my family is saying that im the cause of my father going to the hospital and not eating for 3 days

[ropingsoon111]

so yeah, my father is actually in my life. its just him and i are extremely distant.
anyways, ive been having psychotic breakdowns and lately i just have not been giving a fuck. i told my parents on the phone i said some things along the lines of
"Im ugly as fuck, no point in living if im ugly as fuck."
"i wish i could go back and time and have myself be aborted, im tired of living in this god damn world."
"i will kill myself very soon fuck all of you."
"let me leave this house you assholes, im going to move out and be homeless and drop out of school."
"i hate my life and its all because im ugly, i need 400k usd worth of surgery, my life was over before it even began."

i had another spasm earlier and it got my dad kinda depressed. ive never seen him that way tbh, hes usually stone cold, emotionless. always bluepilled.
but then my mom called me to tell me that my dad didnt eat for 3 days and is hospitalized.
for some reason im happy, a bit sad yeah but thats just me gaslighting myself to feel bad. because in reality i did nothing wrong.
and that feeling my dad is feeling, im glad hes feeling it. because what hes feeling is something ive been feeling my whole entire life.

depression, so bad you cant eat, so bad you wanna eat everything you see, so bad that sometimes you feel like youre suffocating. im so glad this is happening. i dont care about anyone but myself. i dont give a fuck if my parents disown me, if they disown me because i dont wanna go to school then they are nothing but a bunch of fake ass capitalistic bastards that should kill themselves.

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

. No need to make their lives any more difficult.

 

[nvrbegan]

not eating for three days is healthy

 

[nvrbegan]

so yeah, my father is actually in my life. its just him and i are extremely distant.
anyways, ive been having psychotic breakdowns and lately i just have not been giving a fuck. i told my parents on the phone i said some things along the lines of
"Im ugly as fuck, no point in living if im ugly as fuck."
"i wish i could go back and time and have myself be aborted, im tired of living in this god damn world."
"i will kill myself very soon fuck all of you."
"let me leave this house you assholes, im going to move out and be homeless and drop out of school."
"i hate my life and its all because im ugly, i need 400k usd worth of surgery, my life was over before it even began."

i had another spasm earlier and it got my dad kinda depressed. ive never seen him that way tbh, hes usually stone cold, emotionless. always bluepilled.
but then my mom called me to tell me that my dad didnt eat for 3 days and is hospitalized.
for some reason im happy, a bit sad yeah but thats just me gaslighting myself to feel bad. because in reality i did nothing wrong.
and that feeling my dad is feeling, im glad hes feeling it. because what hes feeling is something ive been feeling my whole entire life.

depression, so bad you cant eat, so bad you wanna eat everything you see, so bad that sometimes you feel like youre suffocating. im so glad this is happening. i dont care about anyone but myself. i dont give a fuck if my parents disown me, if they disown me because i dont wanna go to school then they are nothing but a bunch of fake ass capitalistic bastards that should kill themselves.

It depends on their voting pattern. If they vote for bluepilled shit, they are actively destroying your future and deserve to get called out on this.
If they vote correctly, there's no point in making their life hard, in this case it might be better to keep it to yourself.

 

[gymletethnicel]

He can't cope with having an incel son

 

[ropingsoon111]

It depends on their voting pattern. If they vote for bluepilled shit, they are actively destroying your future and deserve to get called out on this.
If they vote correctly, there's no point in making their life hard, in this case it might be better to keep it to yourself.

they want me to continue going to school and go to the gym. i said ill go to the gym but not school.

 

[Nick Fuentes]

man i wish i could get my father to starve himself to death. schizomaxxing is da wae for any incel. I think if you act crazy as a man people get scared and leave you alone. after my nervous breakdown my parents were way nicer to me. i should have done that years ago.

 

[ropingsoon111]

I think if you act crazy as a man people get scared and leave you alone.

I cant believe i finally broke him, he called me and said he agrees with me when i say "My life is hard".

were way nicer to me. i should have done that years ago.

legit man i can drop out of school now jfl. all they want me to do is go to the gym and not be inside the house a lot. bahaha

 

[Friezacel]

I wish i could put over my dad like that, he deserves it because has no empathy and he spread his inferior genetics

 

[fukurou]

me fighting the urge to ask how many boosters he has had

 

[Robb97]

How many brothers do you have? My parents prioritized quantity over quality. They're not bothered that one of their kids has failed in life because they have more.

 

[ropingsoon111]

me fighting the urge to ask how many boosters he has had
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my dad is unvaxxed

How many brothers do you have? My parents prioritized quantity over quality. They're not bothered that one of their kids has failed in life because they have more.

thats such a brootal way of thinking. i have a sister, they started to only care about her.

 

[jbwbeliever]

the reason your father going to the hospital and not eating for 3 days cause he worry about u, id say your parents care more about u than anyone on this forum

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

they want me to continue going to school and go to the gym. i said ill go to the gym but not school.

How old are you?

 

[turbosperg]

ive been having psychotic breakdowns

i need 400k usd

Imagine an aging couple wasting 400k precious hard-earned dollars (that should go into their retirement funds) buying surgeries for an ugly, psychotic, manlet inkwell just so he MAYBE gets a giga-NT & tall & stacy girlfriend (fat chance in this age of tinder) and makes a viable non-disabled non-manlet non-deformed kid before he eventually kills himself due to his mental illness.

It's just not the best way to invest those 400k, brother.

If it is really over for you, just accept it and find a way to cope in peace. If you can afford to live on your own, just get a pet, vidya, and do some hobbies and sports. That's pretty much as good as it gets for genetically disadvantaged inkies.

 

[PurgatoryPass]

I've also stopped eating or sleeping for days when cope ran out but was young enough to not end up in the hospital. Your dads gonna have to adjust to the reality you opened him up to but I'll tell you most just can't do it they shut down and race back to the bluepill.

 

[ropingsoon111]

Imagine an aging couple wasting 400k precious hard-earned dollars (that should go into their retirement funds) buying surgeries for an ugly, psychotic, manlet inkwell just so he MAYBE gets a giga-NT & tall & stacy girlfriend (fat chance in this age of tinder) and makes a viable non-disabled non-manlet non-deformed kid before he eventually kills himself due to his mental illness.

It's just not the best way to invest those 400k, brother.

If it is really over for you, just accept it and find a way to cope in peace. If you can afford to live on your own, just get a pet, vidya, and do some hobbies and sports. That's pretty much as good as it gets for genetically disadvantaged inkies.

im only asking them for 50k usd. not 400k.

I've also stopped eating or sleeping for days when cope ran out but was young enough to not end up in the hospital. Your dads gonna have to adjust to the reality you opened him up to but I'll tell you most just can't do it they shut down and race back to the bluepill.

im sorry that happened to you, but my father fucking deserves it all.

 

[PurgatoryPass]

im sorry that happened to you, but my father fucking deserves it all.

Oh believe me I get it. I cant even get an apology from mine for anything. I did tell him that we are in a generational cycle of neglect and I understand on that level except I can't scrape by because times are now harder but still no apology. Haven't spoken to him face to face in 4 years or so and there's no communication on equal terms just him screaming bluepill shit over whatever I say. So at least your dad actually listens somewhat, even if he is only depressed because of damage to his ego.

 

[ropingsoon111]

Oh believe me I get it. I cant even get an apology from mine for anything. I did tell him that we are in a generational cycle of neglect and I understand on that level except I can't scrape by because times are now harder but still no apology. Haven't spoken to him face to face in 4 years or so and there's no communication on equal terms just him screaming bluepill shit over whatever I say. So at least your dad actually listens somewhat, even if he is only depressed because of damage to his ego.

why do parents do this to us. what did we do to deserve this. they create us, watch us suffer, then toss us away when we're too much work for them to deal with.

 

[PurgatoryPass]

why do parents do this to us. what did we do to deserve this. they create us, watch us suffer, then toss us away when we're too much work for them to deal with.

We are extensions of our family. When a girl knows our stories it only makes us less attractive because it means we are genetically predisposed to being useless fathers too. Just a dying extension of the larger organism called the family.

 

[ropingsoon111]

We are extensions of our family. When a girl knows our stories it only makes us less attractive because it means we are genetically predisposed to being useless fathers too. Just a dying extension of the larger organism called the family.

its so over.

 

[starystulejarz]

Blackpill for normies is like a poison that will kill them (still not as fast as Graphene Oxide in a deathvaxxx)

 

[RicaGames]

id say your parents care more about u than anyone on this forum

 

[ropingsoon111]

Blackpill for normies is like a poison that will kill them (still not as fast as Graphene Oxide in a deathvaxxx)

it wont do shit. they will always find a way to be valued. tons of men on here are blackpilled and incel, yet they still consume porn. they still jack off to women, they still rot typing about how much they want a foid by their side.

there is nothing we can do.

 

[ropingsoon111]

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Blackpill for normies is like a poison that will kill them (still not as fast as Graphene Oxide in a deathvaxxx)

sorry i read this wrong. thought u were talking about foids.

yeah it is a poison. they cant take it.

 

[Ausbloke The Kanga]

my dad is unvaxxed

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