12 Years a Rotter
sexless person. pronouns: nig/ger
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- Joined
- May 12, 2018
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i thought the universe had given me its best. jfl. everyday i want to die and neck myself because i am plagued by thoughts of a foid i can never obtain and it has me feeling a mixture that makes me sometimes cry like a girl or rage and lash out. the world is clearly not done with me - and never will - and wants me to suffer perpetually until i finally had enough because something tipped me over the edge. i rake through the internet every day for her pics and so far i have amassed a folder of 120 images that i am still adding to. i don't even fap to them or anything, i just look at them and wonder what she is currently doing and despair thinking how cruel this bullshit life is for withholding her from me. i want to die seeing how she gives other guys iois and will never acknowledge my existence.
i refuse, and won't, forget about her. before i fell for her i was content with being a loser and remembering her helps me to not waste what little time i have left. so i am stuck with a foid who will never even acknowledge my existence and drives me to having constant suicidal thoughts. but i''m fine if something tips me over the edge and makes me rope since i don't have much left to lose anyway, so it is what it is. i hate this bullshit life so much
i refuse, and won't, forget about her. before i fell for her i was content with being a loser and remembering her helps me to not waste what little time i have left. so i am stuck with a foid who will never even acknowledge my existence and drives me to having constant suicidal thoughts. but i''m fine if something tips me over the edge and makes me rope since i don't have much left to lose anyway, so it is what it is. i hate this bullshit life so much