Jesus Christ, she actually looks horrible (for a white woman). She's gigafakeupmaxxed and at least, like, a 2. Plus, she's a fake blonde with a probable body count of 20 that gets betabuxxed by a shit-tier normie. Don't do shit, bro; it's not worth it. (And I only got this information by skimming her page.)
Nigga, cope. She barely looks human.
This. Try out your luck in MENA, OP. I bet there would be a lot of Arab women willing to take your virginity simply because you're Nordic (
and that's a proven blackpill). Go to 1st World Arab countries like Qatar, UAE, etc. I really don't know how JBW game is there, but it's way better than travelling to some shithole like Iran or Iraq.
As I'm saying, OP, not worth it.
This too. OP, try to limit your interactions with women as much as possible; stop looking at them, talking to them, or otherwise doing anything that gives attention to them and fuels their ego. Your situation right now (old + ugly) means that it's very much over for you. If you've truly taken the blackpill, as another person mentioned, you wouldn't even consider her an option.
There are no options; there was never any.