My dad sent a photo of me that he took without me noticing

[curryboy420]

I was standing by a fire me and my mum's friend in India built and damn I really look like a incel loser. I look like a skinny fat retard with lopsided face and wonky glasses and no clothes fitting properly on my deformed ass body and hunched over neck and look so thin and weak and pathetic. I'm average height but I looked short for some reason as well. Maybe I ain't so average height after all. It's over man, I don't even say that as a meme. Ive seen so many Indians here with better lives than me and I was born in England and still squandered everything and my parents are old and I can't even speak the language everyone else speaks and all my extended family know me as the weird loner autistic guy. Jesus man. I don't know what to do now I dont even want to go back to England to be in chad land with all rich white normies either. But I don't fit in India either. Or pakistan or anywhere. I want to just die already quickly and fast so I don't have to prolong this shit anymore.

I guess I could run at a policeman with a knife and hopefully they shoot me dead, it's the most realistic and easy way I can think of getting off this planet fast.

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

Time for patricide.

 

[curryboy420]

Time for patricide.

Nah man i cba to kill anyone anymore

I just feel sad now.

 

[Haden_]

Time for patricide.

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

My mom did that once and it was so brutal seeing how i actually look irl, glasses, receding hairline, head looking down defeated, posture, its over

 

[Aegon Targaryen]

Nah man i cba to kill anyone anymore

Brutal I already killed someone and it didn't fix anythingpill

 

[TheRotKing]

Time for patricide.

 

[Friezacel]

I guess I could run at a policeman with a knife and hopefully they shoot me dead, it's the most realistic and easy way I can think of getting off this planet fast.

Or youll survive it and rot in jail

 

[curryboy420]

Or youll survive it and rot in jail

Only for a few years if you don't actually stab him. Maybe only 1 or 2. If you tell the judge straight that you were trying to kill yourself.

 

[curryboy420]

My mom did that once and it was so brutal seeing how i actually look irl, glasses, receding hairline, head looking down defeated, posture, its over

Geniunely man I look like a fucking retard and buying nice clothes just makes me look like a retard in fancy clothes that don't fit like a clown or something, I get why hobos like to wear their dusty holey clothes now, if you are a wasted person then you only look right in wasted clothes

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

Geniunely man I look like a fucking retard and buying nice clothes just makes me look like a retard in fancy clothes that don't fit like a clown or something, I get why hobos like to wear their dusty holey clothes now, if you are a wasted person then you only look right in wasted clothes

I have 0 fashion sense, i just dont care, why would i try to buy expensive clothes if im ugly as fuck?, better buy for my passions

 

[curryboy420]

I have 0 fashion sense, i just dont care, why would i try to buy expensive clothes if im ugly as fuck?, better buy for my passions

Well I don't buy real fancy stuff I have a few "nicce" brand t shirts which are nice but on me they look dumb they are like £35 or 40 each

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

Well I don't buy real fancy stuff I have a few "nicce" brand t shirts which are nice but on me they look dumb they are like £35 or 40 each

Still i despise photos, i dont like em, i look so bad, i just want to be a hermit until i die

 

[curryboy420]

Still i despise photos, i dont like em, i look so bad, i just want to be a hermit until i die

Yeah I realised this when I was 15 and everyone had started making Instagrams and facebooks and I realised that I don't actually look good like they do even when I try and pose or whatever cringe stuff, I just look like a extra retard. So I didn't bother doing the social media and since everyone socialises online now I basically became a ghost. And in person I was tolerated by some people but it turns out they were laughing at me behind my back too. So I ghost them as well, now for 2 years I've had no friends and no one except this website and YouTube and 4chan and reddit.

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

Yeah I realised this when I was 15 and everyone had started making Instagrams and facebooks and I realised that I don't actually look good like they do even when I try and pose or whatever cringe stuff, I just look like a extra retard. So I didn't bother doing the social media and since everyone socialises online now I basically became a ghost. And in person I was tolerated by some people but it turns out they were laughing at me behind my back too. So I ghost them as well, now for 2 years I've had no friends and no one except this website and YouTube and 4chan and reddit.

Social media pill is brutal, i should make a post bout that, i have ZERO, you put my whole name n shit on internet and nothing appears, like im dead or never existed

 

[curryboy420]

Social media pill is brutal, i should make a post bout that, i have ZERO, you put my whole name n shit on internet and nothing appears, like im dead or never existed

The whole sliding into dms thing did the whole cycle of invention and disappeared and I still didn't take advantage of it because I can't. I am too ugly and don't have any friends . It's been like 10 years. And they say now you can't even message people on Instagram anymore or some shit. I don't know. I don't care anymore. I might just become a hobo in India and find a nice bridge to live under and figure out a way to earn 250 or so rupees a day and just fuck this world of money and socialising and whatever other normie shit off

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

The whole sliding into dms thing did the whole cycle of invention and disappeared and I still didn't take advantage of it because I can't. I am too ugly and don't have any friends . It's been like 10 years. And they say now you can't even message people on Instagram anymore or some shit. I don't know. I don't care anymore. I might just become a hobo in India and find a nice bridge to live under and figure out a way to earn 250 or so rupees a day and just fuck this world of money and socialising and whatever other normie shit off

Damn u legit on india bro?, like legit currycel?

 

[MassEffectKoala]

Time for patricide.

 

[curryboy420]

Damn u legit on india bro?, like legit currycel?

Yes I'm in India and I came from England but I have lots of problems in England like ongoing criminal cases that are going to end badly for me so I might end up staying here forever and it depresses methat I didn't get to even live as a english life properly. I wanted to live as an English kid but in my youth my parents just pushed stupid islam on me and I live in a town that is like mini India it's 95% Indian. So I never even got to experience the full English life