my mom is genuinely retarded. like, i mean that. she failed high school and barely graduated. she wouldnt have if she didnt do trade school, which mind you, she doesnt even use the skills of in her current job. she takes care of old people (probably enjoys not having to keep constant employment for over 6 months) and yet found a boyfriend. hes not a bad guy and could definitely do better tbh.
all she does is complain about work (she started her new job no more than 2 days ago, and still complained as bad in her old one), listens to the most normie country music of all time, and be angry at me for not doing housework (she doesnt even tell me to do it and doesnt even do basic shit for me when im out of town or working). she also just complains about the most miniscule things. last night i cooked a steak and she got mad at me a few minutes ago for "not using a lid which causes the burners to get dirty and smoke whenever she cooks anything". she always complains to me whenever i play games too, which distracts me and makes me more upset because i lose.
i sometimes feel bad for her because she doesnt really have any hobbies. she just watches goynews(tm) and shitty soap operas. she complains that she has nothing to watch a lot because shes literally watched like 30% of viewable content on most major streaming platforms. i recently tried to watch the chris-chan documentary with her from the start and she left an episode in because she "doesnt find the stuff i find interesting to be interesting". albeit its chris chan but still, why complain about having nothing to watch and especially complain that you dont do anything with your son and just deny chances to bond with me?
she literally cannot comprehend most things which makes me even more sad. any form of higher thinking just goes over her head. she makes jokes that arent funny and typically are something id hear from an autist 3rd grader. i feel bad that i just dont like her. i cannot bring myself to like her. she is the epitome of femoid, and it doesnt help that i live with her, have antisocial personality disorder, and shes my mom.
i need to get out of this house before i truly go insane.
all she does is complain about work (she started her new job no more than 2 days ago, and still complained as bad in her old one), listens to the most normie country music of all time, and be angry at me for not doing housework (she doesnt even tell me to do it and doesnt even do basic shit for me when im out of town or working). she also just complains about the most miniscule things. last night i cooked a steak and she got mad at me a few minutes ago for "not using a lid which causes the burners to get dirty and smoke whenever she cooks anything". she always complains to me whenever i play games too, which distracts me and makes me more upset because i lose.
i sometimes feel bad for her because she doesnt really have any hobbies. she just watches goynews(tm) and shitty soap operas. she complains that she has nothing to watch a lot because shes literally watched like 30% of viewable content on most major streaming platforms. i recently tried to watch the chris-chan documentary with her from the start and she left an episode in because she "doesnt find the stuff i find interesting to be interesting". albeit its chris chan but still, why complain about having nothing to watch and especially complain that you dont do anything with your son and just deny chances to bond with me?
she literally cannot comprehend most things which makes me even more sad. any form of higher thinking just goes over her head. she makes jokes that arent funny and typically are something id hear from an autist 3rd grader. i feel bad that i just dont like her. i cannot bring myself to like her. she is the epitome of femoid, and it doesnt help that i live with her, have antisocial personality disorder, and shes my mom.
i need to get out of this house before i truly go insane.
