nxdismycope
Its not over - its just never began
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im aware to the fact that my family suspect that im gay, it began around 7-8 years ago. all of that only cuz i never had a foid. even heard my grandma talks about it once.
IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS.
i moved out 1 week ago and today my familt came to visit and see my apartment (and probaly to check if i roped.)
they came i pretend like i missed them and we talk about stupid stuff. suddenly my mom says this apartment is good even for 2 and maybe time for me to meet a girl and bla bla bla bla, and my sister says "yes its time for him to meet someone. what ever he likes" and my mom just gave her a death stare (she hate lgbt.) after 5 seconds i hear my mom whisper to her "relax! only girls." she thought i didnt hear it but i did.
i just wanted to get out and leave them in my apartment seriously. im so fucking tired of this. anyway i just changed the conversation but it really made me rage inside.
im just fucking ugly!!!!!!!! if i was gay why they think i would be scared to tell them?????? like i give a shit about what they think!!!
IM NOT GAY IM UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OKAY MOMA? YOUR SON IS UGLY A S F U C K !!!!!!!!
im aware to the fact that my family suspect that im gay, it began around 7-8 years ago. all of that only cuz i never had a foid. even heard my grandma talks about it once.
IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS.
i moved out 1 week ago and today my familt came to visit and see my apartment (and probaly to check if i roped.)
they came i pretend like i missed them and we talk about stupid stuff. suddenly my mom says this apartment is good even for 2 and maybe time for me to meet a girl and bla bla bla bla, and my sister says "yes its time for him to meet someone. what ever he likes" and my mom just gave her a death stare (she hate lgbt.) after 5 seconds i hear my mom whisper to her "relax! only girls." she thought i didnt hear it but i did.
i just wanted to get out and leave them in my apartment seriously. im so fucking tired of this. anyway i just changed the conversation but it really made me rage inside.
im just fucking ugly!!!!!!!! if i was gay why they think i would be scared to tell them?????? like i give a shit about what they think!!!
IM NOT GAY IM UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OKAY MOMA? YOUR SON IS UGLY A S F U C K !!!!!!!!
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