every time i fuck up, he tells me that my life are in shambles.
i don't mind conforming this fact to him, but that's not dad like behavior.
he gives me confidence boost 20% of the time (which is fake because he always exaggerates), and 80% of the time he hangs up on my failures. it could even be something small as bad smell or waking up at the wrong time. he can give me a 10 min lecture about waking up late or not wearing the proper clothes.
then it hit me, i was raised to be a failure.
if this grumpy fucker knew how to handle children, i would have been a success by now.
its a story about a failed parent, that showers his children with resources and nothing else. this dude is so negative i can't even have a 10 min conversation with him without him going on a ramble on what i should do with my life.
also, you'd think he would do anything but giving me a bed to sleep in and some food, but no.- he refuses to give me any amount that exceeds 100$ even if it meant i could get the fuck out of this place. i have about 10k$ in trustfund and he refuses to give it to me. only at the 'right time'.
i don't even consider him to be my dad anymore, he is just some guy to me. a real dad would step up and try to have a real conversation with me instead of lashing out like a faggot.
i don't mind conforming this fact to him, but that's not dad like behavior.
he gives me confidence boost 20% of the time (which is fake because he always exaggerates), and 80% of the time he hangs up on my failures. it could even be something small as bad smell or waking up at the wrong time. he can give me a 10 min lecture about waking up late or not wearing the proper clothes.
then it hit me, i was raised to be a failure.
if this grumpy fucker knew how to handle children, i would have been a success by now.
its a story about a failed parent, that showers his children with resources and nothing else. this dude is so negative i can't even have a 10 min conversation with him without him going on a ramble on what i should do with my life.
also, you'd think he would do anything but giving me a bed to sleep in and some food, but no.- he refuses to give me any amount that exceeds 100$ even if it meant i could get the fuck out of this place. i have about 10k$ in trustfund and he refuses to give it to me. only at the 'right time'.
i don't even consider him to be my dad anymore, he is just some guy to me. a real dad would step up and try to have a real conversation with me instead of lashing out like a faggot.
