A year ago, I created my .is account and started posting on these forums for the first time, I had created the account only a couple of days after my 23rd birthday and couple of days prior to that I had contemplated my own suicide after running away from home. I was destroyed by the lack of empathy or any concern normalfags towards me a man who was so very clearly having a mental breakdown, they treated me as if I were a ghost.
So i would post on these forums and occasional i would think about quitting as some of the users rhetoric was too extreme for me but somehow I always came back and it was always related to how normalfags and what they would say about people like us. I to do this day think that some people on this forum go to far when it comes celebrating violence but so do normalfags they are complete hypocrites to call out this "community" for that when they themselves praise killers like Luigi Mangione. They are no different when they choose to associate with sites like Twitter and Reddit.
This site is valuable to me, It's the only place I can share my struggles that come with being incel without being patronized or silenced, No one here blames me for the things that happened to me that were completely out of my control, Nobody here tells me that it's my fault for the way things ended up, People here actually listen to what i have to say, they don't just ignore it and provide useless advice that only applies to NTfags. So yes i don't give a fuck if another incel here praises that death of innocent women, it's opinion not mine and I don't have to agree with them.
As for my personal life I can say i have definitely improved, Not a lot but i have improved. Think of going from having a sword stuck in each of your legs to having only one sword stuck in one of your legs. Gymceling and the liftmogging that comes with it has proven it's self as a somewhat reliable cope that usually ends up improving my mood but not always, the struggle with living is still here but not it is not as bad as it once was.
So i would post on these forums and occasional i would think about quitting as some of the users rhetoric was too extreme for me but somehow I always came back and it was always related to how normalfags and what they would say about people like us. I to do this day think that some people on this forum go to far when it comes celebrating violence but so do normalfags they are complete hypocrites to call out this "community" for that when they themselves praise killers like Luigi Mangione. They are no different when they choose to associate with sites like Twitter and Reddit.
This site is valuable to me, It's the only place I can share my struggles that come with being incel without being patronized or silenced, No one here blames me for the things that happened to me that were completely out of my control, Nobody here tells me that it's my fault for the way things ended up, People here actually listen to what i have to say, they don't just ignore it and provide useless advice that only applies to NTfags. So yes i don't give a fuck if another incel here praises that death of innocent women, it's opinion not mine and I don't have to agree with them.
As for my personal life I can say i have definitely improved, Not a lot but i have improved. Think of going from having a sword stuck in each of your legs to having only one sword stuck in one of your legs. Gymceling and the liftmogging that comes with it has proven it's self as a somewhat reliable cope that usually ends up improving my mood but not always, the struggle with living is still here but not it is not as bad as it once was.
