Ricecel X
6’1” ogre
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- Joined
- Nov 6, 2019
- Posts
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I'm not kidding, I think I actually have a bad (anti-social) personality due to years of ostracization and an entire lifetime of veiled racism having grown up in the west. Most ricecels are not like me, because they develop absurd mentalist beliefs to deny reality outright, and are too pre-occupied with careers and hobbies to even think about social issues. I'm not even complaining about inceldom right now or attributing my personality as a factor of my lack of girlfriend. I genuinely do not wish for a better world for anyone.
I wish someone would outright call me a chink, or insult my face, or say something about my dick size. Instead, all of my enemies hide from me, it gives me no recourse to target specific individuals. And I suppose I wouldn't do anything even if I knew who my enemies were. I thought that the whole COVID-19 situation would amplify racism against Asians and it did, but I have personally faced none of it so far.
I have no empathy for others, which may border on sociopathy. It wasn't always this way, I used to care about helping out others, but this was never returned in kind. I have learned to only rely on myself for anything, as I am incapable of trusting others especially since most people may perceive me as a soft target. I can almost never relax outside, and I'm on alert and playing out scenarios in my head whenever there is anyone who I perceive as a threat nearby.
I wish someone would outright call me a chink, or insult my face, or say something about my dick size. Instead, all of my enemies hide from me, it gives me no recourse to target specific individuals. And I suppose I wouldn't do anything even if I knew who my enemies were. I thought that the whole COVID-19 situation would amplify racism against Asians and it did, but I have personally faced none of it so far.
I have no empathy for others, which may border on sociopathy. It wasn't always this way, I used to care about helping out others, but this was never returned in kind. I have learned to only rely on myself for anything, as I am incapable of trusting others especially since most people may perceive me as a soft target. I can almost never relax outside, and I'm on alert and playing out scenarios in my head whenever there is anyone who I perceive as a threat nearby.