SuicideFuel My life is just cope to cope, and when I'm awake at 2am unable to sleep like now, all I can think about is rope

[ScornedStoic]

When I lay here for three hours unable to sleep I realize how pathetic my life really is. I can't escape my thoughts in the void.

I can't stop thinking about suicide. As soon as I find a method, I'm out.

 

[The End]

I absolutely relate. I usually spend an hour every night in bed, waiting to fall asleep, thinking about torture and suicide.

I've never once felt glad I haven't already killed myself. Unfortunately I'm too weak-willed to do it (yet, anyway).

I hope you feel better -- either through life or death.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

GMT+1cel?

 

[Remyx]

Smoke weed

 

[ScornedStoic]

I absolutely relate. I usually spend an hour every night in bed, waiting to fall asleep, thinking about torture and suicide.

I've never once felt glad I haven't already killed myself. Unfortunately I'm too weak-willed to do it (yet, anyway).

I hope you feel better -- either through life or death.

My problem as well... I'm trying to figure out a method I can't pussy out of (drugs), which is both fast and painless with no risk of survival

GMT+1cel?

Yeah. I can't change my time one without filling out some form and I can't be bothered. There were no forms when I made my account, must be an update.

Smoke weed

I can't get any anymore. I used to blaze all the time. It's the best cope.

 

[DecayGuy]

I'm often still awake during sunrise. Time doesn't mean much when your lifestyle makes no difference on how much or how little you sleep, and what time you are awake or go to bed. It's all the same where minutes, hours and days just blend together.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

Metoo

 

[ihaveno1]

it is so annoying, the thoughts that race through my head all night drive me mentally insane. worst part is that there is no way to stop them.

 

[Deleted member 14490]

It is over, friend.

 

[Mainländer]

I suffer from mild insomnia as well.

 

[BlkPillPres]

it is so annoying, the thoughts that race through my head all night drive me mentally insane. worst part is that there is no way to stop them.

Same

Use nyquil liquid gel, take 1 tablet 2 hours before you want to try and sleep, and then the final tablet and hour before you want to try and sleep.

For example, lets say you want to go to sleep at 11pm, you take the first one at 9pm and the second one at 10pm. You'll actually feel "naturally tired", drowsy. Make sure you sleep for at least 8 hours though, else you'll wake up feeling like shit.

 

[Deleted member 12355]

It is over, friend.

friend. over, is it

 

[Deleted member 14490]

friend. over, is it

Of course. Beyond over until I get my face slashed up by a surgeon's knife.

 

[Deleted member 12355]

Of course. Beyond over until I get my face slashed up by a surgeon's knife.

cope

 

[Deleted member 14490]

cope

elab

 

[Deleted member 12355]

elab

surgerymaxxing is the only possible way forward, although even then there is massive uncertainty as to whether you truly can ascend. Work with the premise that it's over and you wont be disappointed if the surgeries don't work out as planned. I know they didn't for me.

 

[Deleted member 14490]

surgerymaxxing is the only possible way forward, although even then there is massive uncertainty as to whether you truly can ascend. Work with the premise that it's over and you wont be disappointed if the surgeries don't worked out as planned. I know they didn't for me.

Of course. I have a large amount of facial flaws, but I know a decent amount of them are fairly easily correctable.

 

[Rotunda]

I’ll just lie in bed thinking about all the experiences I’ve missed out on. Even if I somehow miraculously got a gf she’d be bored with me in an hour once she realized how empty my life really was.

 

[ScornedStoic]

I'm often still awake during sunrise. Time doesn't mean much when your lifestyle makes no difference on how much or how little you sleep, and what time you are awake or go to bed. It's all the same where minutes, hours and days just blend together.

True, brother.

I’ll just lie in bed thinking about all the experiences I’ve missed out on. Even if I somehow miraculously got a gf she’d be bored with me in an hour once she realized how empty my life really was.

This is my life.

 

[investigatorcel]

all my life is a cope