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JimMilton
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I have been a toxic son but I know that I love her even if I am a covertly narcissistic person and have been towards my mother in my life to my mother at various points in time, and I regret it deeply, and if something ever happened to her, I’d kill myself. She has been saying that if something happened to her and my dad what would I do, I say I’ll work it; but if she dies, I’d end my life. Anyone else in the same boat, I do my best to be good to her everyday but I don’t always do it right (only if she starts a convo that gets emotional I get a bit emotional too) I don’t deserve her as I have been a toxic son over the years. Sorry to all the people who don’t have moms anymore I don’t desver mine and I’m sorry