Imagine being born to an upper caste indian family with normie tier looking parents with decent IQ and SES.
Imagine being an extremely cute baby and being loved by all your relatives.
Imagine having your parents immigrate abroad from a third world shithole very early in life, first to Malaysia and then to the US,
Imagine being cute enough that your parents even entered you in a cute baby competition, didn't win but it's insane to even imagine.
Imagine entering early childhood and your parents discovering you were different and had behavioral and social issues.
Imagine having teachers complain about you almost every-day starting from preschool because you wouldn't sit still and disrupted the class.
Imagine being yelled at and being beaten for it while also having them be worried and taking me to astrologers, shrinks and forcing me to take jew-pills
Imagine having girls in your complex ostracize you because you are weird even though you were decent looking.
Imagine entering kindergarten and being unable to make friends with normal kids and only having an outcast asian foid that barely speaks english as your first school friend, who later moves away and you never see again.
Imagine being bullied in your complex and school and being ostracized and avoided by most of your peers because you can't interact with them and you keep getting in trouble with the teachers for behaving inappropriately.
Imagine people treating you normally, even nicely. when they first meet you, only to start bullying or avoiding you after discovering you are a sperg.
Imagine even your relatives recognizing you have mental issues and commenting about it.
Imagine your parents being ashamed of you and avoiding socializing with friends as a result of your condition and on top of that being in denial about the severity of your condition and assuming you will get better after you grow up or you are just a naughty kid misbehaving for no reason
Imagine ending up an outcast or a punching bag in normie groups and only being able to be-friend other outcasts or weirdos.
Imagine entering middle and high school desperately hoping to be accepted only to progressively become more and more unpopular
Imagine leading a group of fellow outcasts and being somewhat popular among them, only for them to all raise in social status above you and ditch you
Imagine trying to IQmaxx even though you suffer from executive function and learning disabilities and people assuming you are smart just because you know useless facts but you can't problem-solve, interact with people or draw, do sports or visualize and mentally rotate objects for shit, which leads to serious problems.
Imagine having girls actually show genuine interest in you but being too autistic to do anything about it, which leads to them eventually losing interest. Puberty fucks up your face so you become incel-tier and these same girls are repulsed by you and treat you like trash.
Imagine never experiencing successful friendships or relationships with anyone because of your condition and eventually your looks
Imagine getting into a prestigious college major because you study maxxed like crazy, only to find it too difficult and getting severely depressed and being unable to change majors and being forced to drop out.
Imagine going through the pain, money and risk of getting cosmetic surgery for your face only to find it didn't improve you at all significantly and might have made things worse
Imagine undergoing multiple treatments for your autism PTSD and learning difficulties to gain substantial improvement in social skills, intelligence and mental state only to find it didn't improve your life prospects at all
Imagine successfully increasing your intelligence only to feel more depressed and trying to OD on pharamceutical drugs only to end up in the hospital and with worser cognition than before
Imagine careermaxxing and finding multiple jobs easily only to quit them all because of difficult working conditions or being fired them due to conflict with co-workers caused by my looks
Imagine working so hard and still not having saved enough money to fund all the surgeries my parents paid for
Imagine everyone disliking and looking down on you now the moment they see you because of your looks and your autism fucking you over even more
Imagine trying to educationmaxx with online coursera courses and landing an interview for an accounting job only to be rejected because you failed to analyze a question which required you to problem solve and think out of the box
Imagine trying online dating and getting fake matches and always being ghosted
Imagine fucking an escort only to find it doesn't satisfy you at all
Imagine wanting to kill yourself but being banned from doing so effeciently
Imagine incels on here looking down on you and disliking you after you muster up the courage to post your pictures and a video for sympathy and statusmaxxing, only to find the nobody cares because you look like an ugly foid
Imagine having foids ghost you or spend hours mocking you and lying about you after you show them your face in the hopes they will overlook your unattractiveness and respect your personality
Imagine foids not even wanting to be friends with or even feign politeness with you just because your face is ugly even online
Imagine bluepilled incels claiming looksmaxxing would work for me when my facial features and bone structure are deformed and even surgery can't make enough of a difference for me to be attractive or even average
Imagine failing at everything you do and having no hope for the future and living with the pain every second of every day
It's beyond over for me boyos and I can't even kill myself. I assume nobody would read this because they don't care, I am a loser among losers, but unlike all the failed normie fags who complain and pity themselves and ascend, I am actually a deformed monster uglier than everyone else here and there's no way out for me. No way for me to lead the regular life you all take for granted.
Imagine being an extremely cute baby and being loved by all your relatives.
Imagine having your parents immigrate abroad from a third world shithole very early in life, first to Malaysia and then to the US,
Imagine being cute enough that your parents even entered you in a cute baby competition, didn't win but it's insane to even imagine.
Imagine entering early childhood and your parents discovering you were different and had behavioral and social issues.
Imagine having teachers complain about you almost every-day starting from preschool because you wouldn't sit still and disrupted the class.
Imagine being yelled at and being beaten for it while also having them be worried and taking me to astrologers, shrinks and forcing me to take jew-pills
Imagine having girls in your complex ostracize you because you are weird even though you were decent looking.
Imagine entering kindergarten and being unable to make friends with normal kids and only having an outcast asian foid that barely speaks english as your first school friend, who later moves away and you never see again.
Imagine being bullied in your complex and school and being ostracized and avoided by most of your peers because you can't interact with them and you keep getting in trouble with the teachers for behaving inappropriately.
Imagine people treating you normally, even nicely. when they first meet you, only to start bullying or avoiding you after discovering you are a sperg.
Imagine even your relatives recognizing you have mental issues and commenting about it.
Imagine your parents being ashamed of you and avoiding socializing with friends as a result of your condition and on top of that being in denial about the severity of your condition and assuming you will get better after you grow up or you are just a naughty kid misbehaving for no reason
Imagine ending up an outcast or a punching bag in normie groups and only being able to be-friend other outcasts or weirdos.
Imagine entering middle and high school desperately hoping to be accepted only to progressively become more and more unpopular
Imagine leading a group of fellow outcasts and being somewhat popular among them, only for them to all raise in social status above you and ditch you
Imagine trying to IQmaxx even though you suffer from executive function and learning disabilities and people assuming you are smart just because you know useless facts but you can't problem-solve, interact with people or draw, do sports or visualize and mentally rotate objects for shit, which leads to serious problems.
Imagine having girls actually show genuine interest in you but being too autistic to do anything about it, which leads to them eventually losing interest. Puberty fucks up your face so you become incel-tier and these same girls are repulsed by you and treat you like trash.
Imagine never experiencing successful friendships or relationships with anyone because of your condition and eventually your looks
Imagine getting into a prestigious college major because you study maxxed like crazy, only to find it too difficult and getting severely depressed and being unable to change majors and being forced to drop out.
Imagine going through the pain, money and risk of getting cosmetic surgery for your face only to find it didn't improve you at all significantly and might have made things worse
Imagine undergoing multiple treatments for your autism PTSD and learning difficulties to gain substantial improvement in social skills, intelligence and mental state only to find it didn't improve your life prospects at all
Imagine successfully increasing your intelligence only to feel more depressed and trying to OD on pharamceutical drugs only to end up in the hospital and with worser cognition than before
Imagine careermaxxing and finding multiple jobs easily only to quit them all because of difficult working conditions or being fired them due to conflict with co-workers caused by my looks
Imagine working so hard and still not having saved enough money to fund all the surgeries my parents paid for
Imagine everyone disliking and looking down on you now the moment they see you because of your looks and your autism fucking you over even more
Imagine trying to educationmaxx with online coursera courses and landing an interview for an accounting job only to be rejected because you failed to analyze a question which required you to problem solve and think out of the box
Imagine trying online dating and getting fake matches and always being ghosted
Imagine fucking an escort only to find it doesn't satisfy you at all
Imagine wanting to kill yourself but being banned from doing so effeciently
Imagine incels on here looking down on you and disliking you after you muster up the courage to post your pictures and a video for sympathy and statusmaxxing, only to find the nobody cares because you look like an ugly foid
Imagine having foids ghost you or spend hours mocking you and lying about you after you show them your face in the hopes they will overlook your unattractiveness and respect your personality
Imagine foids not even wanting to be friends with or even feign politeness with you just because your face is ugly even online
Imagine bluepilled incels claiming looksmaxxing would work for me when my facial features and bone structure are deformed and even surgery can't make enough of a difference for me to be attractive or even average
Imagine failing at everything you do and having no hope for the future and living with the pain every second of every day
It's beyond over for me boyos and I can't even kill myself. I assume nobody would read this because they don't care, I am a loser among losers, but unlike all the failed normie fags who complain and pity themselves and ascend, I am actually a deformed monster uglier than everyone else here and there's no way out for me. No way for me to lead the regular life you all take for granted.
