It's Over My IQ has dropped significantly, i am starting forget how to speak. the end is near.

[AfricanKing]

This happened during the last 10 years.

I had almost no social interaction for personal reasons, i know 3 languages and i am starting to forget all of them.

I feel like there is no going back from this degeneration, i have micro-heart attacks when my phone is ringing or when i need to call someone.

My brain is too busy holding frame, thinking about my dried lips, pulling out my jaw to make it look good, slightly tilting my head to the left to hide my eye asymmetry.

I never touched a girl's hand in my entire life, if something like that ever happens i think i will melt in ecstasy.
i only remember throwing a brick in the head of a girl that was 2 years older than me because she was bullying me when i was a kid

When people that are not my close friends ask me if i like something, a food maybe, i answer the exact same thing "Yes! It's fantastic!!".

I feel like i am a fucking robot machine, living on autopilot, with no will.

I need to find a way to practice my 3 languages and go on with life, but it all seems so hopeless and destined to failure

That looks so scenic and depressed, tbh I would like the environment.

 

[NaserOric]

I barely see anyone nowadays so I sometimes talk to myself or read things aloud in order to not forget it lol.

Maybe you can try that too?

 

[Byronic Incellino]

I barely see anyone nowadays so I sometimes talk to myself or read things aloud in order to not forget it lol.

Maybe you can try that too?

That could help

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

This happened during the last 10 years.

I had almost no social interaction for personal reasons, i know 3 languages and i am starting to forget all of them.

I feel like there is no going back from this degeneration, i have micro-heart attacks when my phone is ringing or when i need to call someone.

My brain is too busy holding frame, thinking about my dried lips, pulling out my jaw to make it look good, slightly tilting my head to the left to hide my eye asymmetry.

I never touched a girl's hand in my entire life, if something like that ever happens i think i will melt in ecstasy.
i only remember throwing a brick in the head of a girl that was 2 years older than me because she was bullying me when i was a kid

When people that are not my close friends ask me if i like something, a food maybe, i answer the exact same thing "Yes! It's fantastic!!".

I feel like i am a fucking robot machine, living on autopilot, with no will.

I need to find a way to practice my 3 languages and go on with life, but it all seems so hopeless and destined to failure

Sounds brutal Loneliness is probably the worst thing for your health and wellbeing. Throwing a brick at your bully was based tho.