SuicideFuel My life is so unexceptional. Having suicidal thoughts.

[Deleted member 34772]

This forum isn’t even a good cope for me any more tbh. I have nothing of substance to post here.

I just rot. I am so unexceptional. My face is below average, my body is below average, my height is average, I have no personality or social skills.

I simply do not have the drive to become something great, yet every moment I spend doing nothing I hate myself more.

I will die and nobody will remember me or celebrate my life. No one will look back on me with fond memories. I will not impact many people’s lives.

If was born into a hunter gatherer tribe I would’ve died from natural selection by now.

Both my body and my mind are weak. I have no mental fortitude.

I really am just thinking why the fuck do I even exist? I really just got fucking unlucky? It was as simple as two teenagers fucking without protection?

 

[Ika-Sama]

I have nothing of substance to post here.

I just rot. I am so unexceptional. My face is below average, my body is below average, my height is average, I have no personality or social skills.

Same

 

[Deleted member 34706]

I have no mental fortitude due to a past of failure, trauma, abuse and being un-rewarded for putting it in (and hard work) previously.

 

[coperexia]

same

 

[Deleted member 24016]

Same. A large chunk of humans have had mediocre/shit lives if it makes you feel any better. Even famous chads who go down in the history books will eventually be forgotten forever just like everyone else. Humans have only existed in the past 200,000 years of Earth’s 4.5 billion year history. At least it helps me cope to think about how minuscule we all are.

 

[TallCelFag]

“Having suicidal thoughts”. That’s the standard mental state for an incel. If you don’t have suicidal thoughts on a daily basis you are a fakecel.

 

[Deleted member 34161]

Meanwhile foid with similar genetics is choking on Chads Dick and has fulfilling relationships and Kids and a clear purpose

 

[Deleted member 34772]

“Having suicidal thoughts”. That’s the standard mental state for an incel. If you don’t have suicidal thoughts on a daily basis you are a fakecel.

I go through periods of strong suicidal ideation then it kinda mellows out for a while.

 

[Izayacel]

I go through periods of strong suicidal ideation then it kinda mellows out for a while.

 

[Deleted member 35296]

“Having suicidal thoughts”. That’s the standard mental state for an incel. If you don’t have suicidal thoughts on a daily basis you are a fakecel.

Very based

 

[Deleted member 17883]

my height is average

Better than nothing.

 

[Adversor]

You make a choice every day: do I live today or do I kill myself? If you choose to live, be aware of what that choice means. If you had no hope at all you would choose to kill yourself. Find out what that hope is and pursue it.

 

[Deleted member 17883]

You make a choice every day: do I live today or do I kill myself? If you choose to live, be aware of what that choice means. If you had no hope at all you would choose to kill yourself. Find out what that hope is and pursue it.

What if it wasn't hope ? And simply fear of the unknown?

 

[Remaincel]

living in suffering is complete shit, i really have no reason to live, i'm just stretching as far as i can

 

[Transcended Trucel]

living in suffering is complete shit, i really have no reason to live, i'm just stretching as far as i can

Big truths. I already know though that I'd be unable to rope. Only thing to look forward to is game coping and meditation

 

[curryboy420]

forum isn’t even a good cope for me any more

When i see relateable things it works. But too often you see this 'clique' of anime/rainbow faggots making in jokes with each other and are reminded that even on an incel board there are normies with social circles you cant be part of. Which is why I like to take long breaks from here and come back from time to time to read the new quality contents that only come rarely.

 

[Camos95]

This forum isn’t even a good cope for me any more tbh. I have nothing of substance to post here.

I just rot. I am so unexceptional. My face is below average, my body is below average, my height is average, I have no personality or social skills.

I simply do not have the drive to become something great, yet every moment I spend doing nothing I hate myself more.

I will die and nobody will remember me or celebrate my life. No one will look back on me with fond memories. I will not impact many people’s lives.

If was born into a hunter gatherer tribe I would’ve died from natural selection by now.

Both my body and my mind are weak. I have no mental fortitude.

I really am just thinking why the fuck do I even exist? I really just got fucking unlucky? It was as simple as two teenagers fucking without protection?

Congratulations if you are suicidal you just beat life. Throw everything outside, set your flat on fire and become a homeless drifter. What's there to lose?

 

[WawelDragon1683]

When i see relateable things it works. But too often you see this 'clique' of anime/rainbow faggots making in jokes with each other and are reminded that even on an incel board there are normies with social circles you cant be part of. Which is why I like to take long breaks from here and come back from time to time to read the new quality contents that only come rarely.

I pisses me off too tbh. The people that are popular on this forum will end up ascending probably.

Also if you're a rejected from social interactions even on an incel forum, you know it's over

 

[Deleted member 34772]

Congratulations if you are suicidal you just beat life. Throw everything outside, set your flat on fire and become a homeless drifter. What's there to lose?

Idk I wrote this while I crying and high ngl. I don’t believe in god or an afterlife. I guess i’m afraid of the void. I despise my life but i’m still in my early twenties and I feel like it’s too early to rope. Maybe if I become a wizard i’ll just end it tbh.

But also I don’t know how to live without my modern comforts.

Food delivery, porn, AC, a bed. I have very little life skills because i’ve been neet the majority of my adult life.

 

[Deleted member 33946]

If was born into a hunter gatherer tribe I would’ve died from natural selection by now.

Both my body and my mind are weak. I have no mental fortitude.

This exactly, we are the runts of the litter and we shouldn't have made it past birth but due to medicines and society we have being kept alive to exist, survive and somehow contribute, meanwhile nobody wants us and we really are just wasting time by being alive i'd rather be dead tbh.