I used to be a very social outgoing confident person, but after taking the black pill earlier this decade I haven't been able to turn back. It's as if knowing I'm subhuman trash placed me where I was supposed to be in life. I now stare admirably when I see a male engaging in conversation with a woman who's hanging on to every last word he says. I used to be able to talk to any woman, regardless of how hot she was, and totally dismiss her and not give her any validation. But unfortunately nowadays I cannot hold contact with her if I find her even slightly attractive. I used to be a big advocate of not giving a fuck, but how can one stop caring about the only thing that matters in life: your looks?
