modern_grendel
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I recently did well on some graduate school entrance exams and I told my mom I was happy to have a new beginning, but that I wouldn't make the mistake of trying to get close to my future classmates. In the past, it has always ended in disaster.
In the past, I would think I am becoming friends and later hear in the grapevine things I told them in confidence. I am cool with others thinking I am a pathetic loser, but getting trying to get close to people removes all doubt.
Anyway, my mom was trying to pry about what rumors have gone around about me. She asked if has to do with some mental health and substance use issues I've had, and I told her basically I wasn't going to tell her I wasn't telling. She then asked if it is my sexual orientation. My mom knows I am an incel, so I think this was her coping.
"Surely my son's problems are because he is gay and can't find acceptance. It couldn't possibly be the shit genes I gave him."
anyway, I am hoping changing schools and locations could be a new beginning.
In the past, I would think I am becoming friends and later hear in the grapevine things I told them in confidence. I am cool with others thinking I am a pathetic loser, but getting trying to get close to people removes all doubt.
Anyway, my mom was trying to pry about what rumors have gone around about me. She asked if has to do with some mental health and substance use issues I've had, and I told her basically I wasn't going to tell her I wasn't telling. She then asked if it is my sexual orientation. My mom knows I am an incel, so I think this was her coping.
"Surely my son's problems are because he is gay and can't find acceptance. It couldn't possibly be the shit genes I gave him."
anyway, I am hoping changing schools and locations could be a new beginning.