My dad wonders why I lack motivation

[TaciturnCel]

He told me that if he were in my position he would be looking for ways to make money and have a better life. He says I lack the hunger to succeed and have nice things. He also said when I was going to think about building a family.
I have a degree but cant use it really because it's a shitty one, so I've been forced to work retail. I also have social anxiety from the constant bullying I experienced as a youth, which affects my ability get jobs that require a lot of socialization. I'm almost thirty and I feel like I haven't done shit. I lack motivation and feel like life will still be meaningless even if were to have a career and some success.

 

[Ecstasy]

He says I lack the hunger to succeed and have nice things

My dad once told me "everytime I want to kill myself I just count my money. do you do that aswell?" and I said I dont give a fuck about money

 

[Deleted member 26010]

My dad once told me "everytime I want to kill myself I just count my money. do you do that aswell?" and I said I dont give a fuck about money

I'm at a point where I doubt even money can make me enjoy life.

 

[Ecstasy]

I'm at a point where I doubt even money can make me enjoy life.

Have you tried drugs?

 

[Deleted member 26010]

Have you tried drugs?

No I haven't

 

[Ecstasy]

No I haven't

Would you consider yourself idealist or extremist? Go for that

 

[Deleted member 26010]

Would you consider yourself idealist or extremist? Go for that

I'm not sure I understand what you're saying

 

[Ecstasy]

I'm not sure I understand what you're saying

Sorry, I think I called the wrong number

 

[Deleted member 26010]

Sorry, I think I called the wrong number

Lol no worries

 

[Ecstasy]

Lol no worries

tbh I just wanted to know if there is something that excites you in life besides scrolling though websites. Maybe music

 

[Deleted member 26010]

tbh I just wanted to know if there is something that excites you in life besides scrolling though websites. Maybe music

tbh I'm struggling to do anything besides LDAR. No matter where I go or what I do I can't escape the blackpill.

 

[Ecstasy]

tbh I'm struggling to do anything besides LDAR. No matter where I go or what I do I can't escape the blackpill.

What do you do all day? what have you done before you were blackpilled?

 

[Deleted member 26010]

What do you do all day? what have you done before you were blackpilled?

I LDAR most of the day when I'm not working. It's not that I've done a lot in my life before the blackpill but I used to be able to enjoy myself with copes and I still had hope for my future. Now I have no motivation for anything. I just stay inside and rot because I know I'm not welcome in this world.

 

[xeryes29]

My dad once told me "everytime I want to kill myself I just count my money. do you do that aswell?" and I said I dont give a fuck about money

lol typical boomer fag behavior, you should tell hi that even with a master or a phd the only way to live is as a glorfied surf because things like houses and a good stable income are unattainable unlike his time. Its either be a chad and live life on easy mode, because they get job offers straight off college because of foid administrator's that want to bang them or get a shitty contract based job with no job security assuming you have a STEM degree, if youre a humanities major and an incel its over for you kek

Even if i do get a job which i wont because im barely passing my engineering classes now due to lack of motivation and reliving trauma due to my inceldom, i dont care about having money or not all i want is a companion which is most definitely unattainable due to hypergamy and online dating which will skyrocket ( to make up 50%) by the time most of us graduate.

never began for incels our destiny is to wageslave until we get the guts to buy a shotgun and blow our heads off

 

[Ecstasy]

I LDAR most of the day when I'm not working. It's not that I've done a lot in my life before the blackpill but I used to be able to enjoy myself with copes and I still had hope for my future. Now I have no motivation for anything. I just stay inside and rot because I know I'm not welcome in this world.

That sucks to hear. But you have to force yourself to start something and soon you will start to like it. Sadly we dont have the advantage of normies that everything goes off our hand easily. Even things that are supposed to be fun take so much energy

 

[Deleted member 26010]

That sucks to hear. But you have to force yourself to start something and soon you will start to like it. Sadly we dont have the advantage of normies that everything goes off our hand easily. Even things that are supposed to be fun take so much energy

Thanks for the advice brocel, you're right. I have been slowly rotting aIone and have no one to confide or talk to so your well-meaning reply is truly appreciated.

 

[Ecstasy]

Thanks for the advice brocel, you're right. I have been slowly rotting aIone and have no one to confide or talk to so your well-meaning reply is truly appreciated.

Life can be a bottomless pit if you slack off. No matter how shitty it is now, it can always get worse, just by doing nothing. Thats why we have to keep going

 

[Deleted member 26010]

Life can be a bottomless pit if you slack off. No matter how shitty it is now, it can always get worse, just by doing nothing. Thats why we have to keep going

You're absolutely right. It's crazy how it can always keep getting worse even when you think you've already reached bottom. We have to fight just to keep from falling further. Meanwhile the lives of chads and foids are an endless succession of free rewards and validation.

 

[Emba]

That's why i spent much of my life in the woods. Cheap living. No people. No competition.

 

[Ecstasy]

lol typical boomer fag behavior, you should tell hi that even with a master or a phd the only way to live is as a glorfied surf because things like houses and a good stable income are unattainable unlike his time. Its either be a chad and live life on easy mode, because they get job offers straight off college because of foid administrator's that want to bang them or get a shitty contract based job with no job security assuming you have a STEM degree, if youre a humanities major and an incel its over for you kek

Even if i do get a job which i wont because im barely passing my engineering classes now due to lack of motivation and reliving trauma due to my inceldom, i dont care about having money or not all i want is a companion which is most definitely unattainable due to hypergamy and online dating which will skyrocket ( to make up 50%) by the time most of us graduate.

never began for incels our destiny is to wageslave until we get the guts to buy a shotgun and blow our heads off

My das is pretty poor, his biggest achievement at age 50 is owning a trailer. He even left my mum who was in debt and me to get a 'wealthier' life

 

[Lookscel]

You're absolutely right. It's crazy how it can always keep getting worse even when you think you've already reached bottom. We have to fight just to keep from falling further. Meanwhile the lives of chads and foids are an endless succession of free rewards and validation.

Living like this sort of gives an sense of achievement because you are working and striving to achieve something against all the odds

 

[Deleted member 26010]

Living like this sort of gives an sense of achievement because you are working and striving to achieve something against all the odds

I guess so. But it can also be discouraging sometimes to see others can easily achieve better than you without even trying while you're working your ass off with mediocre results.

 

[proudweeb]

Just buy 14 gpus and mine ethereum

Your boomer dad will be proud of your mining income

 

[Osentaku Otje]

when I was going to think about building a family.

JFL at normies thinking that it's a choice to go through life depressed and never feeling love.
most boomers have the :there's someone for everyone: imbedded in their minds from when it whas actually real ofc

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I have zero motivation