SuicideFuel My Insecurities are killing me from Inside

[Deleted member 39129]

I'm very insecure deep inside.I'm Childish and Autistic.Life is fucked,and worse thing is things are not getting better.Life is a lie told by average people that you can have everything you want if you can.But reality is so depressing that i can't even tell.Life is hell,people are mean,and i'm dying slowly.Fear's are manifesting and mentally i'm Fucked.Literally everyone is bullying me and i can't tell nobody because i'm a man"I can't be weak"Okk but what about these mean people killing me without a fawkin knife.I can't ROPE because dying is a luxury that i don't have.Life is a lie told by the media and i'm a victim of expectations.Literally everyone was saying someone is for you but this was a lie..only privileged people can have someone.Women is a luxury.Sorry to say but truth is truth.Poor guys can't enjoy lifes.I'm a victim of my own false expectations.It's hard when you know that you are bottom in hierarchy because we are animals and animals are driven by emotions.They don't care about you.

 

[Caesercel]

Literally every picture was saying someone is for you but this was a lie..

That's why I stopped watching retarded movies

 

[Linesnap99]

tbh

 

[Deleted member 38073]

I understand you. I wish you lots of courage and hope you will get better, at least a little bit because if you manage to get up on your feet something will continue to suffer within you.

I wish someone had told me kindly and early enough that I cannot be loved romantically by a woman. I would have liked someone to accompany me psychologically to accept it in a society which normalizes the recognition of this condition instead of making it a taboo about which all lies circulate, and which gives positive representations, lovable, instead of making it an aesthetic convention to signify the "faults" of humanity when it is not a means of demonizing.