mentally lost cel 1
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It wasn’t that I did anything extremely bad, me and my bratty sister were fighting and I pulled her arm and he was like how can you do that to her!!! And beat me then threw me out of the house for 2 hours (also he was doing worse to his sisters when he was young)
We were living in a dangerous place like a ghetto and people were taking drugs outside , he didn’t care he always said “per the boy learn something “ while doing these , which was just a stupid justification for his psychopathy and evilness
You people saying bullying didn’t happen to you are extremely lucky , if your not severely bullied by everyone you are privileged very much
i think myself sometimes, I just don’t get how fucking evil you can be as my father ,it wasn’t even disciplining ,it was pure fucking evil what he did to me (and my mother still loves her and everyone justifies his acts for whatever reason, but if I ever do something wrong they shit on me forever )
I should kill him because of what he did and I will eventually,now I can’t mostly do it cuz he is genetically superior overall ,I barely win fights with him when i attack in his sleep
he just had everything and he ruined it all so fucking bad ,it’s so weird ,he had a loving wife ,kids , work friends, and he just kept abusing us and saying he’s doing these cuz I was “spoiled” and my life was “easy “ , which my life went downhill from the start and I become mentally lost cel himself,I’m so fucking sure I would be a million times better if he wasn’t this evil ,I would still be Incel but my life Quality would be much much better with my mental health
Also I think he was a bully all his life,or else he wouldn’t be this evil imo, he did “win” but at what cost ? His kids hate him but everyone else likes him cuz he’s really good looking , his cocksucking whore of a wife (my mother) loves him no matter what , and he’s a winner in life I guess while some people would kill for having a family like him
He also said he loves my sister more than me cuz “we growed you up badly we fucked up” it feels like they are trying to throw the damaged good(me) away,and I was hated the moment I was born by my father for whatever reason ( he probably thought I was an opponent to him)
Fatherlesnes is really bad having a evil one is worse
This is just one out of a million things my family did to me , well in school I was bullied badly too but comparing to my family school was Heaven lol
some things explaining how evil also my mother is that she left me for dead while I was throwing up shitting on bed cuz I was really sick and poisoned just for my father to take me to the hospital (she thought we would be friends and shit by not taking me to the hospital ,I hallucinated with 42 degrees fever all night) , and she was sleeping with my stepfather specifically after he abused me and made me cry ,if he didn’t do it she wouldn’t sleep with him (severe hybistrophobia)
Then you little bitches come and say all you need is a gf ??? Bitch I needed a proper person to help me grow up and having a gf shouldn’t be your problem firstly
I will try to live cold and calculating these days against everyone
@JoeBruhcel @Lebensmüder @Meus
We were living in a dangerous place like a ghetto and people were taking drugs outside , he didn’t care he always said “per the boy learn something “ while doing these , which was just a stupid justification for his psychopathy and evilness
You people saying bullying didn’t happen to you are extremely lucky , if your not severely bullied by everyone you are privileged very much
i think myself sometimes, I just don’t get how fucking evil you can be as my father ,it wasn’t even disciplining ,it was pure fucking evil what he did to me (and my mother still loves her and everyone justifies his acts for whatever reason, but if I ever do something wrong they shit on me forever )
I should kill him because of what he did and I will eventually,now I can’t mostly do it cuz he is genetically superior overall ,I barely win fights with him when i attack in his sleep
he just had everything and he ruined it all so fucking bad ,it’s so weird ,he had a loving wife ,kids , work friends, and he just kept abusing us and saying he’s doing these cuz I was “spoiled” and my life was “easy “ , which my life went downhill from the start and I become mentally lost cel himself,I’m so fucking sure I would be a million times better if he wasn’t this evil ,I would still be Incel but my life Quality would be much much better with my mental health
Also I think he was a bully all his life,or else he wouldn’t be this evil imo, he did “win” but at what cost ? His kids hate him but everyone else likes him cuz he’s really good looking , his cocksucking whore of a wife (my mother) loves him no matter what , and he’s a winner in life I guess while some people would kill for having a family like him
He also said he loves my sister more than me cuz “we growed you up badly we fucked up” it feels like they are trying to throw the damaged good(me) away,and I was hated the moment I was born by my father for whatever reason ( he probably thought I was an opponent to him)
Fatherlesnes is really bad having a evil one is worse
This is just one out of a million things my family did to me , well in school I was bullied badly too but comparing to my family school was Heaven lol
some things explaining how evil also my mother is that she left me for dead while I was throwing up shitting on bed cuz I was really sick and poisoned just for my father to take me to the hospital (she thought we would be friends and shit by not taking me to the hospital ,I hallucinated with 42 degrees fever all night) , and she was sleeping with my stepfather specifically after he abused me and made me cry ,if he didn’t do it she wouldn’t sleep with him (severe hybistrophobia)
Then you little bitches come and say all you need is a gf ??? Bitch I needed a proper person to help me grow up and having a gf shouldn’t be your problem firstly
I will try to live cold and calculating these days against everyone
@JoeBruhcel @Lebensmüder @Meus