piece of shit incel, racist, homophobic, abusive,
- Jul 22, 2020
- 20d 11h 26m
As the thread title says, my family thinks i'm a failure. Last night i was on my computer looking at some threads on /pol/ and he told me about this one, and it involved being a truck driver. The tone of his voice and his eagerness for me to look at it was offputing. I didn't really think about it until he said "I hear Truck Driving is a good job for NEET, i suggest you look at it." Then it hit me, it hurt me knowing that he already knows that i'm a failure at 16. I realized that it's been clear to my father now. It was clear to my mother as well, before it was to my father. She would always say stuff like "Oh you need to stay in the army as long as possible for your son to be able to get health insurance" and other things when she talks to her friends about me "He's not going to be like his brother, he's going to take alot of time before he's going to move out". i put the pieces together and now i wonder when they will realize that i'll be a virgin until i die. I honestly feel like a failure, considering what my parents are saying about me. it's a pretty somber reminder especially when i look at my older brother who has his life put together or at least it seems like it. I have no aspirations or long term goals unlike him and it's becoming clearer to my parents as i grow older, that i have failed.