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i knew it was over when she saw me in person person and looked like i was a monster. those eyes were fucking brutal. started working from home at first, in calls she seemed really happy to talk to me and wouldnt stop keeping the convo going even though i didnt show much interest, like even after months, seemed really feminine too. prob primarly just because i have a deep voice. But as soon as i stepped foot into that office and saw her in person it all changed. holy fuck voicepill is real. the pitiful look combined with disgust man thats all i remember like i was some small kid that got lost she didnt even see me as a man. Her attitude changed like goebbels face when he found out that the photographer was a jew. Just masculine behavior from then on, not even a look, no question -> nothing. Only remarks would be to my looks, you look horrible, dead, sleepy, bad. just not like chad would. My voice aint that great too just a normal voice so idk how u could change ur behavior that much because of that. just sub 5 life i guess. This happend a lot of times for me, the curse of a fucked up voice paired with horrible looks, when people cant see you they expect you to be a great tall good looking chad but as soon as they see me its just over. i had a friend i used to play with some games online, i only knew him online turned out he lived near me so eventually met. when we met he looked at me with those same eyes: shocked, disgusted, freaked out -> over. Later when we played again he said I sound much taller than i am . tall voice short body. wtf? I used to talk online a lot, people see me as chad, they treat u well but once that sub 5 face reveals i just know its over. man its fucked. fuck am i supposed to do
