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I've ascended
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LifeFuel My Final Thread - I Ascended (via Discord)
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Permaban - congrats for ascending brocel
I've ascended.
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Couple months ago I've met someone via discord, she knew I was an incel and found my discord in one of my now deleted posts on here which took a lot of baggage and explaining out of the equation. We talked and VCed everyday and grew closer together. Since then we've met up in Europe and are now in a serious relationship. She truly is everything I ever wanted out of this life and so much more, for the first time in maybe forever; I am happy, I want to live and I am excited for my future.
I feel compelled to make this thread to be fair with everyone here as I no longer belong here.
Those who knew me here knew I always dreamed of SEAmaxxing, you can go back through my post history and see I talked about it for years now, the ItsOVER thread had a massive impact on my life, ever since I've read it shortly after joining this forum it filled me with hope and I decided that I want to follow in his footsteps. It was my form of escapism from reality, imaging that somehow moving to Asia will fix all my problems and coping that JBW will work for me. I used it as a carrot on a stick to keep going. But year after year I would postpone and delay my plans and along the way I got fat and even more disillusioned with my life, I truly believed things would never get any better, that nobody could ever choose to love someone like me.
At a certain point, I had no hope, no dreams left that I believed in anymore and just stopped caring. I've became convinced that outside of expensive surgeries there was no hope for me. I even got as far as attending consultations for chin, jaw and fat grafting surgeries but eventually backed out of it and settled for more minor cosmetic procedure.
Eventually I decided to finally get my life together, I was coping with berserk grindset and Yukio Mishimas books on self improvement and the beauty in the human form. I lost a lot of weight and started gymmaxxing again, I've also quit my job and gathered my savings which was a point of no return for me. I was fully committed to going SEA, with my 30s just around the corner, I didn't want to be a wizard virgin. Though deep down I knew that the short-lived hedonistic pleasures were not an experience that would change my life for the better, it was just a cope that I hoped would finally allow me to move past my inceldom. But what I really wanted was a relationship, built on understanding and love, not material worth. I wanted to have a normie life which I never got to experience.
What an irony that after all this effort and focus on SEA I've ascended with a white European in her late teens instead. She is a decade younger than me but despite the age gap it doesn't feel like we are in two different generations, we relate on a lot of things. She's also very based and blackpilled which definitely helps. And as we are both virgins there is no pressure and no expectations.
I've spent a substantial part of my adult life on this website, there were periods of time where I posted all day even at work hours, it's how I ramped up my post count. This place has grown to be a big part of my identity. Despite all the time I wasted here, I still look back on this place fondly as it gave me an opportunity to vent about my life and meet a lot of good people along the way and in the end paradoxically it is by being here and posting here that after 29 years of my life I finally ascended.
If anyone wants to talk or keep in touch you can PM me
Goodbye, I truly do hope all the best for everyone here.
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