for the incel problem. If men want to succeed, they HAVE to be fathers to their children. Any man raised by a single woman is doomed... he will be an eternal failure. I always make sure to chastise and individual whether in the incelosphere or not when they talk about having risky sex that could lead to single motherhood. I condemn any man, incel or otherwise, to a living hell should he leave his child unfathered.

Is having a father going to fix your genes and looks? Not likely, at least not directly. But will it help you succeed in other facets of life, and make you more willing to improve, looksmax, etc.? Yes.

My father is diabetic and addicted to drugs. Autistic kids need more attention but much of the attention that he gave me was negative.
#me too
 
Good post OP, ive never really had any friends so i cant say i relate much to the post, but its good that fellow incels are looking out for one another. :feelsokman:
 
do you think him joining the forum/community would help him cope?
 
It's over.



Are you saying we are wrong? Unlike most ethnics on here, I am not self-hating because of my race but I can tell that white men get all the love. I speak out of experience. Not only do white women go for white men, but non-white women go for white men too. Even if they supposedly keep ranting against them like the SJW whores they are. What really frustrates them is that they can't get white cock, but deep down that's all they want.

lol ethnics are not proud or ashamed of their race, they just understand full well that not being white in the west is a clear disadvantage and the west has propaganda forces all around the world to favour white characteristics
 
well my first name begins with "J". no I am not him, but I found out OP and I share musical interests.
and I am autistic too
 
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I used to hang out with a true truecel (now he is a Wizard) and one time he blamed me for his lack of getting feeemayle attention. However, I took it like a man knowing that telling him it was over for him probably the day he was born would have been unusually cruel. Really, posting this reminds me why it is better to be alone. A lot of people have repressed resentments about their own life and will project them onto whomever they think will subjugate themselves to him. Not realizing that you are expressing true kindness...not weakness.

Thanks, really. Just an hour ago I was going through Facebook wondering about people I've known and why I haven't heard from them. Now I feel pretty good about myself and am gonna go gym COPE.

Well wishes OP.
 
That's the story of my life except i'm almost 27, few years ago at least i had grandpa and grandma, now i only have almost 70 years old mother (father never cared about me). I still have no idea how i managed no not rope myself and idk where time have flied, on facebook i can see my "friends" from schools having gfs, one friend even has his band i bet he had sex billion times so even if i'd want to reconnect with him it would be unreachable gap to jump, getting married and i'm a depressed, sucidal neet with crippling social phobia (anxiety is light compared to that) for 10 years+. I wish i'd have incel friend, life would be 100x easier. :cryfeels::feelsbadman::feelscry::feelsrope:
 
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Beautiful. Almost all my friends were losers. Not truecels, but losers nonetheless. Had a blast with some of them, others projected their resentment on me. A few betrayed me and I myself ghosted a few guys for the sake of my own well being.
 
While I've never specifically mentioned this site, or offered to invite him here, I actually did, on one occasion, very briefly mentioned Incels to him over the phone in the wake of the whole Alek Minassian facade and Incels gaining mainstream attention. I asked him if he had ever heard of Incels before... and he said "yes", he first heard about them just after the r/incels subreddit was banned. One thing I noticed when I asked him this is that he didn't offer any valid opinion on the topic at hand, he didn't side with incels, nor did he side with Reddit/Normies. Never said anything like "Incels are evil scumbag misogynists!!!1" or any stupid shit like that. He appeared to be neutral on the matter. "I remember hearing about it when their subreddit was banned last year." Is as much as he said about it pretty much.

I might mention it again, along with the Blackpill sometime. I'm curious to see if he knows of that as well...

This almost sounds like one of those stories where 2 friends are gay for eachother, but neither one knows how the other one truly feels except this is with inceldom :feelsautistic:

But jokes aside, neutrality is always your best friend in these controversial topics. You never know how your friend truly feels and on that same coin, if he is for inceldom, he might just as easily believe that you are against it. Becareful OP, you could potentially lose your friend if he is against it.
 
I thought I was J for a second after I read all the traits. Thank you for helping out a fellow truecel. It isn't easy for us out there.

Dear "incels", who deem themselves as one just because they don't look like a male model thanks to all the lookism.org faggots, I'm talking to you. Thank god every single day that you don't look like me and J. Cherish every second you breath. Get out of this shithole and live your life. Even though I despise you more than I despise all the prostitutes and the modern women, you don't deserve to suffer as much as we do. It is I who has to suffer. It is J who has to suffer. Not you.

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwvxtBlzbO4
 

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