It's Over My depression is destroying my life

[Sleepycell]

I seriously just want to give in to this depression because I just can't live like this anymore. I feel miserable and hopeless all day, and everything seems pointless. At this point, I have to drag my feet to do anything, even the basics such as brushing my teeth and taking a shower are such a struggle now. I don't want to live this life anymore; I just have so many physical and mental problems caused by my inceldom. It doesn't matter what I do or how nice I am, people just have a problem with me by default. I'm not even mad at these people anymore; I just feel numb. Before, I used to wish I could be a 'Chad,' and I would daydream about it as my main coping mechanism, besides anime and games. But now, I've exhausted those coping mechanisms, and they don't bring me any joy anymore. It's just really over for me; I no longer have hope or any sort of coping mechanisms. Every day is starting to feel like mental torture, and I just feel like 'roping.' The only time I feel good is when I'm eating something sugary or when I'm sleeping. I've truly lost my zest for this life in (GTA5).

 

[Mecoja]

Same. I have zero energy and willpower. Years are passing by and I sit in one place without doing anything. Everything is so pointless.

 

[wereq]

The only time I feel good is when I'm eating something sugary or when I'm sleeping.

Same. I take antidepressants to keep my crippling panic, anxiety, and depression at bay. I also drink coffee and take modafinil to keep my dopamine levels up.

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

Every week I complete alive I thank to god

 

[JayGoptri]

I seriously just want to give in to this depression because I just can't live like this anymore. I feel miserable and hopeless all day, and everything seems pointless. At this point, I have to drag my feet to do anything, even the basics such as brushing my teeth and taking a shower are such a struggle now. I don't want to live this life anymore; I just have so many physical and mental problems caused by my inceldom. It doesn't matter what I do or how nice I am, people just have a problem with me by default. I'm not even mad at these people anymore; I just feel numb. Before, I used to wish I could be a 'Chad,' and I would daydream about it as my main coping mechanism, besides anime and games. But now, I've exhausted those coping mechanisms, and they don't bring me any joy anymore. It's just really over for me; I no longer have hope or any sort of coping mechanisms. Every day is starting to feel like mental torture, and I just feel like 'roping.' The only time I feel good is when I'm eating something sugary or when I'm sleeping. I've truly lost my zest for this life in (GTA5).

Relinquish yourself from the desire to need people emotionally, get dogs, continue copes and try to work as much as possible.

 

[ADHD_cel]

Too relatable ngl. The executive dysfunction induced by depression is insane

 

[JayGoptri]

Same. I have zero energy and willpower. Years are passing by and I sit in one place without doing anything. Everything is so pointless.

Same. I take antidepressants to keep my crippling panic, anxiety, and depression at bay. I also drink coffee and take modafinil to keep my dopamine levels up.

Take meds and make a to do list everyday and do it. Make it a short list with 3 things then gradually add things to it.

Every week I complete alive I thank to god

Omit all desire for people from your lives. Get dogs, continue copes, be thankful to be alive, you are thankful. Try to forgo medications like antidepressants and instead stick with medications which lower anxiety plus keep the coffee in take low. People are learning that Gabapentine is a great medication for lowering general anxiety.

 

[JayGoptri]

Too relatable ngl. The executive dysfunction induced by depression is insane

It can be. Debilitating !

 

[FastBlast]

Damn. I relate to a lot of what you said there. Right now my main goal is to make money so I can afford to live on my own and hire an escort once a month. It's not much but it's enough to keep me somewhat motivated. It's not going to be fun or easy, but I am afraid I have no other choice

 

[NorthernWind]

Try noFap.

 

[Sleepycell]

Try noFap.

ive been on it for three weeks i still feel the exact same

 

[NorthernWind]

ive been on it for three weeks i still feel the exact same

Maybe damage we caused to ourselves by fapping to porn for years is too big to be healed in three weeks.
I aim at 1 year nofap but I always fail.

 

[Confessor]

Same for me. I have thought about ending my life but can't do it.

 

[FakeFakecel]

Too relatable ngl. The executive dysfunction induced by depression is insane

Yeah especially when u have ADHD like me (like you too judging by the username)

It literally took me 2 hours to get out of bed today

 

[candida]

I feel exactly the same. Total emptiness inside and difficulty in brushing my teeth or showering. My ex girlfriend left last September and I have been an incel ever since. Constant muscle tension from anxiety aswell. My mind is a chaotic mess of random intrusive thoughts and unbearable pain. Can't live like this much longer.

 

[BornToLose]

I feel exactly the same.

 

[all this time]

brutal

 

[zangano1]

same

 

[Atavistic Autist]

Have you taken the OPIOID PILL? It's the SOLUTION to all the pain inherent to the incel condition!

Many incels and autists display "personality disordered" traits of BPD and narcissism, which is often used by our detractors to say we're bad people. But it is obvious to anyone with cursory knowledge into Cluster B personality disorders that they are post-traumatic conditions, which derive from...

incels.is

 

[Atavistic Autist]

I feel exactly the same. Total emptiness inside and difficulty in brushing my teeth or showering. My ex girlfriend left last September and I have been an incel ever since. Constant muscle tension from anxiety aswell. My mind is a chaotic mess of random intrusive thoughts and unbearable pain. Can't live like this much longer.

Even though you're a fakecel, opioids are precisely what you need for this. You're in a state of panic and grief due to detachment (i.e. low endogenous opioid tone).

Try kratom!

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

I seriously just want to give in to this depression because I just can't live like this anymore. I feel miserable and hopeless all day, and everything seems pointless. At this point, I have to drag my feet to do anything, even the basics such as brushing my teeth and taking a shower are such a struggle now. I don't want to live this life anymore; I just have so many physical and mental problems caused by my inceldom. It doesn't matter what I do or how nice I am, people just have a problem with me by default. I'm not even mad at these people anymore; I just feel numb. Before, I used to wish I could be a 'Chad,' and I would daydream about it as my main coping mechanism, besides anime and games. But now, I've exhausted those coping mechanisms, and they don't bring me any joy anymore. It's just really over for me; I no longer have hope or any sort of coping mechanisms. Every day is starting to feel like mental torture, and I just feel like 'roping.' The only time I feel good is when I'm eating something sugary or when I'm sleeping. I've truly lost my zest for this life in (GTA5).

I thought I was the only who's daydreaming fantasies don't help with coping anymore. Ever since I've been blackpilled, I've lost almost all attraction towards women in an affectionate way.

 

[Made in Heaven]

Same. I have zero energy and willpower. Years are passing by and I sit in one place without doing anything. Everything is so pointless.

I still feel like a 14 year ild teenager despite being 26. My social and economic status are just as bad as they were back then

 

[Izayacel]

I still feel like a 15 year ild teenager despite being 26. My social and economic status are just as bad as they were back then

 

[Mecoja]

I still feel like a 14 year ild teenager despite being 26. My social and economic status are just as bad as they were back then

We will be the same at 60. Nothing changes, no drive, no hope, every day same shit as yesterday.

 

[Cletus Longthing]

I seriously just want to give in to this depression because I just can't live like this anymore. I feel miserable and hopeless all day, and everything seems pointless. At this point, I have to drag my feet to do anything, even the basics such as brushing my teeth and taking a shower are such a struggle now. I don't want to live this life anymore; I just have so many physical and mental problems caused by my inceldom. It doesn't matter what I do or how nice I am, people just have a problem with me by default. I'm not even mad at these people anymore; I just feel numb. Before, I used to wish I could be a 'Chad,' and I would daydream about it as my main coping mechanism, besides anime and games. But now, I've exhausted those coping mechanisms, and they don't bring me any joy anymore. It's just really over for me; I no longer have hope or any sort of coping mechanisms. Every day is starting to feel like mental torture, and I just feel like 'roping.' The only time I feel good is when I'm eating something sugary or when I'm sleeping. I've truly lost my zest for this life in (GTA5).

The blackpill destroyed me who wouldve known one year ago atleast i was ignorant to the brutality

 

[Cletus Longthing]

The blackpill destroyed me who wouldve known one year ago atleast i was ignorant to the brutality

I hope I can find some spiritual cope or idk how imma keep living

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

We will be the same at 60. Nothing changes, no drive, no hope, every day same shit as yesterday.

My ears will be in much less pain, though.

 

[Made in Heaven]

The blackpill destroyed me who wouldve known one year ago atleast i was ignorant to the brutality

It's amazing how rapidly the blackpill deteriorates your happiness

 

[Cletus Longthing]

It's amazing how rapidly the blackpill deteriorates your happiness

I wont last long if I dont see some light soon

 

[Mecoja]

My ears will be in much less pain, though.

Thats good. I went deaf on left ear due to decade of ear infection for my parents didnt care. Often i had ear pain. Since the surgery i mostly have no pains in it for 10 years.