this was mostly around november/december 2023 and early 2024, i was gymcelling before (and after) that but not this much and mostly at home. the gym i went to was 3-4 km away and i used my bicycle to get there. while riding my bicycle i thought it was a good idea to wear less clothing than i should in the cold and not wear gloves with the hope of becoming a chad one day. in the gym id go to failure on every set and because of my breathing problems id often get very dizzy, sometimes struggling to stay awake and take breaks before continuing. a few times id go home because something happend but then come back again just to continue working out. for example sometimes i wanted to start crying so id go home and come back later jfl. i also took cold showers everyday and continue after getting sick. at night id usually spend a lot of time trying to drink my shakes which consisted of things like: peanut butter, fruit, a lot of olive oil, milk, protein powder etc.
there was this guy in my class who height and frame mogged me hard, he could bench 160+ kg at 17 which is one of the reasons i was trying so hard but he was most likely on roids since hed ask me if i want to buy some from his friends
i did have a good physique tho and was pretty strong which was cool but foids were ignoring me as always
there was this guy in my class who height and frame mogged me hard, he could bench 160+ kg at 17 which is one of the reasons i was trying so hard but he was most likely on roids since hed ask me if i want to buy some from his friends
i did have a good physique tho and was pretty strong which was cool but foids were ignoring me as always
