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Ryo_Hazuki
Mythic
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- Joined
- Nov 7, 2017
- Posts
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Even on spironolactone, finasteride, minoxidil, and ketoconazole shampoo...my hairline has receded further. For a long time I was in the NW2.5 to NW3 range....but now i'm a hard NW3, no better.
I honestly don't think I can go on like this. My hair is all i have. This is too fucking much for me to handle.
I think i need to up my spironolactone dose to 200mg. I really need a hair transplant in Turkey but I can't save up.
I'll die a KHV....fine. I've accepted that a long time ago. Long midface...a harder pill to swallow but I can't change that. BUT I CAN'T ACCEPT LOSING MY HAIR! I don't know what I'm going to do....this has me really fucked up.
FUCK my high T ogre genes, FUCK testosterone, FUCK DHT. I'm having dead serious thoughts of buying some local anesthesia, injecting it into my testicles, cutting my scrotum open, removing my testicles, and sticking it back up. Is it a horrible idea to try this myself? Probably. But I can't stop thinking about it. I really think I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown.
I honestly don't think I can go on like this. My hair is all i have. This is too fucking much for me to handle.
I think i need to up my spironolactone dose to 200mg. I really need a hair transplant in Turkey but I can't save up.
I'll die a KHV....fine. I've accepted that a long time ago. Long midface...a harder pill to swallow but I can't change that. BUT I CAN'T ACCEPT LOSING MY HAIR! I don't know what I'm going to do....this has me really fucked up.
FUCK my high T ogre genes, FUCK testosterone, FUCK DHT. I'm having dead serious thoughts of buying some local anesthesia, injecting it into my testicles, cutting my scrotum open, removing my testicles, and sticking it back up. Is it a horrible idea to try this myself? Probably. But I can't stop thinking about it. I really think I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown.