First loss
I call unto the Lady of the Night
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Two nights ago, I finished meditating and praying to Lilith. The usual stuff. I coped with vidya a bit because I was sad and shit.
I went to bed at around 2 am and I just laid there and listened to music. I had enough and plugged out the earphones and went to put them on the ground next to my bed, and that is when I looked in front of me.
Something was there. A figure. It consisted of black particles just floating in the air, but I could see trough it. It was semi transparent. I thought my mind was playing tricks on me and my vision was blurry so I turned my head and looked away and my vision was perfect. Then I glanced back and it was there for a second or so before going away.
It was scary, but also kinda comforting. I didn't feel threatened. I didn't feel like I was in danger.
I think I'm getting close to invocation. I need to keep doing this.
>inb4 LARP
>inb4 kill yourself
Advice for occultmaxxers: Don't do any occult work when you are sad/depressed/tired. For example, invocation requires a great deal of energy, and I simply didn't have it that night yet I rolled with it. Day after, I couldn't even open my eyes from fatigue.
Thanks for reading and sorry if this is badly written. I don't have enough motivation to turn this into a professional essay.
I went to bed at around 2 am and I just laid there and listened to music. I had enough and plugged out the earphones and went to put them on the ground next to my bed, and that is when I looked in front of me.
Something was there. A figure. It consisted of black particles just floating in the air, but I could see trough it. It was semi transparent. I thought my mind was playing tricks on me and my vision was blurry so I turned my head and looked away and my vision was perfect. Then I glanced back and it was there for a second or so before going away.
It was scary, but also kinda comforting. I didn't feel threatened. I didn't feel like I was in danger.
I think I'm getting close to invocation. I need to keep doing this.
>inb4 LARP
>inb4 kill yourself
Advice for occultmaxxers: Don't do any occult work when you are sad/depressed/tired. For example, invocation requires a great deal of energy, and I simply didn't have it that night yet I rolled with it. Day after, I couldn't even open my eyes from fatigue.
Thanks for reading and sorry if this is badly written. I don't have enough motivation to turn this into a professional essay.