Every fucking day whenever I go to work and see my oneitis smiling and laughing while talking to normies I feel extreme anger and disdain. Granted, I occasionally talk to her and she laughs sometimes(probably out of pity or politeness). Still. I hate it. Crushes are the worst things for subhumans. It's fucking over being a 5'5 subhuman even in Asia. I almost flipped out at this normie that my oneitis is talking to when he tried to boss over me on a certain issue at work. I eventually raised my voice after he yelled at me and he immediately toned the fuck down. But dam. My crush just sees me as a fucking monster and him as a victim. It's so sad.
