
nxdismycope
Its not over - its just never began
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- Aug 13, 2018
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like i said yesterday i knew this bday will be my worse yet.
not only im with a cast on my arm after an injury that put me i the hospital to most of this week and i had 0 visits
not only that no1 remembered its my bday beside family
not only that i had to study the entire day cuz missed school due to being in an hospital 5 days
now my family also give me shit
aunt calling saying happy bday and bla bla bla and then keeps telling me to call some family members that i hate. JFL. she always annoy me with this.
i stopped talking to them a few years ago cuz they used to mentally bully me and i need to call them? LOL.
and then my mom calls and keep wishing me to have a gf and throwing hints at me being gay (part of the reason i hate my family is cuz they talk about me being gay only cuz i never had a gf. its always making me rage)
i hate this
society ignore me
and my family makes me feel even worse.
FUCK. i always see those stupid foids on social media having an amazing bday and feeling loved.
but no1 love me
its over
being ugly is worse than brain cancer.
worst week in my life but im sure somehow it will get even worse.














not only im with a cast on my arm after an injury that put me i the hospital to most of this week and i had 0 visits
not only that no1 remembered its my bday beside family
not only that i had to study the entire day cuz missed school due to being in an hospital 5 days
now my family also give me shit
aunt calling saying happy bday and bla bla bla and then keeps telling me to call some family members that i hate. JFL. she always annoy me with this.
i stopped talking to them a few years ago cuz they used to mentally bully me and i need to call them? LOL.
and then my mom calls and keep wishing me to have a gf and throwing hints at me being gay (part of the reason i hate my family is cuz they talk about me being gay only cuz i never had a gf. its always making me rage)
i hate this
society ignore me
and my family makes me feel even worse.
FUCK. i always see those stupid foids on social media having an amazing bday and feeling loved.
but no1 love me
its over
being ugly is worse than brain cancer.
worst week in my life but im sure somehow it will get even worse.