well , we have a dog , and we didn't get to feed him all day , because we were kinda busy . so later at night i decided to give the rest of our food for that day but my mom refused and told me just give it to him in the morning . i didn't listen to her and i just prepared the dog food . sadly it was rain outside so i couldn't give it to him . !in the morning , the bitch of i mom i have found the food that were supposed to give it to the dog , directly she come to my room and call me out on it , and told me why did i do that and didn't listen to her and you should have mind your own business , pretty much let the dog starve (i used the rest of the dinner to prepare the food , i guess she was planning to eat it later the other day . ) . then my simp of a father i have get angry and told to not care about what we give to the dog and mind you own business . being a decent human being who have empathy toward other , i yell at them and told them i am not sorry for what i have done and never regret it after all i won't let the animal starve .
what make me really angry how she especially get very angry , start to yell and speak to me like i did something WRONG just because all i want is just to feed an animal . Her life is she yelling at me , getting angry and treat me like shit making me feel sorry about what i have done of mistakes .
i swear when she do a mistake she always tries to make ME responsible to a degree to what she have done , like if she break some dishes it have to be because i have distracted her , or because she was tired but when i do something wrong i go called out and shamed and treated like a piece of shit of a human .
pretty much she was bulling me , which have cause me to tolerate bullies my entire life and most my relationship with toxic narcissistic people so my life was shit in scholld in most years and i didn't break the cycle only when i become 21 after wasting my best years coping with grades and feeling like shit in school . i swear to god i almost have a new bully every new grade (males and females) and they truly made me feel like shit and caused to me a lot of pain and anxiety . i was afraid leaving in fear my hole life .
. fuck you mom , and dad for not being a man . if you don't hate your parents you are not BLACKPILLED
what make me really angry how she especially get very angry , start to yell and speak to me like i did something WRONG just because all i want is just to feed an animal . Her life is she yelling at me , getting angry and treat me like shit making me feel sorry about what i have done of mistakes .
i swear when she do a mistake she always tries to make ME responsible to a degree to what she have done , like if she break some dishes it have to be because i have distracted her , or because she was tired but when i do something wrong i go called out and shamed and treated like a piece of shit of a human .
pretty much she was bulling me , which have cause me to tolerate bullies my entire life and most my relationship with toxic narcissistic people so my life was shit in scholld in most years and i didn't break the cycle only when i become 21 after wasting my best years coping with grades and feeling like shit in school . i swear to god i almost have a new bully every new grade (males and females) and they truly made me feel like shit and caused to me a lot of pain and anxiety . i was afraid leaving in fear my hole life .
. fuck you mom , and dad for not being a man . if you don't hate your parents you are not BLACKPILLED
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