Before I hit puberty, I had no friends. I might have had a few acquaintances whom I considered to be friends at the time, but weren't. I was falling behind my peers in social interactions while struggling to do well enough in school. My anxiety was terrible.
The boys wouldn't accept me. Some American movies have a fairly accurate depiction of White losers in middle school. That was me. Short and ugly kid from a lower-middle-class Christian family. Not to bring up my annoying high-pitched voice.
I don't know exactly how it started, but I was talking to girls and hanging out with them. None of them had romantic or sexual interests in me; I was treated like a younger brother. One day they invited me to lunch and asked me whether I could have a conversation with Jared, one of my ex-friends, and bring him around to dating Cindy. I said Jared was a douchebag and Cindy would be better off dating another guy.
Now I was fitting in very quickly because I had mastered an ability which virtually all girls have: gossiping. It was frequent. I learned things about certain people that I would never have in case I didn't know those girls. All I had to do was sit down and eat my veggies while listening to their conversations about this person or that person.
I have spent so much time around girls that I inevitably developed some of their mannerisms, such as playing with my hair when feeling nervous, giggling when walking past an attractive person, paying attention to someone's outfit, and so on.
I never lost any interest in the opposite sex. I just could tell if a girl liked someone that intensely from a very young age. So I didn't bother asking anyone out or approaching them because I knew they weren't interested. None of my friends saw me as a potential romantic partner either, mind you. They were just happy to be around me. I think deep inside they knew I had no chances with girls, yet they were caring enough to give me some tips and introduce me to some of their acquaintances. Nothing really worked, but I'm glad someone looked after me during the darkest period of my life.
Which is why I don't really hate girls. I hate what they've become due to decades of feminism. I hate modern society. I hate how even the ugliest girl you could imagine feels entitled to brutally reject any nice person who belongs to her category. Don't get me wrong, women have instincts just like men. Hypergamy is real. Polygamy is real. They seek genetically superior men so their offspring will be healthier. By doing this, they are facilitating our evolution.
The problem lies in the fact that most women are selecting a few men nowadays. It's out of control. This social monstrosity is only possible because of dating apps and social media. It used to be a little better back then. I'm not an old guy. I'm only 19. I have fond memories of girls because they weren't all sluts back then, as one might think. Discussing sex like healthy teenagers? Sure. But hooking up with hundreds of men and losing their virginities at 14? Hell no. Society was too strict for that. At least where I live.
I hate the state of girls in 2021, but I don't blame them for everything that has gone wrong in this world. I suggest we start talking about cultural solutions.
The boys wouldn't accept me. Some American movies have a fairly accurate depiction of White losers in middle school. That was me. Short and ugly kid from a lower-middle-class Christian family. Not to bring up my annoying high-pitched voice.
I don't know exactly how it started, but I was talking to girls and hanging out with them. None of them had romantic or sexual interests in me; I was treated like a younger brother. One day they invited me to lunch and asked me whether I could have a conversation with Jared, one of my ex-friends, and bring him around to dating Cindy. I said Jared was a douchebag and Cindy would be better off dating another guy.
Now I was fitting in very quickly because I had mastered an ability which virtually all girls have: gossiping. It was frequent. I learned things about certain people that I would never have in case I didn't know those girls. All I had to do was sit down and eat my veggies while listening to their conversations about this person or that person.
I have spent so much time around girls that I inevitably developed some of their mannerisms, such as playing with my hair when feeling nervous, giggling when walking past an attractive person, paying attention to someone's outfit, and so on.
I never lost any interest in the opposite sex. I just could tell if a girl liked someone that intensely from a very young age. So I didn't bother asking anyone out or approaching them because I knew they weren't interested. None of my friends saw me as a potential romantic partner either, mind you. They were just happy to be around me. I think deep inside they knew I had no chances with girls, yet they were caring enough to give me some tips and introduce me to some of their acquaintances. Nothing really worked, but I'm glad someone looked after me during the darkest period of my life.
Which is why I don't really hate girls. I hate what they've become due to decades of feminism. I hate modern society. I hate how even the ugliest girl you could imagine feels entitled to brutally reject any nice person who belongs to her category. Don't get me wrong, women have instincts just like men. Hypergamy is real. Polygamy is real. They seek genetically superior men so their offspring will be healthier. By doing this, they are facilitating our evolution.
The problem lies in the fact that most women are selecting a few men nowadays. It's out of control. This social monstrosity is only possible because of dating apps and social media. It used to be a little better back then. I'm not an old guy. I'm only 19. I have fond memories of girls because they weren't all sluts back then, as one might think. Discussing sex like healthy teenagers? Sure. But hooking up with hundreds of men and losing their virginities at 14? Hell no. Society was too strict for that. At least where I live.
I hate the state of girls in 2021, but I don't blame them for everything that has gone wrong in this world. I suggest we start talking about cultural solutions.
