I have seen a foid that lives life on easy mode and gets everything handed to her while ruining the lives of other men and doing fucked up things like faking depression for attention while here is me, dealing with ACTUAL depression. I can’t fucking deal with this shit anymore. I want to dedicate myself to living a better life than that certain foid at some point. I hate this foid so much to the point where it pisses me off to see her happy because she is such a bad person. I’m gonna try and turn this negative into a positive and make it my goal to live a better life than the bitch and use her as motivation to get a decent life. Surely I will be able to live a better life than the bitch if I try my best to fix some flaws in myself because I’m a grateful person unlike her and the things that she takes for granted, would be a huge deal for me for example, she gets opposite gender and when I finally reach my goal of also receiving the same thing, I will cherish the moment like crazy and be a happy man. I just need to become social in real life like I am online and then maybe I will be able to achieve my huge goal in getting opposite gender attention. Here I fucking come, life, bring it on....... at some point, when I can be fucked to but will probably fail but oh well.
