My life is so pathetic

[Deleted member 2119]

I stay in my room all day posting here and listening to music while everyone else is having fun. I have no energy and merely exist as a shell of my former self. I am just a joke and sometimes I just laugh at my pathetic life. There was a time where I was actually happy and full of vitality but these days are gone. Somebody who goes blind in his lifetime still dreams with full vision but his dreams become more blurry and abstract as time goes on..I can relate to this experience because the concept of a happy life becomes more and more bizarre, blurry & abstract. My constitutional delay of growth and puberty caused a huge inferiority complex. I lost all my hope to become truly normal. I started being treated differently and this caused me to avoid doing anything that somebody my age usually does.It caused a deep episode of depression because everyone could live the life I always wanted. I'll never feel great again and all I wanna do is dream to lose my self awareness

I am so done with this bullshit

 

[Izayacel]

well this is life pal, rinse and repeat i litteraly repeat myself every day, but look it like this your average joe just works his as off comes home chills tv , sleeps and works again, nothing interesting at all, money is core to happiness and humanness that dosnt exist , well to much company is annoying for me anyways or persistent guys

 

[Deleted member 6214]

I understand, it becomes very difficult to bring yourself out of a hole like this. Even if you wanted you, your body has no energy, you can't concentrate and focus on anything. The longer you go without stimulating your mind, the longer you go without happiness and goals/targets, the harder it is to get back up. I hope some day we can find a way to get back up and start living life.

 

[diogenes]

Same.

 

[Misery]

I stay in my room all day posting here and listening to music while everyone else is having fun. I have no energy and merely exist as a shell of my former self. I am just a joke and sometimes I just laugh at my pathetic life. There was a time where I was actually happy and full of vitality but these days are gone. Somebody who goes blind in his lifetime still dreams with full vision but his dreams become more blurry and abstract as time goes on..I can relate to this experience because the concept of a happy life becomes more and more bizarre, blurry & abstract. My constitutional delay of growth and puberty caused a huge inferiority complex. I lost all my hope to become truly normal. I started being treated differently and this caused me to avoid doing anything that somebody my age usually does.It caused a deep episode of depression because everyone could live the life I always wanted. I'll never feel great again and all I wanna do is dream to lose my self awareness

I am so done with this bullshit

Are you me?

 

[BlackOpsIIcel]

You are a YoungCel.

https://incels.is/threads/youngcels-vs-oldcels.49197/

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

yeah me too, ive said it before i say it again - its over.

 

[Deleted member 5861]

I believe there are bible verses that say life is objectively a horrible experience no matter what. One of the ultimate copes for me.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

This was one of my darkest days. I actually had a day without depressive thoughts today as opposed to yesterday.

This was a severe necropost though

 

[VLÖ]

I'm in the same vein as you OP. Completely hopeless.

I wish I was taller. I wish I was bigger. I wish I had a normal childhood. I wish I looked normal. I wish people would just like for who I am and not expect me to become someone I'm not. I wish people would stop being so fucking toxic when you're below them. I wish I wasn't berated and hated on for things out of my control.

But nope, we're all worthless scum. We need to constantly torture ourselves to please society. We're not accepted for who we are. They'll make up whatever lies and hyperbole to justify beating us to the fucking ground.

EDIT : forgot this was an old post, fucking necrobumpers fucking my shit up. anyway, this is what my life is 24/7 so nothing will change.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

EDIT : forgot this was an old post, fucking necrobumpers fucking my shit up. anyway, this is what my life is 24/7 so nothing will change.

I will request a change in the system. This post still represents my life accurately but not my current mood

 

[VLÖ]

I will request a change in the system. This post still represents my life accurately but not my current mood

This is my mood all the time. I'm honestly surprised I'm still alive, even though I feel like I'm about to die any minute.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

This is my mood all the time. I'm honestly surprised I'm still alive, even though I feel like I'm about to die any minute.

This is exactly what I felt yesterday and what I feel most of the week. I am actually surprised that I had one good day

Cope or rope tbh

 

[VLÖ]

This is exactly what I felt yesterday and what I feel most of the week. I am actually surprised that I had one good day

Cope or rope tbh

Cope don't work and too pussy for rope

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Cope don't work and too pussy for rope

Well I guess then LDAR is the only option.

I made a suggestion on the meta & feedback section to prevent the revival of these archaic threads. I have no idea how people even find these threads. What the fuck.

 

[VLÖ]

Well I guess then LDAR is the only option.

I made a post on the meta & feedback section to prevent the revival of these archaic threads. I have no idea how people even find these threads. What the fuck.

They just dig deep in the bellows I guess.

 

[Woody Allen]

All I do these days is exercise with resistance bands and do ab exercises. I also play Xbox One and my Retropie. I surf the net the rest of the day. Sometimes I read my business books so I can get a job again at some point. Been NEET for several years but I have a college degree. Now that it's nice out I go to the local theme park and walk around. I got the meal plan, so I can get two meals a day. It's tough seeing all the teen girls walking around the park. I wish I was that age again. But when I was that age I was an outcast in school, short (5'5"), nerdy, no friends, not involved in anything I don't see how life could have been different given my circumstances. I also have Moviepass so I can see the latest Hollyweird degenerate movies. I'm trying to improve my life, but in a low key sort of way. Days can go by and I don't talk to anybody.

 

[imbored21]

same

 

[Givingup20]

Relatable

 

[GreenBull]

Your life is not any different or worse than mine. I'm 21, so probably older than you already. Moreover, I can't even enjoy listening to music anymore. I'm at that point of life where I can't enjoy anything at all. Everything is filled with silence,sadness and loneliness. I say that I hate femoids, but it pierces me to the heart when I see others feeling young,happy and loved coz I know I'll never be able to feel that way.

 

[Izayacel]

Your life is not any different or worse than mine. I'm 21, so probably older than you already. Moreover, I can't even enjoy listening to music anymore. I'm at that point of life where I can't enjoy anything at all. Everything is filled with silence,sadness and loneliness. I say that I hate femoids, but it pierces me to the heart when I see others feeling young,happy and loved coz I know I'll never be able to feel that way.

Thats ir either your born god given or you dont, and y i dicked deep was easy tho

Today i get 50€ from a cuck so thats a good start into the week maybe even more who knows

 

[Beavis.Tomas.Killman]

the same happens to me. I do not feel bad about myself. I have a health and vitality. I am not inferior to anyone because I am a human being. The actions he took are in good faith for the people he really needs. I do not feel superior to anyone for me they are all people. I see a beggar as a person. as a victim of this industrial society. but not all are like that. Maybe that is why I am a person not pleasant for the industrial society. Every day that passes I think because we have to suffer. we are sentient people. Every day that goes by I think about why we suffer. the human being is a gregarious person. A heterosexual man seeks to love women with good feelings. but women simply do not see that. They see me as if I were not a person. That gives me to think and every day that goes by, I think about looking for projects, because I would never hurt myself. that's why I want to give their deserved to those lucky bastards who make fun of people who have suffered what we are suffering. I do not hate women but it gives a feeling that women just do not want me around. that's why in my projects, women are left out. I do not want to hurt them even though they see me as if I were nothing. even though I approach in good friendship. I'm not even going with the intention of wanting to fornicate them. simply friendship and to know them, later that which they call love. but that has never happened. unlike many I have the attitude that I should not hurt myself because I have a life lacking in love. That's why every day that passes I want to give back to lucky bastards who make fun of people like us. of those same evil men who mistreat their women. being that I do not feel like hurting women. but they do not see that. It's shit for sure. It is a garbage that one can not forget because one wants to know love. That's why I insist on the idea of having projects. In fact I have found a project that of course is not a woman even though they ignore me.

 

[Grapefruit]

Me too, Facade. I know that pain.
I like you though.

 

[Anger]

I stay in my room all day posting here and listening to music while everyone else is having fun. I have no energy and merely exist as a shell of my former self. I am just a joke and sometimes I just laugh at my pathetic life. There was a time where I was actually happy and full of vitality but these days are gone. Somebody who goes blind in his lifetime still dreams with full vision but his dreams become more blurry and abstract as time goes on..I can relate to this experience because the concept of a happy life becomes more and more bizarre, blurry & abstract. My constitutional delay of growth and puberty caused a huge inferiority complex. I lost all my hope to become truly normal. I started being treated differently and this caused me to avoid doing anything that somebody my age usually does.It caused a deep episode of depression because everyone could live the life I always wanted. I'll never feel great again and all I wanna do is dream to lose my self awareness

I am so done with this bullshit

Yeah pretty much this, i often wonder if i'm truly the most pathetic and miserable man around my peers (wich is probably true) but after some time you just accept your fate live with it, after all what you and i could do about it?