It's Over My deluded self from years ago would off himself if he saw me today

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

Years ago i never though my life could get worse or crazier, i was always a reject but a part of me though things could get better, boy i was wrong.

Dad is dead, im chronically ill, 2025 seems to be a hellish year for me if i dont take actions soon to get more cash in hand. All while my bday approaches again, what i am?, a rotting adult male still doing the same things i did when i was kid and a teen, nothing has truly changed on all of these years.

Wanna know something funny brocels?, years and years ago i though otakus were losers, that i liked anime but i would let it go, today i spend hundreds of usd on figures and my room is filled with posters and stickers, what would my very young deluded self think?, that always makes me think.

2025 is upon us and it seems things won't get better, they gonna get worse.

 

[suicidecase]

Don't worry about it. Do whatever the fuck you want in life, whenever you feel like it. It doesn't matter. Nothing matters. We're born, we exist for a few years, we die. Nothing we do matters, we don't affect anything, what society expects you to do doesn't matter, society doesn't matter.

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

Don't worry about it. Do whatever the fuck you want in life, whenever you feel like it. It doesn't matter. Nothing matters. We're born, we exist for a few years, we die. Nothing we do matters, we don't affect anything, what society expects you to do doesn't matter, society doesn't matter.

Legit good way of thinking that i try to apply for most of my days now, makes copers far better

 

[Emba]

My condolences bro.

At least you have some fancy SAK's to sell in a emergency.

Most of the redneck morons around here think expensive case knives at the store have value, and cherish their gas station Chinesium stainless garbage....

That's one reason I used to buy silver when times where good. Easy sales value...

If I was to tell my youth self a advice, it would be to buy land while its cheap, a get a farm started. It's too late for that now

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

My condolences bro.

At least you have some fancy SAK's to sell in a emergency.

Most of the redneck morons around here think expensive case knives at the store have value, and cherish their gas station Chinesium stainless garbage....

That's one reason I used to buy silver when times where good. Easy sales value...

If I was to tell my youth self a advice, it would be to buy land while its cheap, a get a farm started. It's too late for that now

Honestly brother at least when it comes to assets i even got a home now so im safe in that regard, thank you anyways, sometimes it just gets brutal and i need to vent

 

[Emba]

Honestly brother at least when it comes to assets i even got a home now so im safe in that regard, thank you anyways, sometimes it just gets brutal and i need to vent

It's good to be ahead of things bro, congratulations!

 

[BricABrac]

Having a place to rest your head is such a relief, at least you got that.

And JFL at the otaku figure cope, no offense to OP at all, we all have our copes, it's just funny to think about it. What's the appeal there?

Anyway, not sure what younger me would think. Depends on the youngness. I felt like life wasn't going to turn out for me like it was going to for others pretty early on.

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

Having a place to rest your head is such a relief, at least you got that.

And JFL at the otaku figure cope, no offense to OP at all, we all have our copes, it's just funny to think about it. What's the appeal there?

Anyway, not sure what younger me would think. Depends on the youngness. I felt like life wasn't going to turn out for me like it was going to for others pretty early on.

i just enjoy seeing the charas on my showcase lmao, autism

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

It's good to be ahead of things bro, congratulations!

Yeah man no matter whats going on in my life im still thankful for the blessings i've been given, like bric just said too having a place to be able to rest without feeling the reaper of homeless behind your back is a massive relief

 

[Emba]

Yeah man no matter whats going on in my life im still thankful for the blessings i've been given, like bric just said too having a place to be able to rest without feeling the reaper of homeless behind your back is a massive relief

I spent most of my life in a tent. So having a roof is cozy AF

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

I spent most of my life in a tent. So having a roof is cozy AF

With some luck i make more money this 2025 and be able to get more saks lolol

 

[Emba]

With some luck i make more money this 2025 and be able to get more saks lolol

I hope so bro

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

I hope so bro

Some champs would be nice

 

[Emba]

Some champs would be nice

Mines late );