Well, I liked going to my current school. At the beginning, I even had a few friends, I thought. But now everything is going worse
, I realize after an argument I had in the class group chat that no one is there for me, and also, I still don't have contact with the others. None of them wanna talk to me on their own. Going to this school has started becoming a mental challenge for me recently. On the outside, it looks like everything is working, or I would do well, while inside, I'm hating everything and feel terrible. They are so fake friendly towards me. It's almost 3 am and I'm here and feel terrible and need to get ready for school at 4:30 am or latest at 5 am. I started using online dating apps. It works so terrible on 1 app I saw that 50 foids watched my profile but I got 1 like and that bitch is not answering me and I sended 20 likes and every bitch rejected me... I feel so worthless right now. I left my class group, and no one cares. ALSO, my classmates are not accepting that I hate 1 special girl in class and they are defending her, but she was such a toxic person against me, so I'm glad we're no friends anymore .... SHE broke up the friendship btw, but my whole class is blaming me. I could cry, I hate them all. I'm ALWAYS lonely, and it feels so odd going to the others or talking to them cuz I know they don't like me back. AT LEAST I CAN SAY I TRIED GETTING FRIENDS
, I realize after an argument I had in the class group chat that no one is there for me, and also, I still don't have contact with the others. None of them wanna talk to me on their own. Going to this school has started becoming a mental challenge for me recently. On the outside, it looks like everything is working, or I would do well, while inside, I'm hating everything and feel terrible. They are so fake friendly towards me. It's almost 3 am and I'm here and feel terrible and need to get ready for school at 4:30 am or latest at 5 am. I started using online dating apps. It works so terrible on 1 app I saw that 50 foids watched my profile but I got 1 like and that bitch is not answering me and I sended 20 likes and every bitch rejected me... I feel so worthless right now. I left my class group, and no one cares. ALSO, my classmates are not accepting that I hate 1 special girl in class and they are defending her, but she was such a toxic person against me, so I'm glad we're no friends anymore .... SHE broke up the friendship btw, but my whole class is blaming me. I could cry, I hate them all. I'm ALWAYS lonely, and it feels so odd going to the others or talking to them cuz I know they don't like me back. AT LEAST I CAN SAY I TRIED GETTING FRIENDS
