My ideal life would have gone as follows:
As an athlete in high school, I would have met a loyal girl who was likewise into sports. We would both be competent, and start dating in high school, maybe even earlier in middle school. The longer people remain together in spirit, the stronger the bond.
We would have gone through all the academic, athletic, and social experiences of growing up together. The excitement of a new environment, we would have shared together. We would be a model relationship for others to follow. We would get married at age 16 when it was legal, or at least by age 18 when you can get married without parental consent. We would always have each others' backs, and enjoy friendships, ups, and downs together. We would experience our growth in sports and school together. Always supportive.
Our bond would be very strong from making the transition into adulthood together. We would go to the same college and study together. We would always be there for each other and support each other. 100% loyalty.
We would graduate, have our own house, and have kids young. We would love our children and teach them the good values we used to advance in life so that our kids do not become degenerates. We would treasure our children and watch and aid them as they grow into wonderful individuals, again, assisting one another in the development of our children. We would pursue our interests, have fun times, and live in a household of love with a bounty of delightful memories to cherish. Whenever we looked into each others' eyes, we would see a lifetime of truly loving and wonderful experience together.
However, none of this has happened, and none of it will. Unfortunately, most if not all women are corrupt, and I am extremely incompetent when it comes to women anyway. Rather than living a natural, joyous, and pure life, I am sentenced by this degenerate society and my own inhibition to rot alone, the only escape being some woman who is already emotionally and physically used up, which I will pass on.
And what is the meaning of "used up", you ask? It simply means that being someone's 6th LTR is, for the most part, not very fruitful. You will always be compared to the previous ones. You will not be truly special, just the next in line. She will still be texting exes, and the spiritual and physical memories of other men are etched into her memory.
As an athlete in high school, I would have met a loyal girl who was likewise into sports. We would both be competent, and start dating in high school, maybe even earlier in middle school. The longer people remain together in spirit, the stronger the bond.
We would have gone through all the academic, athletic, and social experiences of growing up together. The excitement of a new environment, we would have shared together. We would be a model relationship for others to follow. We would get married at age 16 when it was legal, or at least by age 18 when you can get married without parental consent. We would always have each others' backs, and enjoy friendships, ups, and downs together. We would experience our growth in sports and school together. Always supportive.
Our bond would be very strong from making the transition into adulthood together. We would go to the same college and study together. We would always be there for each other and support each other. 100% loyalty.
We would graduate, have our own house, and have kids young. We would love our children and teach them the good values we used to advance in life so that our kids do not become degenerates. We would treasure our children and watch and aid them as they grow into wonderful individuals, again, assisting one another in the development of our children. We would pursue our interests, have fun times, and live in a household of love with a bounty of delightful memories to cherish. Whenever we looked into each others' eyes, we would see a lifetime of truly loving and wonderful experience together.
However, none of this has happened, and none of it will. Unfortunately, most if not all women are corrupt, and I am extremely incompetent when it comes to women anyway. Rather than living a natural, joyous, and pure life, I am sentenced by this degenerate society and my own inhibition to rot alone, the only escape being some woman who is already emotionally and physically used up, which I will pass on.
And what is the meaning of "used up", you ask? It simply means that being someone's 6th LTR is, for the most part, not very fruitful. You will always be compared to the previous ones. You will not be truly special, just the next in line. She will still be texting exes, and the spiritual and physical memories of other men are etched into her memory.
