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I Should KMS
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This woman was my direct looksmatch in terms of race and especially in attractiveness - of which she had none, just like me. I got on the train, she was sat down. I looked at her for maybe a split-second. She looked at me and then immediately turned her head away with a sort of "horror" or "disgust" kinda look that's hard to explain. She made sure she never looked in my general direction throughout the rest of the journey.
But what was different from this nonverbal rejection, thanks to me not lifting my shower in the gym, is that, the swiftness with which she assessed my looks -- I mean, KOHNFEEDUNTZ AND PURSONNALEETEEHEE -- and then rejected me. It was so QUICK that I BURST INTO LAUGHTER that I had to stifle. It was like walking in the middle of a desert, and having a meteorite fall out of the sky and hit you - the feeling isn't one of "oh why me?!", "Ouch", "WTF", but rather: "Wow", "However much I hate this, I have to admit how astounding this is", "Damn!".
When you are a sub5, there is no "dating down". There is no "just go for your looksmatch".
1. Your female looks equivalent has double your SMV.
2. Your FLE wishes you would die in a car crash.
3. You wouldn't be able to be aroused by her anyway. At best, you can be in a sexless union with her full of animosity and resentment. On both sides. Deadbedroomsfuel.
But what was different from this nonverbal rejection, thanks to me not lifting my shower in the gym, is that, the swiftness with which she assessed my looks -- I mean, KOHNFEEDUNTZ AND PURSONNALEETEEHEE -- and then rejected me. It was so QUICK that I BURST INTO LAUGHTER that I had to stifle. It was like walking in the middle of a desert, and having a meteorite fall out of the sky and hit you - the feeling isn't one of "oh why me?!", "Ouch", "WTF", but rather: "Wow", "However much I hate this, I have to admit how astounding this is", "Damn!".
When you are a sub5, there is no "dating down". There is no "just go for your looksmatch".
1. Your female looks equivalent has double your SMV.
2. Your FLE wishes you would die in a car crash.
3. You wouldn't be able to be aroused by her anyway. At best, you can be in a sexless union with her full of animosity and resentment. On both sides. Deadbedroomsfuel.