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Right of the bat, I’m a youngcel, but believe me, outside of divine miracle, things won’t get better by themselves
I’m 5’3, 17, have acne, average looking face outside of pimples, bad teeth, and am overly timid because of shitty experiences (only time I tried MYSELF to make friends with a guy at 12~13, the dude started punching me and threatening to push me under a car)
Before highschool I was lightly bullied, and had a group of friends (the typical nerds) but rn, if I’m totally fine bullying-wise, I just get ignored, like I don’t exist. At least before I existed, I was the small nerd guy.
It’s been 6 years since I’ve last spoken actively to girls, and it’s been 6 years where I didn’t fall in love. I feel kinda broken (Ik, it sounds edgy )
I’m giving myself until 20yo to start doing better (love, socially and work/study wise), but I don’t really have any hope. By then I’ll probably just give up, even though me trying hard rn is just working out in my room I make a great effort at avoiding any possible interaction (and people at school help me they ignore me) especially wirh girls, can’t be bothered with them. They may be hot or watev’ but when they open they mouths shit spews from it, like sub80iq
What would you guys advise me? And to those who might ask, no, I won’t grow anymore, maybe an inch if I’m lucky
I think it’s over, but I gotta try, right? Too shy and akward to deal with girls, just having some attention irl would be nice.
I totally acknowledge this is pure COPE, as a 5’3 male I am utter genetic garbage Only chance is to go tranny, but f that bro
Ik I probably won’t ever be successful in dating women (I’m not interested in men as far as I know) but just finding something to wake up for everyday... Rn it’s working out, total gymcel, but other than that, I don’t have any interests really. Too lazy to read or write, listen to music, not interested in school or any particular thing, no talent, poor, prolly gonna settle for NEET or working a job where I do nothing (aka french public fonction; teacher...) Yeh I’m a french monkey btw
Right of the bat, I’m a youngcel, but believe me, outside of divine miracle, things won’t get better by themselves
I’m 5’3, 17, have acne, average looking face outside of pimples, bad teeth, and am overly timid because of shitty experiences (only time I tried MYSELF to make friends with a guy at 12~13, the dude started punching me and threatening to push me under a car)
Before highschool I was lightly bullied, and had a group of friends (the typical nerds) but rn, if I’m totally fine bullying-wise, I just get ignored, like I don’t exist. At least before I existed, I was the small nerd guy.
It’s been 6 years since I’ve last spoken actively to girls, and it’s been 6 years where I didn’t fall in love. I feel kinda broken (Ik, it sounds edgy )
I’m giving myself until 20yo to start doing better (love, socially and work/study wise), but I don’t really have any hope. By then I’ll probably just give up, even though me trying hard rn is just working out in my room I make a great effort at avoiding any possible interaction (and people at school help me they ignore me) especially wirh girls, can’t be bothered with them. They may be hot or watev’ but when they open they mouths shit spews from it, like sub80iq
What would you guys advise me? And to those who might ask, no, I won’t grow anymore, maybe an inch if I’m lucky
I think it’s over, but I gotta try, right? Too shy and akward to deal with girls, just having some attention irl would be nice.
I totally acknowledge this is pure COPE, as a 5’3 male I am utter genetic garbage Only chance is to go tranny, but f that bro
Ik I probably won’t ever be successful in dating women (I’m not interested in men as far as I know) but just finding something to wake up for everyday... Rn it’s working out, total gymcel, but other than that, I don’t have any interests really. Too lazy to read or write, listen to music, not interested in school or any particular thing, no talent, poor, prolly gonna settle for NEET or working a job where I do nothing (aka french public fonction; teacher...) Yeh I’m a french monkey btw