I was out in the center of my city having a few drinks with a buddy of mine. We head to the club drink some more and we had a good time and all. I got drunk as fuck to the point where I had really low inhib. I decided to try my luck with some girls but it all ended with rejections and side comments like "you're too ugly" or " Get away from me you creep" and some just ignored more all together. I became really angry and sad and decide fuck it, I'm going to the strip club to at least get some female attention there. We get to the strip club and drink even more. The first girl that came to me offered me a champagne service which costed about 400 Euros and stupid me just pays it (Keep in mind that this money was from my dad and he told me not to spend it because I need it to renew my visa with it) The service was enjoyable and all, but as soon as it was over, feelings of regret, lonliness all came rushing through my head and at that point my friend had already left and went home. So I start walking in the city center crying and sobbing and being emotional. I told my self that this was the last straw and so I went to a bridge which is located near by to the center. I climb on one of the ledges there just contemplating about ending it until some people see me and start talking me out of it (They also called the police and the paramedics) I eventually decided not go through it. The paramedics took me and placed me in a psychiatric hospital for 3 days (It was like prison).
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